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POV: You're T-Stray in 2019
TODAY MARKS THE END OF THE CIEL STAR TRIAL AS HE HAS PLEAD GUILTY TO THE CHARGES.
I will be updating later today with more information regarding the sentencing, as today the hearing is taking place, but what I can share for now is that he has plead guilty to the charges as well as a plea deal. the plea deal he took entails a lot of rules and regulations that I will share more in depth later but for now here is a short summary:
Unfortunately, he managed to convince the professional/s that he indeed is mentally ill and in return basically gave him a get out of jail free card. in GA, where he is being sentenced, they do not let mentally ill people be with general population. it was predicted he would fight for the mental illness card, but it needs to be understood that he fought for his life to get it. by fight for his life, i mean being sent to general population prison would most definitely put his life in danger, so he had to have fought and pulled every card out of his extremely manipulative possession to make them believe it. it doesn’t surprise me that it turned out this way and that someone was gullible enough to believe him. that is the worst part of the sentencing.
putting that aside, he will be serving 10 year’s probation with a suspended sentence if he were to break the conditions of his probation. the conditions of his probation in short: HE WILL BE ON THE REGISTRY, mental health compliance, drug testing, ankle monitoring, BLOCKED FROM THE INTERNET, etc— If the rules of his probation are broken he will be sentenced to prison at a minimum of two years. As I said, I will update with more information regarding the sentencing details.
WHAT I ASK OF THE PUBLIC NOW: If you see something, SAY SOMETHING. If you see suspicious activity that may make you believe it could possibly be ciel star using the internet, because although he won’t be sent to prison now, it could very much be a possibility for the future if he were to be caught breaking the rules. As time has told throughout this trial over the past few years: he has broken the rules of his house arrest many times, and will most likely do it again because he clearly can’t control himself. so the possibility of him being in prison isn’t completely off the table— so this is why I ask everyone to look out for anything that you might believe could be him so it can be investigated.
You will hear from me later today, but until then, justice has been served!
💬 Have you ever heard of the Ciel Phantomhive roleplayer that went to jail ? They were pretty big on YouTube A few years ago
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Ciel Star? Oof, you just had to ask me, huh? Perhaps you already know the answer....
Sadly, I know a bit too much about that one. We were in an RP group that included some kuro kin, and he claimed to be kin of our earl (not Ciel), whom he called Astre. He was leader of the group, and he controlled other members by making them not trust each other, so they wouldn’t talk openly about what was really going on. He talked many of the members into leaving Tumblr around 2017/18 and focusing on Facebook and Discord.
I love sending gifts, so when we did a Secret Santa game in 2017, I sent gifts to many members, including him. I also sent care packages to him and the members who had moved into his (mother’s) house. He and his mom lived upstairs, while the others (three at one point, I think) shared the basement.
Soon after that, he ruined one of my Undertaker wigs by trying to style it; I had it shipped directly to him from Arda, and he (finally) shipped it to me... but matted, cut incorrectly, and half-styled. He also convinced me to commission a cosplay outfit item through him — I wasn’t allowed to contact the maker directly— and what arrived from the maker was useless. I think he quoted me much higher than what the maker said, and he pocketed the rest of the money. I literally couldn’t use the Akuma6 top for Undertaker and had to make my own for Momocon 2018. I also had to restyle that brand new wig, and it will never be right because he trimmed the bangs all wrong and sent it matted up. I had to use a backup wig for most of Momocon, and I have also now bought a third. (They are all different.) He was supposed to attend Momocon 2018, but he pulled out of it at the last moment. I did get to meet some other members in person, but it was awkward, because one that lived in his basement and their partner were told (by him) to avoid me. I still haven’t seen most of the photos we did there.
I left their Discord group but was talked into coming back (before Momocon 2018)... then I left again (sometime after Momocon 2018). He kept creating new servers on Discord, supposedly to keep out former members or other “troublesome” people. Others left from time to time, usually not returning. Eventually, “Evan” was arrested, and the rest of the group just sort of dissipated. I still keep in contact with a few of the people, but no one wants anything to do with him anymore... except perhaps the one he groomed. 😠 Most of them are not active in the fandom anymore.
He gaslit members... and apparently long-distance groomed at least one... who is no longer a minor but was when she first joined. He used his claim of DID and being a trans man as a victim card; I don’t even know how much of it’s true, but he apparently started taking T shortly before his arrest. He got rid of his Facebook account before he was arrested, too, and she (the groomed) got rid of hers later; he probably told her to. They also got rid of their Discord accounts before I stopped using mine. Last I had heard (a few months after he was arrested), she was the only one still visiting him in jail. Everyone else just wanted to move away and move on.
I won’t name names because I still have contact with a few people, and it wouldn’t be fair to them. They didn’t know what he was doing, either, even though they were closer to him.
He used so many people.
Edit: Back when he had my Arda wig, he sent me a photo of him wearing it. I took a photo of myself wearing the wig I had bought elsewhere (it became my backup wig for Momocon 2018). Then I made a shitpost of us and posted it on Discord. I think I still have it....
So.... Ciel Star is back...why?
Wait...what do you mean? I know there have been people reuploading some of his videos to YouTube, but I thought Evan had been arrested. 😳
Ciel Star is trying really hard to imitate O!Ciel by going to jail, I can’t-
Good Morning Prison
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hi guys! my perspective changed a lot since my last post. ive learned a lot about ciel star/evan and the type of person he really was during our 5 years of friendship.
he and i were friends since i was 13 and he was 21. i was really happy to be friends with someone so mature, and that this cool guy wanted to be friends with me. he invited me to sleep over and that we could play video games and cosplay from black butler all night, on one condition: i had to tell his mom i was nineteen
i declined.
later on, when i was 14, i wanted to host a black butler panel as ciel and asked him if he wanted to be our finny since he liked acting, he said sure, then i made a post on instagram talking about being excited for the panel but highlighted how i was concerned about whether i'd be accepted as a panelist since i was so young. our sebastian commented "well if [evan] is with us, we're golden" because he was the only adult panelist and thus if there was an age requirement to have a panel, he would meet it. he saw this and had a mental breakdown over it, saying we were treating him like an object, like he was being dehumanized, thrown around like a shiny toy? accusing us basically of being awful. he was 22, i was 14, i had to talk him out of this episode he threw himself into. he wouldn't buy it when i told him we had no clue why he was getting so riled up about being the only adult. apparently he did that a lot
he also got mad at me and had a mental breakdown after going to a flower festival with me when i was 13. he didn't get as much attention as my friend and i did, and i mentioned wanting to cosplay shinji at the time, which was his kin and he vented about how spending the day with me was the worst time in his life. he instilled into my mind that no matter what i did or said i would end up hurting him. i never once considered that this adult blaming me was wrong; i just thought i was an evil monster who would never be able to make anyone happy. thats how he treated me
he shittalked me to other adults and essentially brainwashed them into believing i was god damn satan. he told them that he hated me for being thirteen (because he wasn't thirteen. that was what he told people, i've heard multiple people tell me he was livid that i was thirteen and he wasn't). he told people my ciel cosplay was wrong, it was ugly, it wasn't a proper portrayal of "him" (synonymous with evan and ciel phantomhive). he told people my ciel cosplay was ugly because i was asian, and it would never be as good as his, because he was white. he told people i looked severely underweight. he, an adult, was looking at my body and evaluating it.
my family didn't like me being with him and neither did some of my friends, so we ended up only hanging out at cons. when i was 15, he invited me up to his vacant katsucon hotel room. he said "you can come with me, i'm going to go up and change clothes." i declined; my gut told me not to be alone with him
he often told me stories of fantastical things that happened to him, like dreaming he went to neverland and waking up covered in pixie dust; on more than one occasion he would randomly text me "watch out." because of some dream where something "unspeakable" happened to me. multiple times he would call me in the middle of the night sobbing about how he couldn't trust me, how i was a bad person who only hurt him over and over, and how he was a horrible person too so he deserved my "punishments." i was 13-15 and only ever spoke to him about anime or cosplay or listened to him vent to me. or i was apologizing to him for some miniscule thing i did, that was his favorite thing to do. vilify me to others, have people older than me treat me like scum, convince me i was never worthy of happiness because of this treatment, and then pretend to be there for me. he told me he would always be there if i needed someone to vent to. then he would go and shittalk me to adults
he brainwashed adults into threatening to choke me and humiliate me at conventions, they would insult me and my appearance as well as that of my friends'. my friends who were also children just trying to have fun and play dressup. i found this out and i asked him to tell them to please stop. i was so scared at this year's katsucon that i was going to get hurt or brutally humiliated. i felt like everyone would be laughing at me there and he said he wouldn't tell them to stop "for his own safety." he said he wouldn't tell them to stop because he wouldn't be able to handle it. now i know from these adults (that ive made amends with) that he wouldn't tell them to stop because he was the main contributor, hellbent on making me the unforgivable, demonic, ugly asian asshole. he called me an asshole at the age of 15. he was 25
i do vaguely recall him trying to flirt with me when i was fourteen, we were roleplaying as ciel and alois (i was ciel and he was alois because he used to id with alois.) he constantly made up trauma as a result of his kin memories and would age regress to 10 year old ciel phantomhive. i saw him doing this at a movie theater, and it freaked me out to see this man older and bigger than i was acting and sounding like an infant, so i scrammed, and he shittalked me for that too even though to his knowledge i only left the theater because it was late and my friend was a new driver.
thank god this guy is in prison. i was always either being groomed or vilified by him -- always being manipulated by him. thank god he is locked away. and i hope he stays there knowing that everyone hates his guts. i hate you, evan. i hate you for what you did to my mental and psychological wellbeing. i hate you for saying i could trust you. i hate you for convincing me that i was a monster that lived solely to make people upset.
Me arriving to ciel star is going to jail party