i cant escape my abuser. his face is in my tags. i followed my tag on instagram and suddenly he was all over my explore page. im tied to him forever
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i cant escape my abuser. his face is in my tags. i followed my tag on instagram and suddenly he was all over my explore page. im tied to him forever
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i wish the milgram fandom would understand that liking a character =/= condoning their actions
WHY do i want to see the guy from my source who (heavily redacted) me again like bro. is this trauma or is this because he was the only person i knew because the other was a player character - ren
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(This is directed at only my sourcemates not any introjects of them) fuck you revered mother fuck you shadow sister ableist queerphobic racist sexist shits die by the witches fork I don’t even care anymore fuck you fuck you fuck you die die die never fucking talk to me again I fucking hate you all
- pastry cookie
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you might need to tag this as DSMP spoilers cause we split a character a day after he was revealed for some reason. But now we have a ghostboo fictive (he actually prefers deadboo or just boo but thats what the fandom calls him so im just using that name to be clear)
As a Ranboo fictive this is kind of awkward; Not because I'm meeting my ghost, thats not a terribly uncommon occurance in our system, But because he keeps kinda bullying me?
Im not really offended by it (we have several Tommyinnit fictives, that kinda stuff stopped bothering me a while ago) but its still just uncomfortable.
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Me and a lot of other fictives in our system call our host names from our sources because he looks like people we used to know and sometimes we just gotta feel like its all back to normal.
- A Jacket (Payday 2) fictive who really misses Bain.
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Cause MCYT cc's play almost characters in multiple sources its really awkward being from one source and having headmates from a similar source with your source cc in it and not fully recognizing that you're completely separate from the version of you they knew, Especially when that version of you hurt and literally killed them in their source
Head in Hands from a Grian fictive
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My Super Best Friend of years kissed me a few months ago. We haven't talked about it since, and he refuses to. He has a girlfriend, and I don't think she even knows - they don't even love each other for Christ's sake, but I can't be upset about it because I'll come off as jealous.
Fuck you, Stanley Marsh. It's pretty evident that I have feelings for you, and that you feel the same way. You're a fucking asshole.
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