Therapist/patient AU featuring childhood trauma and kidnapping/themes of violence and murder (full tags and warning list at link) Steddie m/m
“Touch your pulse,” Eddie advised, only barely frowning. Maybe Steve’s sadness was too obvious, too clear. His hand had slipped down but he pushed it back up, fingers pressing to his pulse. “There you go, that’s perfect. You listen so well, don’t you?”
Steve felt out of it, his heartbeat sluggish. So calm, he felt as though he was laying down for a nap.
“It’s okay to get nervous around people,” Eddie noted. “But I do think it’s something we can work on. You looked like you were shaking when I came in here. Why was that?”
Steve couldn’t stop his mouth from moving, teeth and tongue forming words of their own accord.
“You make me nervous.”
Eye contact. Deep, unrelenting eye contact. Steve felt weak from it, so tempted to look away.
The Survival Of Us | Zombie AU | Ongoing | Current WC: 90k | also on wattpad
The world ended. But somehow, they found each other.
One year after the outbreak, the infected roam freely and the rules of survival are brutal. Louis, once a primary school teacher, and Harry, a rookie cop, never should've crossed paths-but when everything collapsed, they became each other's lifeline.
What started as survival has turned into something deeper. As their group fights to stay alive, Louis and Harry must face not only the horrors outside the walls-but the feelings growing between them.
Because in a world where nothing is certain, love might be the only thing left that still matters.
Please read under the cut for important information on this fic!
Yes, this is ongoing! But it’s structured more like a TV series than a traditional book. The first 20 chapters are complete, which wraps up Season 1—hence why I’m promoting it now!
Season 2 will likely pick up before the end of the month.
The main pairing is Larry, of course, but the story puts a spotlight on all the characters—that’s why they’re all featured on the cover. Everyone plays a role, though you’ll definitely see a lot from Harry and Louis’s perspectives.
There’s also a whole soundtrack for this story!! (Yes, I make music—if you don’t know me.) You can find it on Spotify, but it’s also available on Apple Music and YouTube Music! Below is a list of each song and the chapter it’s tied to:
Year One – Obviously tied to the pilot chapter. The beginning of it all.
Darcy – ep2, Darcy (duh… self-explanatory).
Harry’s Strength – Not tied to a specific chapter, but a general theme for Harry’s resilience throughout.
Flesh and Ghosts – ep3, I Thought You Were Gone.
Embers Between Us – ep6, If You Love Someone Enough.
Louis’ Despair – a recurring theme for Louis whenever something awful happens, but especially strong in ep8, The Shape of Grief.
Five Minutes Later – mostly Harry’s pov in ep8, but connects back to something he says in ep10, Just Enough Time.
Break Glass, Run – ep11, Where the Light Doesn’t Reach.
Where Is He – also ep11. Shifts between Harry and Louis’s povs.
Ashes in the Bloodline – ep20, I Thought You Were Staying.
I will begin reposting my three completed long fics. These are multi-chaptered fics that I wrote between 2015 and 2018. Please note, these are all Harry x OC fics, two are AUs and one is Real Harry.
I WILL BE POSTING ONE CHAPTER OF EACH FIC PER DAY. So, you can follow along easily or wait til the end and binge them all.
Below is a brief synopsis of each fic, along with warnings. ALL THREE ARE OLDER WOMAN OCs. If this is not your thing, or it turns you off, PLEASE do not read. I got hate for these in the past (and some snarky comments on Wattpad), and I am just too old and tired to defend them anymore. In my opinion, the age thing shouldn't matter, but I would rather put it out there first before I get messages about it.
Just PLEASE REMEMBER TO BE KIND. I have a heart just like everybody else, and I am sensitive. I enjoy interacting with readers and other writers. Feedback is always appreciated, but rude comments will be blocked.
Obviously, you must be over 18 to read my fics.
Summary: After a few years of being a housewife, Tisa Jordan decided to go back to school. Hoping to find inspiration and a new direction in life, she didn't expect to meet Harry Styles, a handsome British twenty-year-old.
When It Was Written: I started this fic around the end of 2014 when I'd just become a Harry fan, and it was completed in 2015. It was my very first Harry fic.
The Characters and Face Claims: This Harry is 20 (he turns 21 at the end), and Tisa is 32. The girl for the face claim of Tisa was just a model in a random stock photo I found, so I don't know who she is. The character Zack is based on Zayn, and Penny is based on Perrie Edwards. Also, I think I used Ashton Irwin for the face claim of Joey, Liam for Grayson, Olivia Wilde for Justine (complete coincidence, I promise lol), Renee Olstead for Liz, and Lea Michele as Britney. I did not use a face claim for James.
Warnings: age gap (older woman), infidelity, smut, unprotected sex, divorce, angst (LOTS), drinking, mentions of mental abuse and dysfunctional childhood
Number of Chapters: 39 (chapters are a bit short in the beginning because I didn't keep track of word counts back then.)
Posting Time: 10AM CDT
Summary: I'm Harry. I have a mundane job where I sit in a cubicle all day. But things just got better because the hottest babe just started working here. And I'm determined to make her mine, even if just for one night.
I'm Roni. I just started this new job, but all I can think about is the hottie in the corner cubicle. I think he likes me too.
When It Was Written: This was started in 2015 and finished in 2017 (it was on hold off and on for a while). It started really with just the urge to write about a cocky Harry and eventually turned into a long story. There is a lot of smut, but it ends up having a lot of drama as well.
The Characters and Face Claims: So, as you can see from the cheeky lil summary, this is written in two points of view. This Harry is based on 2013 Harry, so he's 19. Roni is 27. I don't believe I used any face claims for any of the other characters.
Warnings: age gap (older woman), smut, angst (LOTS)
* Just want to add that in both this fic and the one above, the characters have unprotected sex. This was simply an oversight on my part. I was married when I wrote these and had not used a condom in years, so it was simply not on my mind. I got called out for it, don't worry lol.
Number of Chapters: 22
Posting Time: 2PM CDT
Summary: Stacey Barnett is a writer and a single mother. Her hands full with two daughters (one with special needs), a newly published novel, an extroverted best friend and a controlling ex-husband, the last thing she expects is to meet an international pop star.
When It Was Written: I started this story in 2016 when I was going through my own divorce, so it's very personal to me. I didn't actually finish it until 2019. Sometimes you write something that you think is going to be a big hit and when it's not, it kind of crushes your spirit. While I knew this was not for everyone, I think because it was so personal to me, it was hard for me to take any criticism (and it still is, tbh).
The Characters and Face Claims: This is the only one of the three that is about Real Harry. The story takes place when he's just released his first solo album, although in this he never cut his hair, and his movie (which is not named) came out before the album. The face claim for Stacey is Rachelle Lefevre. She is 40. Her bestie Lorelei's face claim is Tabrett Bethell. I did not use any other face claims, although most of the other characters are based on real people in my life - Stacey's daughters are mine, her mom is mine, and her ex-husband is mine. I just changed the names.
Warnings: age gap (older woman), smut, angst, mentions of divorce, autism (child), seizures (child), insecurities, flashbacks, nightmares, mental health issues
* Again, this mentions a lot of personal issues I had and was going through at the time. I am not exaggerating when I say this is LOADED with angst. You will get angry at the characters, especially Stacey. But please remember to have a heart, because she's been through a lot and doesn't always react the way you think she should.
Number of Chapters: 33
Posting Time: 6PM CDT
In addition, I also have playlists curated for all of these on Spotify. I will link them on the story pages.
Again, please be kind. But if you have any feedback as I post, I'd love to hear your thoughts. Remember, just because they're older fics doesn't mean you can't comment :).
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A brother? Watson has a twin brother? An identical twin? Why didn't he know this sooner? ... and how is he supposed to compete, when the man shows up and catches Sherlock's eye.
8 Chapters, 23,289, M, for prompt by @discordantwords 'sometimes it's twins', Crack treated seriously
L.O.V.E. 🤍
John Watson just wanted a soulmate. His sister just wanted this game to be over ... enter Sherlock Holmes. Fate it seems, has it's own plans ... and the game? Is never over!
14 Chapters, 27,777, M, runaway groom, inspired by Only You, fall fics
GIVE MY LOVE TO THE CHEF 🤍
John visits the restaurant regularly after the fall. On Friday nights, they serve him the perfect dishes. Dishes that make him feel homesick and happy. Somehow ... the chef always knows what he wants ...
12 Chapters, 18,557, M, Post-TRF fix-it fic (and maybe restoring the Landmark's honor)
PLAYING CUPID 🤍
"He's going to be rude to you. Incurably rude. Buy you can NOT let him push you away!! Do you understand this, Mike? Tell me you understand how important this is?!"
What if Sherlock sent Mike out, to bring Watson back? What if he was taking no chances on that chance meeting?
5 Chapters, 10,087, G, pre-ASIP meeting
SPIN THE BOTTLE 🤍
Have you ever played this game before, Sherlock?
6 Chapters, 8,120, M, Spin the Bottle, Truth or Dare, for @sherlockchallenge prompt: bottle
LOST PUPPY 🤍
What if Sherlock followed John home from their first meeting at the lab, like a little lost puppy ...
John gets to introduce Harry to Sherlock and see what she makes of him. While Harry notices a bit more than John or Sherlock have either had the courage to say out loud.
6 Chapters, 7,417, G, also part of 2021 challenge
I LOVE LAMP 🤍
It was a ridiculous whim ... buying the lamp. He couldn't resist. It looked like something out One Thousand and One Arabian Nights. Why did it feel like ... it was holding a secret?
6 Chapters, 7,411, T, Crack treated seriously.
LOVE POTION NO. 9 🤍
Sherlock pretends to be under the effects of a love potion, to hit on John Watson and see how he takes it? It may not have been the best of plans ...
5,210, G, Teenlock AU, Harry Potter AU
THE GIRLFRIEND MIXUP 🤍
Sherlock was used to John getting his girlfriends mixed up, sure. He just wasn't used to being included IN that bunch ...
3,300, G, for @ohlooktheresabee challenge, orig. in 'February: The Month of Love & Grief'
Will be posting a full list of oneshots and prompt fics next, as well as masterlist of poetry.
Bruno applied to Love Island for three reasons. First, to get unique material for his stand-up routine. Second, to win 50,000 pounds. Third, to get over the brutal rejection by his ex. No pressure, right?
[Instant attraction, In-villa] - 250k words - ✅🌷🔥😖
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Sophie's pretending to be Ciaran’s girlfriend to get the whole town off his case. But how on earth is she supposed to convince everyone they’re head-over-heels for each other, when he’s too shy to even kiss her?
[Fake dating, entirely AU] - 100k words - ✅🌷🔥😖
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Bruno’s been sneaking into Racer’s since he was 16, and now, it’s made him more than a little famous. Robbie, the owner, can’t run it on his own any more, so Bruno steps up to manage it. But when things start crossing the line with Robbie’s daughter… how’s Bruno supposed to choose between them?
[Forbidden romance, comedy club AU] - 45k words - ✅🌷🔥😖
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It's everyone fucking everyone in a giant selection of disgustingly smutty one-shots, linked together by a silly story.
[Pure smut, some comedy, mix of In-villa and AU] - 45k words - 🔥🔥🔥
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A choose-your-own-ending New Year's Eve story. Who will you kiss at midnight?
[Mostly smut, depending on ending] - 23k words - ✅🌷🔥
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The Suresh cheating story, the fallout… And how he gets her back.
[Exes to Lovers, In-Villa] - 85k words - ✅🔥😖🌷
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Katie doesn't date footballers. Her twin brother makes damn sure of it. Until... she falls for one.
[Forbidden romance, Football AU] - 16k words - ✅🌷🔥😖
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He knew he wasn’t her first choice, but damn, it felt good to be her second.
A Season 6 rewrite with an indecisive MC who makes Lewie's life hell.
[Instant Attraction/Angst, In-Villa] - In Progress - 😖🔥🌷
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Unhealthy Meme set created by @sophiebernadotte
Jax's band need a new singer. Fuckboy and absolute narcissist Bobby McKenzie needs a new band. Match made in heaven, right? Wrong. Despite his talent, Jax doesn't want him, trust him, or need him. He's never going to win her over. Never.
[Enemies to lovers, Punk Band AU] - - In Progress - 🔥😖🌷
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Winning is everything. It's Phoebe's entire life. So when a serious car accident leaves her unable to compete, she realises she's spent the last 13 years training for a future that doesn't exist. Now, stuck in the hospital, she has to figure out who she is. Because the cute guy from catering wants to know.
[Hurt/Comfort, Hospital AU] - Hiaitus - 🌷🔥😖
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Marshall fucks women for work. He makes immoral money from immoral means.
That's just… what he does. And it's the kind of person he is.
It's as simple as that.
[Porn AU, Porn with feelings] - 22k words- ✅🔥🌷 😖
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Are You The One?: If your perfect match was right in front of you, would you even notice? Twenty sexy singles have undergone rigorous compatability testing in their quest for love. They will spend the next ten weeks getting to know each other in an attempt to answer the question: Are you the one? (completed, 23k, Henrik x MC)
Choppy Waters: Harry and Piper won Love Island one year ago and it's been anything but smooth sailing. (completed, 11k, Harry x MC)
Dead to Rights: 1940s Chicago. It's a place ruled by the dueling McKenzie and Doyle families. The mafia has the entire city under it's thumb, the rivialry between the families the only thing that endangers their seemingly unlimited power. Detective Elizabeth Barnes has the potential to change all that. But when she goes deep undercover inside the McKenzie crime family, the black and white lines she's used to define her morals start to blur. (completed, 30 k, Bobby x MC)
Deep Dive: There are three things Quinn Andrews knows with absolute certainty. 1) Levi Hastings might just be the most arrogant prick she's ever met. 2) Unfortunately, he's also insanely hot and even better in bed. 3) There is absolutely no way she could ever, ever fall in love with him ...Right? (completed, 50.5k Levi x MC)
Diamond in the Rough: Kinsley De Luca is, simply put, a thief. She relies on her own instincts and skills to get ahead in life. But when she runs into a handsome stranger in the middle of a job, things have the potential to get very complicated. (completed, 9k, Roberto x MC)
Leather and Lace: Lucas Koh, Billionaire Playboy. It's a well-deserved title that Lucas has been sure to maintain. But the world, and his father, have other plans. (completed, 28k, Lucas x MC)
Like No One's Watching: Ozzy Singh is on a pursuit to find the one. He's confident that he'll know her when he sees her, that everything will fall into perfectly into place. But he forgot to take something into account: this is Love Island and nothing is ever that easy. (completed, 92k, Ozzy x MC)
Panem et Circuses: Ladies and Gentlemen... welcome to the 74th annual Hunger Games. (completed, 28k, Gary x MC)
Too Hot To Handle: Bri thinks she's signed herself up for a brand new dating show full of sun, sand, and more boys than she can get her hands on. Little does she know, this isn't just any dating show, this is Too Hot To Handle. The rules of the show are simple: no kissing, no sexual touching, no self-gratification, and no sex of any kind. It's going to be a long, hard summer. (In progress, unknown x MC)
Truly, Madly, Deeply: Bobby McKenzie wasn't sure if he would find love on the island, that is until he met Katie Wicker. Will his own issues stop him from experiencing romance? (completed, 95k, Bobby x MC)
Uninhibited: There's something about vacation that makes you want to let loose, to get rid of the standards you use in your day-to-day life. And this trip is no exception. (completed, 76k, multiple pairings)
Wild Child: From the moment his eyes meet hers across the crowded club, Henrik knows that Autumn is special. He just has no idea how true that statement really is. (completed, 34.5k, Henrik x MC)
Zero Hour : Jake's life has been aimless for as long as he can remember. And then two things happened: he meet Miss Gwendolyn Thorne and the Germans started the largest war anyone has ever known. (completed, 19k, Jake x MC)
