#chef-ru

[br0ken-faith]

chef-ru said: You are not inferior you are equal and fab you just can’t see it because you are your own worst critic

that last bit is definitely true. don't think you know me well enough though, I'm not exactly the best person. 

[agirlnamedally]

I did a thing

I was tagged by the beautiful and lovely mellowingwithage :)

THE RULES

1. Always Post the Rules

2. Answer the questions the person tagged you and write 11 new ones

3. Tag 11 new people and link them to the post

4. Let them know you tagged them

QUESTIONS

1. If you could have a limitless amount of anything, what would it be?

I know this is awfully selfish, but money would be great, purely because that’s the only thing preventing me from travelling the world right now, and it’s really all I’ve been thinking about for the past 8 months. Other answers include love and muesli (which are kind of the same things anyway).

2. What is one thing you wish you could tell someone at the moment, but just can’t?

I’m worried about you and I’m here if you need me.

3. When was the last time you cried and why?

This afternoon actually, watching Dead Poets’ Society alone in Rachel’s room but before that I can’t even remember!

4. Who is one person who inspires you and why?

Amanda Bynes because she is always classy, dignified and completely sane.

5. If you could live in a fictional world, where would it be?

Hogwarts fo sho. I guess that means ‘Harry Potter’ world.

6. If you could meet a fictional character whether they be from a book or movie who would it be?

Oh wow this is such a big question to ask, there would be one million people that I’ll think of later and right now I’m having the hardest time thinking. I can’t give you only one, sorry! Michael Scott, James Potter and Sirius Black in their Hogwarts years, Abed Nadir, The Doctor, Zack Morris, Kelly Kapoor, Jake from Cheaper by the Dozen.

7. If you had to have everyday either night or morning what would you prefer?

Morning definitely! I could eat breakfast all day long :) Well I already do that, but I could do it without judgement.

8. What colour do you think describes you?

I’d like to hope yellow. I think it’s a bright and positive colour, and it’s my favourite and it just feels warm.

9. What age would you be if you had to stay that age forever?

I was actually talking to Georgia about this the other day. I really loved sixteen… especially since I could belt out the Hilary Duff song and claim it were about me. I guess I’d be missing out on a lot of ”adult’ opportunities but I can’t really know how adult years will treat me until I get there, so for now I’ll go with that.

10. A regret that you had recently?

Agreeing to work tomorrow morning. And Sunday.

11. When you think of love what do you think of and what does it mean to you?

I think love is the strongest connection you can make, or to quote Aquamarine, the closest thing we have to magic. Being in love, and loved, by another person means being the most ‘you’ you can truly be, whilst growing together and bringing out the best in one another. I think there are many many different kids of love, not only romantic love. Friendship love is when you’re not afraid to say anything aloud, and chances are, they’re thinking it too. Love means putting someone else’s needs ahead of your own.

Now I think I’m supposed to add my own, hmmmm

What makes you feel most alive?

Have you ever cried in public? When/why?

What is your favourite quote?

What are your hobbies, passions and goals?

If you could travel to any year, what would it be, why, and what would you do?

Say you have two daughters and two sons, what do you name them?

Would you rather live without tv or movies?

What is your most embarrassing memory?

If you were to face a boggart, what would it turn into?

What would you eat for your last meal?

What was your first ever email address/username?

[agirlnamedally]

I feel like in these situations where you can't always make that despondency go away through introspection or positive thinking, all you can do is try to find external sources of light and positivity that will give you something to hold onto and focus on, and make you smile even temporarily. Beautiful friends, good food, creative projects, a good book, productivity etc; things that will make you feel better about yourself without even intending to.

Ruby Beer

[tea--princess]

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vulnerabilitea replied to your photo: look how fat i’ve let myself get :(

you haven’t let yourself get fat, not in the slightest. you’re beautiful, Kat <3

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chef-ru replied to your photo: look how fat i’ve let myself get :(

You’re gorgeous 

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gaining-life replied to your photo: look how fat i’ve let myself get :(

you are NOWHERE near fat, kat (that rhymes, hehe)! i wish you could see what everyone else does :( xx 

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recovery-and-freedom replied to your photo: look how fat i’ve let myself get :(

You haven’t ‘let yourself get fat’. This caption should read look how far I’ve come in recovery. 

Thanks guys, you're beautiful (: xx 

[tea--princess]

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chef-ru replied to your post: please everyone ignore this it's just a rant about how much i hate myself.

Please don’t starve yourself tomorrow baby girl. Real will power is standing up to the disorder, saying ‘FUCK YOU ED, I am strong and today I am fuelling my body with what it needs”. You can do this because I know how strong you are <3

But I'm not strong. I am weak and pathetic. But I love you Ruby <3 

[agirlnamedally]