1/26/18
of course he makes a return. he comes back again but this time with the news. he definitely has a girlfriend but he’s not sure if he’s happy. she’s cool and nice or whatever and it isn’t her fault but he doesn’t know if a relationship is helping how he feels. we’ve talked only a few times- once a week. he gets a little flirty and reminiscent then pulls back. i miss him so much and talking to him now doesn’t feel the same. knowing he’s with her hurts. we talk and joke about the past and we exchange photos of ourselves (face not nude HA) and he says i’m cute and pretty and he feels like he’s missing out (on me). it hurts me. if you loved me, why’d you leave me? he’s says age. i say bullshit. i don’t know where life will take me but i won’t long for him anymore. if he wants me, he’ll do something to prove it. if not,he won’t. whatever.