To be totally honest I have really been struggling with my PTSD as of late, with the fear that another infection could send me back to the hospital. As I write this I am hoping we have me on the right antibiotics. Unfortunately my instincts were correct about having another uti. It is also close to mother's day which is a another trigger because due to a bad experience with a pump replacement I was in a coma for two mother's day weekends in a row. (A year apart ) I have been getting frustrated with myself feeling anxious over every little thing PTSD is a very real thing and it affects those not just in the military. Which if I am truthful I didn't realize PTSD could be caused by so many different factors other than military service. #ptsdsucks #hateanxiety #exhausted #chroniillness #overthinking #ptsdawareness #anxiety #mentalhealthawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/BxLYNSkhJgn/?igshid=956qrbgwx0mp
