#cirquedufreakkin

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There are like three whole cirque du freak kins In the community...I feel so lonely. Please read/listen to my source, it’s a good story....

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fuck you for bullying me out of this kin. the guilt, the shame, the "it means way more to me than it does to you uwu", the "you're faking sweetie and if you can't handle that, it's because it's true uwu", fuck you. i'm darren shan, and i won't let your manipulation control me any longer, you lying jackass.

[otherstim]

Stim toys for Evra Von from The Cirque Du Freak

Plush snake // Snake ring

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Darren Shan (Cirque du Freak) shift is either simply wanting to cuddle my stuffed animal spider and vibe, or feeling very guilty about everything that went wrong and wanting to hug my friends. Sometimes it’s both. #🦅🌑🚬

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there are other cirque do freak kins out there?? -a noncanon vamp who happened to be crushing on Mika

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So uh, spoilers for a book series that's been out since 2002 but I'm having feelings about A Thing that happens in Cirque du Freak so spoilers for that. Also trigger/content warning for death and blood

I honestly never really thought about the differences between my canon and the source, but honestly the two are both not that difference but also... man, that was not how it happened. Mister Crepsley didn't fall in the pit but he got hit in the side pretty bad on the way back to our platform, and then we got in a scuffle and he ended up getting much worse and yeah, he didn't make it. But before he went we actually finished the blood transfer that'd make me a vampire, and he told me he was proud of me. Honestly the fact that the fighting was still going on but we got a quiet moment was like something straight out of a movie/tv show, which I appreciate with hindsight. No matter how it turned out, though... it was the same. Steve telling me how badly we actually messed up and everything after, especially me not being able to cry. But I'm so glad that at least in some universe Mister Crepsley got to be the one to turn me into a vampire.

If there are any Steves out there, I really, really didn't want to become the apprentice and I didn't want to have to fight you like we were forced to. I don't hate you, for what it's worth. And I still think of you as a friend. Hope you have a better time in this life, Leopard!

And if there's any Mister Crepsleys (yes I know I used your first name but it's a habit and it's my confession), I miss you a lot. Thanks for not killing me after a month, old man! /j Oh and I hope you're doing good here too I guess. -Darren Shan #🦅🌑🚬

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uhh hi my name is evra von and hey? Darren? Buddy? *winks at u*

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highkey miss being comfortable as darren shan kin... that series and darren was a huge comfort to me since 6th grade and now i just can't be darren or think of the series without feeling so painfully invalid. thanks a lot, asshole. you knew what you were doing. - darren shan (cirque du freak)