#cjdexter

[cjdexter]

i’ve known a life where canvases have crashed into one another. where god broke himself from the eyes of humanity. where hummingbirds sipped nectar. and snakes. poison. i’ve known a life that is hard yet beautiful. fading. and constant. a life that is... bound. holy. and free. | duality ii

@cjdexter (C.J. Dexter) 

[cjdexter]

pain II

pain.

you’ve become a friend. you’ve broken me into a hundred pieces and I’m finding a way to put myself back together again.

you’ve taken my stars away, the only place i call home.

you’ve shattered the ceiling of my mind & broken the rays of joy i held so close. you’ve found a way to live within me and i don’t know how to escape your hold. i’ve learned to love you. hate you. find you. and adore you. all at the same time.

to me you’re beautiful. yet deadly. you’ve taught me all I should know but the memories....my god the memories.

- c.j. dexter