daydreamingmoonchild's diary
Lately I've been feeling damaged,
Like something has been broken.
I found love, the one of a lifetime,
And yet I can't help but complicate things,
Always wondering if things are ok,
Always being afraid of losing THAT one person,
The only one that can complete me,
The only one that makes me feel at home,
My safe place in the world,
My one out of one million,
The only one I could ever see,
The one I live for,
And the one I'd die for.
I found that love,
That one love that's so pure and beautiful
That makes me want to have a family,
With children to grow together,
That perfect little family with three cats and a dog,
That perfect little family that fights over who has to wash the dishes at the end of the day,
That perfect little family that watches cartoons drinking hot chocolate while outside snow is falling down, gently dancing in the winter breeze,
That perfect little family that gets its "happily ever after", because that's how fairytales end up, and also where all love stories begin.
I found love, the one of a lifetime, and yet I'm still wondering whether everything will be ok,
But now that I come to think of it, I'm not damaged, nor broken.
I'm just afraid,
Afraid of losing everything I've always been dreaming of.
But as long as we keep loving each other,
I feel it, deep down in my heart,
That everything will be just fine.