Cuenta Chris Leo que ni a él ni a los restantes miembros de The Van Pelt les interesó jamás el éxito en el sentido más amplio de la palabra, aunque no son pocos los que opinan que tenían canciones como para haberlo conseguido en aquella segunda mitad de los 90, donde el postrock y todos los ramalazo
Inspiradora entrevista con Chris Leo de The Van Pelt a raiz de los conciertos de 10º aniversario de La Castanya:
Chris on his back patio | June 2017 | Jersey City, NJ | Pentax 67
Because my interview with Chris Leo involved a nice bottle of wine on a pretty damn nice summer day, our discussion meandered and maybe went longer than we initially expected, a fact that led to a hasty conclusion and us speeding off on bikes -- him on his and me on his wife’s -- to his work at the last minute.
Also, Chris is as generous in conversation as he is in his lyrics, and he’s willing to let things drift to wherever they may go for as long as they go.
What follows is the second portion of our talk, which is concerned mostly with his band The Van Pelt, a musical group that began performing initially in 1993 and disbanded in 1997 after releasing two full-length albums on an independent record label. Chris played guitar and sang, and Brian Maryansky, Neil O'Brien and Sean Greene performed with him. Also, this interview is very much in the spirit of the way interviews run long in fanzines, with very little editing and condensing so as to offer the reader an accurate, non-embellished portrait of either their favorite band or a band they wanted to know more about or a band they know absolutely nothing about. Those are the interviews I grew up reading, whether they were in Maximum Rocknroll, HeartattaCk or a million other zines. That transparency is also in the interest of letting the artist’s thoughts run in their full and proper context. So a majority of this discussion below is as we had it, with very light doctoring for cohesion. I hope you enjoy it.
The Van Pelt have had several reunions, which first began in 2009, and they will continue this month with a small string of live performances. Go see them.
You can read the first portion of our chat HERE.
Thanks for inviting me over again. How has your day been so far?
I’m a little overworked. There’s the coordinating with wineries, how to get my wine from Italy to here. Then there’s the distribution part. I only import from Italy. Then there’s all these companies that I distribute wine from, but I don’t import their wine. That’s during the day. And then I have to find new people to sell it to and then I have to get it to those people. So I’m also the delivery man.
When do you sleep?
I don’t sleep much because at night I go and I’m doing this wine bar in Downtown Jersey City. The problem with New Jersey is it’s not for outside thinkers. It’s a place to breed outside thinkers that then get the fuck out of here. It’s a great place to create expats.
Well, let’s flip the record a bit as it were, because this is also partially based on what you’re doing with music.
At this moment, Charlie the dog interrupts the proceedings for a few moments. But it’s cool because he’s stopped barking and now he’s being friendly.
Is he young, how old is he?
He’s actually almost seven. We’ve had him for three years. He was in the pound for three years and he was on the streets of Los Angeles for a year. That’s why he’s all tough guy.
Did you get him in Los Angeles?
Yeah, we got evicted because of him barking like crazy.
I believe it. So what year did The Van Pelt begin?
I think we began in the fall of 1993 or in the spring of 1994. It’s hard to say because there were many iterations of the band. I started out on bass.
Did you?
Yeah. And we made these two albums, and the second album -- which was our more popular album – we had issues with the mastering. So, not only did we want to get it back in print and we wanted it remastered for our own sake. And so we did.
Is it more fun for you talking about wine or the band?
There’s definitely more joy in wine. Music isn’t pure joy. Music is pain. But also amazing. I also like talking about music because it’s so hard for me to articulate.
You’ve remastered these records again because you want them to sound better. But you’re also doing what you don’t like to do, which is play shows. Why are you doing that?
Except that I feel like I’m in a cover band.
Oh, that makes sense. But does that fact make it any easier?
Yeah, because now I’m singing the songs of this pretty cool kid from twenty years ago. And I’m playing a part; I’m trying to get into his mindset. One common theme of the band is disillusionment with the left, this civil war amongst Democrats and progressives in America.
What left are you talking about?
I’m talking about an eighteen-year-old’s idea of the left. I’m talking about an eighteen-year-old who is coming from an all-boys Catholic high school who created his idea of the left and was dying to leave this and find my people in the Lower East Side. The huge mistake I made was that to me the left meant open dialogue and the right meant closed dialogue. Where I really wanted to go was where you could sit at a bar or table with anybody and you could throw out any topic. What I found was the left was not about open dialogue. It was ‘The right believes ABC; we believe XYZ.’ And I didn’t think that was the way it was going to be. I thought it was going to be ‘The right believes ABC, and we believe everything else.’
So, lyrically that is what the band represents to you now? When you look back on it that’s how you see what you were doing?
Partially. In the sense that it’s one of the themes I’m excited to revisit because I think it’s so relevant now with the Democratic Party not see what was really coming with the progressives and Bernie Sanders.
The other thing I like revisiting is Chris Leo apriori optimist versus Chris Leo the empirical optimist. These things have changed quite a bit, but I love playing the role of the apriori guy. For example, if I was kind of hip to Monsanto when I was nineteen or twenty, I would have thought it was way cooler than I think it is now. I would have thought this idea of fucking with nature down to the bare bones is the coolest idea ever. ‘That’s what we’re supposed to do. We’re part of nature. If we don’t admit we’re part of nature then we don’t really understand nature. We’re part of nature and us fucking with it is the coolest thing ever.’ That’s Chris Leo the apriori optimist in the nineties. Let’s take this to the extreme; let’s take on nature. Yes, so many times we’ve done this we’ve failed miserably but let’s keep doing it. Chris Leo the empirical optimist now, twenty years later…if Monsanto had this little lab in Nebraska where they did all the same things and they live streamed it to us and said ‘Hey, we’re going to make this crazy square tomato and we’re going to feed it to dogs for twenty years and see what happens and we’re going to do all these other experiments but inside this hyper-controlled environment. But that’s not what Monsanto does, so therefore now I will get on board with the left of the early nineties and the left now and march against Monsanto.
You did write a lot about food in your songs. Hang on, let’s see what did I write down in my notebook? Here are some examples: An unseasoned meal, before the meat turns toxic in our tubes, feed me bread, lychee pits, gathering bread for your plate, more apple pie than I’ve ever been.
I guess I’ve been heading down the food and beverage path forever. And with The Lapse I had ‘Buffet.’ [’Buffet’ is a song from the 2000 album ‘Heaven Ain’t Happen’ where Leo proclaims ‘We make meals out of condiments.’]
I’m assuming you like to eat even though you’re very thin. Damn you.
I do like to eat.
What else was on your mind then?
Sex. Love. Politics, yes. Mortality always.
Even at that age?
ALWAYS. I always think about it.
Do you see yourself as a musician, songwriter, arranger? What do you see yourself as?
I’m not a performer. I’m terrible. I’d like to believe I’m a musician, but again, I feel like there’s this reciprocity that comes with being a musician, and I can’t say that I’m a musician. I don’t feel confident saying I’m a musician, but I like playing music.
What is your relationship with music like now?
It’s starting to find a real nice sweet spot, 43 years deep into my life. When I was making music with The Van Pelt and even The Lapse, sometimes I was just a little too close to it to appreciate it in its fullness, particularly with The Lapse. I almost became less of a fan boy than I was before I started playing music. I was just too deep in it. Too heady with it. Then, after the Vague Angels [Leo’s band from the aughts], I stopped playing music entirely. So, I haven’t written anything new for eight years or so. And the first year was amazing. I became more of a listener in every sense of the word, and not just with music, but with wine too. It was so helpful. I had this burst of interest in music, just as a listener. I was a super fanboy.
Of what?
I was just sucking everything up. At the time, I was living in Italy, and I was trying really hard to find good Italian music. I was really digging deep into Italian music. But then my music muscle atrophied. Not playing music, I realized that all these other things I was investing my interest in co-opted my brain. It was this really weak music muscle. Then I would go years picking up one or two bands a year.
What were the genres that you began liking as you got older?
I’ve always loved pop and dance. In the eighties, they used to call me a poseur because when I would write band names on my shoes, I would have like R.E.M., Erasure and Cover Girls. Kids would be like ‘You can’t put Cover Girls next to R.E.M.’
Who were the Cover Girls?
You don’t remember them?
I know the Weather Girls and Mary Jane Girls.
[Chris sings to me] Show me, show me you really love me. Actions speak louder than words.
Is it freestyle?
Yes, I love freestyle. We should do a freestyle night. [Chris frequently has friends and patrons play music on the bar’s sound system]
Oh, you know more than I do about freestyle.
We can get people to help us out. So, this is also during the glory years of 120 Minutes, so I was just discovering late-era Wire, but listening to Silent Morning. It’s always been a thread in my life, dance music and freestyle and pop.
I would get that listening to The Van Pelt.
Ha. Ok, remove yourself from the situation a bit. You gotta know what you do, and that’s not always what you listen to. I just don’t do certain things. There’s plenty of music I just don’t do. With The Van Pelt, I was hyper-restrained and I loved it. When we broke up I didn’t want to do anything restrained. I wasn’t feeling restrained. Now I’m stoked to do a lot of that. I wanted to explode because I was just so sick of the punk environment being so sterile. Music is supposed to make you abandon all inhibitions; music is supposed to take you from, if you walked in sad and watched a happy band then you leave happy or if you walk in happy and watch a sad band, then you leave sad. You’re supposed to lose it, and punk was so not about losing it.
Can you contextualize for me what The Van Pelt were? What world did you fit into?
So, we had two albums. The first album was a real fanboy album.
What does that mean?
Like young kids who are sucking up as much music as possible.
What were you sucking up?
Everything from Seam to Gastr Del Sol to Kraftwerk to whatever cassette was really cheap on tour at a gas station in Kansas, which might have been Procol Harum, and who knew they had other songs? So, absolutely everything. But we were all in agreement that we wanted to make anthems, we really wanted to kick out the jams. And this is a contextual thing because nineties New York were not about bands. That was for the rest of America. You had Jon Spencer and Sonic Youth and you had bands like that but they were in a whole mega league; they were not DIY. We would have aspired to their sales and notoriety but we were DIY [do-it-yourself or independent] through and through, to a fault.
That’s one of the reasons sometimes people would call us emo. Your choices were to go indie and work the 21-and-up circuit playing all these bars and you have a booking agent and everything is pretty legit. Or continue with DIY and do the 18-and-up circuit or play anyone’s basement anywhere and also play bars but book it yourself and hop in the van, make everything happen the way you want it to happen and just because you’re doing it that way, they want to call you emo because that was the predominant DIY genre at the time.
So you don’t feel like you fit into that or you were that?
I don’t feel like we fit into that at all. What, you do?
I don’t know, maybe a little bit.
Maybe a little bit, sure. But not exclusively. We just wanted to make music. The second album was after a bunch of lineup changes; we’d just finished college. There was a huge blizzard in New York. We’d all just broken up with our girlfriends, so that was really pure. That one was like ‘This is what’s happening. No one is going to like it, but this is what’s happening. And it’s a bummer and this music sucks.’ Of course, that’s the record people like. So, who were we? We were just kids figuring out who we were.
Were you punk? Did you think of yourselves as punk then or no?
No. We thought of ourselves as DIY.
What’s the difference?
Punk has constraints.
So does DIY by its definition, no?
There’s no aesthetic or sonic restraints.
Oh, I see, I see. Where were you playing and who were you playing with? Who were your peers at the time?
We were playing at Brownies on Avenue A and 11th Street all the time.
RIP. [Brownies, an East Village rock/punk/indie club, closed in 2002].
I know, RIP. We never played Brooklyn. There was nothing there. Where else were we playing?
Did you ever play in New Jersey?
We played a Knights of Columbus in Wallington on the Passaic River, which was great. We would play colleges. We played The Cooler, all the time.
Who were you playing with? You were playing with emo bands, I’m guessing, even though you were not.
If we weren’t the booking agent. If it was a bill we booked, we would play with one of my brothers’ bands, Chisel or Radio Saturn. We’d play with Garden Variety. We played with Dahlia Seed. Their new band is playing with us in D.C.
Promise Ring? Texas is the Reason?
We didn’t play with Texas too much. We were all friends, but we didn’t cross with them much musically.
This isn’t the first time The Van Pelt has reunited. How do you feel about it now?
Great. This is basically the third time.
What made you reunite the first time in 2009?
Because an old friend of ours from Austin was like ‘Hey, I’m putting together a nineties bill for SXSW this year, please play.’
The Van Pelt perform in June 2009 at Coco 66 in Greenpoint, Brooklyn.
Had you entertained the idea before that?
It never really crossed my mind, honestly. No one even asked us, really. So, we all agreed to do it, and it was really cool. But it was a year after I stopped playing music.
Didn’t you write a novel in there somewhere, too?
I wrote five.
Didn’t you write five novels in there somewhere, too?
So, we did it. My relationship with music in general was weird. It was more about meeting these guys that I shared so much with back in the day. But when bands break up, it’s like breaking up with a girlfriend; it’s never perfect.
So you had no real misgivings about reforming?
I did. But for me on that tour, I had misgivings about playing music and playing Van Pelt music, but I wanted to play with those guys. I wanted to get back on track and bury every and any hatchet that could possibly be still hanging out there for no good reason. And we succeeded in that. Sonically the theme wasn’t clear to me in my head.
Does it fit sonically with who you are now or what you’re interested in?
That’s one of the things I love in revisiting these songs; some of it really does.
Would you listen to that now as a man your age?
The second album yes. The first album not so much, but I have fun playing those songs. And some of them we’ve kind of done adult contemporary style and we’ll be doing some of them that way for these shows. The point is, that was really cool in 2009, but it didn’t bring everything together in my mind that I was hoping it would. So then, we release what was supposed to be our third album, and in doing so we get offered to play this huge festival in England. It was one of the ATP festivals [Jabberwocky, 2014]. By that point everything is cool between The Van Pelt guys, thematically everything is settled in my head. We go and play these shows, and it was fucking amazing. We were really good.
The beauty of your vocal style is that your speaking voice doesn’t change that much.
It’s a little deeper now.
With the exception of maybe ‘We Are the Heathens’, you can kinda do most of it, right?
I can do most of it better.
I assume your upper register is gone though.
Yeah, it’s gone. I think sometimes it sounds better now though. So musically those shows were great and it was super fun. So then, the record label that releases that was like ‘Ok cool, that was a success. Let’s re-master and release your first two records. But you gotta play more shows.’ And we said, ‘Ok, cool.’ So, in the sense of like, do I need to keep revisiting old Van Pelt songs? No, I don’t. But, when we were rehearsing in 2012 and playing old songs, it was really hard to not write new songs.
So you’ve written new songs.
Yes, and we’re going to play some of those.
What do they sound like?
I dunno. We’ve only written three so far. We all have these little pieces we’re tinkering with.
So you have songs that are now five years old?
No, basically in 2012, in between playing old songs we would tinker with stuff and a song would come together and then we’d say ‘Oh fuck, we can’t do this right now. We gotta get back on track with relearning these old songs but my god it would be so much fun to flesh this out.’ So then, that’s the way we rationalize these new shows. So, now let’s spend some time fleshing these things out.
What percentage of the set will be new material?
Maybe we’ll throw in one or two for the shows. And hopefully we’ll have a new album in 2018.
You’re kind of like Linklater’s ‘Before’ trilogy. Every decade you do something.
Maybe. I love playing with those guys.
Do you find it bizarre the music you were doing then can live beyond its initial time?
No, because back in that time I was digging deep into the racks looking for stuff from twenty years earlier, and it fit the context of that time.
What were the primary sources? Sonic Youth, Velvets, Galaxie 500?
I didn’t listen to Sonic Youth much, only because that was such the sound of the time you almost didn’t need to listen to it. I didn’t listen to it a lot, but yes, I love Sonic Youth.
With the first record, we really wanted to make anthems because we were living in this time where the guitar players were no longer making anthems. And there weren’t many guitar players. They were all going the route of the deejay. So, it was like all the guitar players are getting weird as fuck, and we liked it. But we wanted to give a go at making an album of anthems.
I was listening to a lot of the Dustdevils. An interesting thing, we discovered a lot of bands by who people said they imagined we were listening to. People would say we must have listened to a lot of Bedhead, and we said no. And then we’d go listen to Bedhead. And even The Fall. I didn’t listen to The Fall until everyone said we sounded like The Fall. Which could bring us to Parquet Courts.
How do they relate to you?
You don’t think they sound like us?
Ooh, yes. I do.
So many people are like ‘Are you going to sue them or what?’
They seem very knowledgeable in what they’re doing. I think they’re very steeped in music history. [Full disclosure: I once saw Andrew Savage at a DS-13 show in Brooklyn wearing a Turning Point shirt. The Hi-Impact Turning Point shirt. That is fairly legit to me. I also like them a lot, probably because they remind me of The Van Pelt.]
Maybe that’s the case, and if it is, then they should give us a shout out. If it’s not the case, the world is so weird that I can believe it not being the case. Anyhow, I love it. I do love them.
You kind of got me inebriated. Who else were your influences?
Eric B. & Rakim were a huge influence, to the idea of speaking and saying intelligent things and putting it to a repeating riff.
Can you estimate how many shows you played when you were around?
It had to be over a hundred. We were just talking about this.
Did you enjoy being in a band?
Everything about it except the actual show. That part I wasn’t so into. Traveling, late-night drives, post-sound check hanging out at the bar during happy hour when no one’s there. A sticky, stinky bar. I loved that stuff. Meeting people from all around the world. I loved being in a band and touring.
When it comes to the music and the recording, was the intention to have the music serve your voice? To me, the music is behind you on the recordings.
I rarely write the lyrics with the music; I can’t do that. I’ll have a bank of lyrics. Even right now I have tons. That’s constant. When we start to tinker with a song, I’ll think about what lyrics will fit with the mood of the song.
Do you care what people take from your lyrics? Do people ask you what your lyrics mean?
I do get asked from time to time. I hope people take something from them. When people usually ask me, I like to say in the least snarky way possible, if I could articulate them in another way, then I wouldn’t have made lyrics out of them. This is the art form. It’s not a redundant art form. The reason poetry and lyrics exist is because it fills an articulation gap.
Did you put a lot of emphasis on them at the time or are they quick musings?
No, I sweat them out. To write lyrics for The Van Pelt, I would get on my bike, and I would have pen and paper, and I would loop Manhattan. I would go from Wall Street all the way up to Hell Gate Bridge [near Astoria, Queens]. And anytime something would come together, I would stop and write it down.
Do you recall ever having people really wanting to know exactly what you meant? Punk commonly demands black and white lyrical subject matter. How did you deal with it?
Yes. I probably dealt with it poorly, but I don’t remember. It can’t fit into a perfect dialogue; if it could, it wouldn’t be music or lyrics. It’s not regular dialogue, it’s an art. For example, when I go to a museum, I want to take the lengthy explanations off the wall and throw it in the trash. I hate the idea of a little placard telling me what a painting is supposed to resemble. I want to look at the painting and enjoy it, period.
Sultans of Sentiment…this is a Dire Straits thing?
No, it came from Twin Peaks. By the way, one of the things you asked before, I don’t think I answered it fully. What do I want from these shows? I really hope we can reach a few kids. That would make me so happy. Like if the version of us that was flipping through records at Kim’s in the early nineties, just finding obscure shit from 20 years earlier, if that kid finds us and we’re part of some thread.
Is The Van Pelt considered obscure now?
I think we’re super obscure, no? We don’t make any lists of bands of the early nineties.
Hmm. Did I not ask you anything? Oh, I know, are your lyrics about any real-lived events?
Yes. ‘Do the Lovers Still Meet at the Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial?’ I was dating a girl who was half-Irish and half-Chinese and her Irish dad died, and her Chinese mother remarried a Chinese guy and they lived in Taiwan. And so I went to Taiwan a couple times during college, and I was not ready for the culture shock at all. It was really a lot for a kid in his twenties to take. Sometimes I would just need a break from the family and all the cultural things I just couldn’t accept, so we would meet at the Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial. It’s a huge giant white-and-blue pagoda, and old people would do ballroom dancing outside of it. And we would meet there, and we’d go out to clubs there and escape the madness of the culture clash that eventually proved to be too much for us. Eventually I left Taiwan with her prematurely on one visit, and I had a big argument with her family. I said ‘I’m done with this; I’m taking her out of the country. I’m done with this.’ It was just a huge battle. Pretty intense times.
Well, I’m glad I asked that. Ok, we’ve talked forever. Let’s end it. Thanks Chris.
Chris on his back patio | Jersey City, NJ | June, 28, 2017 | Pentax 67
As someone I would consider a friend, Chris Leo is only someone I’ve known for about a year, having first met him on a summer day just as he began running PS, his charming subterranean wine bar in Downtown Jersey City. Yet it’s been an impactful year, especially for me, since I got married at the tail end of winter, and that small bar played an outsized part in my celebration. On a snowy day in March, my husband and I had our wedding reception at PS, a homey stone basement perfect for a frigid afternoon. It was a ten-hour marathon filled with close friends and family, and it struck me as unique and cool that at some point in the proceedings, Chris was behind the bar serving drinks to everyone in my family, including my younger brother Matt and co-worker Sara, both for whom old-fashioneds appeared to be their life’s blood that day.
As someone whose music has existed on my turntables and portable music devices, Chris Leo is someone I have known easily for more than twenty years. When as a mere teenager, I encountered his earliest band Native Nod, a group from suburban New Jersey, they along with many others helped broaden my palate beyond just simplistic hardcore songs and music with any discernible ideology or dogma. And then it continued to broaden. As he grew musically and continued to develop as a musician, I followed his output from The Van Pelt and through to The Lapse. His chosen genre was guitar-based, a quirky and lyric-heavy branch on the indie rock tree that has its roots in the do-it-yourself punk community.
In college, my closest friend wore a baby blue Van Pelt shirt until it became sheer or until he lost it, and one time we piled into a shitty car on spring break and drove to the snowy tundra of Romulus, Michigan for a three-day music festival where The Van Pelt were one of the primary reasons we made the perilous and perhaps counterintuitive journey. Who seeks out snow for spring break? We did.
It’s also no secret Chris comes from a musical family, and the music his brothers have created and released over the years have also proven essential for me. To this day, I have a friend who swears by Danny Leo’s ‘Up With What I’m Down With,’ a record he released seventeen years ago that a few people truly truly cherish.
But over the past year, my husband and I (and sometimes my good friend and neighbor Jon) have gone to PS enough for drinks to the point where now Chris feels like a cherished friend of ours. We hug; we text frequently about dance music. I guess for me he is an old friend on account of that one-sided, longtime fan thing that I carry around with me. I’d like to think I’ve always been graceful whenever I’m at the bar having a drink and asking Chris about his musical past, but knowing me, I’m sure that I am not. He, on the other hand, is very graceful, and handles any invasive inquiries with pure aplomb and openness. Thanks Chris; I mean well.
Last month, I asked him if I could talk to him with a recording device rolling, about how his life led him to where he is now and why his band, The Van Pelt, have decided to play live again this summer. He has given a few interviews in this little cycle, but maybe I feel a bit more privileged because we did it over a really nice bottle of chilled wine and his dog Charlie was around.
What follows is the first part of a lengthy discussion spanning two locations. Tomorrow or the next day, I will post the second portion of our discussion wherein Chris continues to discuss his relationship with music.
If you find yourself in Jersey City, please visit Chris’ bar on the corner of Newark and Jersey Avenues; It’s a really nice place. And, of course, go and see The Van Pelt on their July tour.
Can you tell me who you are and what you do?
My name is Chris Leo, and I currently run a wine importing and distribution company called The Maritime Republic Imports. And during the night, I run a wine bar in Jersey City. My importing company is strictly New Jersey based as well.
How did your life’s arc lead you to this?
There were two concurrent paths that led me here. One current is as musicians in the nineties and I imagine now too when you’re not on tour, you’re working in restaurants. The restaurant business is one of the go-tos. You can quit; you can find a job in another restaurant. Most musicians do it begrudgingly. It’s not like they go to work in a restaurant and think this is what they’re going to do with their life. It’s like ‘This is what I’m doing between tours. Until we make it big; until we fuckin hit it.’ I would say half of my day jobs while I was making music were food and beverage oriented. Let’s say before tour I would be a bar back, then I’d go on tour, I’d come back and now I would be a bartender. And then I’d go on tour again, and I’d come back and now I’m head bartender. Every time I would go back to food and beverage I would have this inevitable promotion. There would be four or five month gaps. I really didn’t want to be there.
You would tour for four or five months out of the year?
I would tour for maybe eight months out of the year.
With the Van Pelt or the Lapse?
The Lapse and then Vague Angels actually toured the most. It’s funny; the less successful my band, the more I toured.
To make it more successful?
Probably, yeah. Whereas with The Van Pelt maybe we weren’t on tour all the time, but we were always playing shows…every weekend. We’d do Boston, Northampton, New Haven or Pittsburgh, Cleveland, Philly. Things like that.
So you do that, and in the meantime you’re picking up a light acumen of the beverages around you at work?
Exactly. Yes. Then after so many years of doing this and after my ‘come to Jesus’ moment that I’m never going to make enough money off music to survive.
When did that come?
That really came in 2007, which is pretty late. If you count Native Nod [Chris’ band prior to The Van Pelt]. Do we count Native Nod?
I’m not sure. Was Native Nod’s intent to become a bigger band? Wasn’t your goal just to play basement shows and release a seven-inch?
Yeah. And actually, same thing with The Van Pelt until people started to care. So, let’s say 1994 to 2007; that’s thirteen years where I thought it might be possible.
But you’re still young though.
That’s true.
Before we continue, is there anything off limits in this discussion?
No.
What does it do to your psyche to come from a musical family? Was there sibling competition?
When I was young it was mostly just support. I’m not the only one doing this; they’re doing it too. I really had no perspective on this; I didn’t think it was a crazy thing to pursue. I knew that it was a long shot, but I didn’t think it was crazy to go for the long shot because my brothers were also going for it and so were most of my friends. So it was mostly support. But as we got older, our styles from our little micro-world diverged. But to me, what I make sounds nothing like what my other brothers make and I’m sure they think the same. So there’s never been any competition.
And I’ve never liked performing, so I take myself out of that part of it. It’s not fun for me to perform. I like the writing part of it; I like the touring part of it; I love meeting people, but my memories of touring and music, it’s almost like I don’t remember being on stage. There’s like an hour of every night that I’m just kinda like ‘eh.’
Usually people say the opposite. People like the hour where they can let loose a bit on tour.
I hated that part. Very, very, very rarely. There were some concerts that I love, but mostly I feel awkward on stage and having people look at me.
So you got to a point in your life where you realized music wasn’t sustainable.
There was one tour I went on in 2007 that I thought was great; I thought I performed well every night. And it just didn’t go anywhere. And maybe that’s why I don’t like being onstage. Music is a very reciprocal art. I can write for myself in a vacuum all day long and be content with it. There’s something about music to me that’s reciprocal. It’s a sharing thing, and I don’t like the pressure to share. No one cared about what I was doing musically, so I was like ‘Alright, it’s time for me to think about what else I can do.’ And also, I played guitar for a couple bands; I tried to not be the lead man for a few bands and even that didn’t work out.
After that, for me it was just a question of what do I find so interesting that I want to pursue it for my life and I was torn between food and beverage. And if I was to do that, I would have to fine tune what it was within that I wanted to do.
Where did you work?
I worked at almost every vegetarian restaurant in the city in the nineties.
So Kate’s and Angelica.
Actually, Kate’s and Angelica no. Candle Café, Pure. I worked on and off at the Soho Grand Hotel for ten years. I was the bar manager for these kind of outdoor dance parties, Sunday’s Best. I was a bar consultant and bartender for a dance club in the Lower East Side called BEast. It was by the mid-aughts that I was like ‘Ok, if I really want to make a career out of this, I have to start working with the notable chefs of the world.’ So I worked with April Bloomfield and then I went out west and worked for one of the [Mario] Batali/[Lidia] Bastianich/Nancy Silverton restaurants. Mozza, it was called.
Actually, if we can, what are we drinking right now?
We are having a Riesling from Alsace. There’s a style of making wine in Europe that is called a co-op. Cooperative. Historically, the cooperatives made terrible wine. The way a co-op works is let’s say a hundred farmers have an acre. With an acre of land, it’s not really worth it for you to start your own winery because all you have is an acre of land. So what you do is pool your resources and you make wine together.
So like a punk house but with wine.
Yes, but it could never function in America. It’s this really cool kind of communist model. The only problem is it was based on quantity and not quality. And, back in the day, people drank more wine in Europe than they do now.
Didn’t know that.
The youth have found beer and cocktails. Once the youth stopped drinking so much wine, the co-ops had two choices: They could keep making crap, and if they were going to make crap, they could sell the excess to China.
Why China?
Because they’re just getting into wine, so they’re still drinking crap. But they’re China, so they won’t put up with it for much longer. But for now they’re drinking crap. Or they’re willing to drink crap. The co-ops could also up their game, make better wine and sell it to the American market, which was drinking crap 10-20 years ago but now are not. So, the point is, it’s a really good time to find co-op wines.
This wine, I might taste grapefruit, but I don’t know if that’s accurate or not. I know zero about wine.
I think that’s a good call. Being a natural wine, you might also get some yeast, some breadiness, like some brioche.
I’m not getting that.
No?
No, maybe a little asparagus?
Ooh, asparagus.
But I don’t know why. I’m getting like grapefruit hard, which is fine because I like it. But let me ask, why wine? How did you decide that is what you were really interested in?
I don’t drink crappy beer; I’m kind of a beer snob. I love beer, but it’s got to be delicious. When you’re on tour, you get free beer, but it’s free crap beer. No PBR for me; I won’t drink that stuff.
Wait wait…if I may. I’m going to do this and I have no shame.
What? San Miguel? [The Van Pelt song ‘Do the Lovers Still Meet at the Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial’ begins with the lyric ‘Where’s that San Miguel when you need one?’]
Yep.
The fact that I can sing about San Miguel and have it be this thing that tremendously relaxes me the way a blunt or a Xanax would speaks to what industrial beer does to me. For me, ‘Where’s the San Miguel when you need one?’ means I’m gonna have two San Miguels and then I’m done. The same thing with Coors or Pacifico, I’ll have a few maybe if that’s what’s available and I really need it.
The point is, I would be on tour and there would be this free beer and I would be like “Hey man, can I get tequila or whiskey? Can I get wine?’ I always liked wine. On the rider also, you would get beer and I would have some more luck there.
You got to a point where you had a rider? Nice.
Well in Europe even crappy bands get riders. They’re civilized over there. They feed you and house you. So I had luck getting wine, and I had luck getting local wine. I was really fortunate to go around Europe while on tour tasting all these local wines before I knew anything about it.
Do you recall one that really converted you?
In fact, I do. The band was The Lapse, the location was Nuremberg, Germany and the wine was a Dornfelder. Germany is a beer culture, so if they’re gonna make wine, it’s going to be good. Why make crap wine? German wines are usually pretty good. Dornfelder is kind of a crappy wine; it’s always sweet for some reason. Maybe it just spoke of a place, but maybe because it’s a sweet wine I found it interesting. Obviously there were other experiences like that. Concurrent with that, I started going to Italy more and more; I started dating the woman who is now my wife. I was studying Italian even before I met my wife because I was always touring Italy. So I thought “I like wine; I have a ton of friends in Italy; I’m learning this language” And I had the existential problem in the states of how I was going to make money. I thought ‘Wait a second…wine.’
I only met you last year despite knowing your music since I was a teen. Did you go to college? Did you ever consider a straight job?
I went to NYU for education. And I taught for three years in the NYC Board of Education and I coached soccer. I used to get paid really well for that. I just felt like I was a martyr for no good reason. I’m making music; I’m struggling to stay awake to watch Seinfeld at 11 at night and that’s when all my friends are just getting going. And then concurrent with that I was hanging out way later on the weekends and touring with bands.
After you began learning more about wine, what was the first real step you took in that direction?
I was a manager at the Soho Grand Hotel, and I noticed there was no in-house sommelier. So I had them pay for me to go to school so I could become the sommelier. This was in 2009 or 2010. I still wasn’t exactly sure then that it was going to be wine, but I knew that I really liked wine. And that was it. Once I had my first go at it, there was no turning back.
Based on what?
Based on the fact that humans have five senses and for the bulk of my life I’ve just been using two and a half. Most of us totally disregard our sense of smell and taste. We don’t critically think about it; we’re illiterate. It’s just like not being able to read a book.
So wine made you feel more plugged into that?
Yes. I liked the idea of coming from an artistic background. I liked the idea of knowing I was imparting myself with knowledge but not really being able to articulate what that knowledge is and what it’s good for. But it’s enjoyable. So that’s one side of it. The other side of it is you don’t want to drink every day. But with wine it’s not just about drinking; there’s geography, geology, language, culture, science. Whatever I was interested in that day whether it was geology or science, even if I didn’t want to drink, I would pursue that and then I would want to drink again. It would stoke the Pavlovic dog.
Did you fall in love with certain kinds or regions or soil?
Italy is my spot. Italian wine is my jam. It’s just so food friendly. The older I get the more interested I am in cross-contaminating senses and pleasures.
To go back to music and me not liking being on stage, one of the reasons I have difficulty being on stage is that I have difficulty understanding why if you like the way a band sounds, you should like watching a band. There’s a disconnect and connection there. This wouldn’t happen ad infinitum if there were no connection there, but it’s a weird connection. For me and my band, it doesn’t sit well with me, that cross-contamination. I know it makes a lot of sense for other bands, but for my music it doesn’t.
Does that have anything to do with the fact that this band you’ll be playing with this month has a more intimate sound to it? It’s not really loud and your vocals are more spoken than singing?
It has everything to do with it. I like the small party. If I go out to a big party, I’m going to be looking for the small party in the big party. I don’t understand getting intimate with a thousand people at once. It seems disingenuous.
Washed Up Emo – #105 - Chris Leo (Native Nod, The Van Pelt)
Washed Up Emo – #105 – Chris Leo (Native Nod, The Van Pelt)
Today we have Chris Leo. He was in Native Nod, a band referenced often as an originator of screamo. Then he went on to form The Van Pelt that is well loved and should be mentioned a lot more than they are when you talk about the history of emo. The Van Pelt have some reunion shows coming up and it was high time to have Chris on to chat. I even went to New Jersey for this! http://www.buzzsprout.co…