Is it just me or did I realize the fact that Gus is freaky way too late?
NO BCS WHY IS HE SO FREAKY
EVEN SHAWN IS CONCERNED
HONESTLY because now that I think about it, he accidentally got married? And he was still lusting after her when she was about to get married to someone else? Oh and don't start me with Lassiter's SISTER.
Because I still want my abusers to fucking suffer and I'm not practiced enough to use baneful magic.
Keep the people you want this to affect in your mind when saying this, and imagine your anger or negative feelings about them as a black smoke that surrounds their picture. When you finish saying the affirmations, pretend the smoke covers the picture completely or the smoke catches flame and burns the picture to a crisp.
Cleanse yourself and your space every time you do this.
Disclaimer: If you choose to use these affirmations, I'm not responsible for how you use them or what happens to your abuser when you do. These are made with ill-intent, so please use them wisely, with caution, and make sure you absolutely want to do this. If there is even a shadow of doubt in your mind when using these, don't do it.
May karma sting my enemies with the venom and intensity of a wasp
May my abusers lose what brings them joy
May paranoia rule my abusers lives
Nightmares plague those who've done me harm
Those who mean to bring me any harm will be met with only failure and sorrow
Failure and stress rules my abusers life
Those who do wrong to me and do wrong by me will suffer the same treatment
My unwanted stalkers go blind
My enemies are hurt by their own darkness
Karma strikes my enemies down with the strength of Thor's hammer
My abusers will be overtaken with loneliness
May my abusers relationships of any kind fall apart and crumble
Pain and sorrow follows them wherever they may go
Intrusive thoughts cause my abusers crippling anxiety
My abusers mental health will take a dip at the worse times
There is a cold lingering presence that appears whenever I am sad (or worse) and seems to either seems to get stronger with my negative emotions... Sometimes it takes over and I can't filter my thoughts anymore before saying them out loud kind of like a shift of which I am aware having but unable to do anything against. Could it be another headmate? Or a ghost, demon it something alike? How can I get rid of it? Should I get to know it? I have no idea what to do...
Good Evening Lovely Anon ♥
I’m sorry for the delay in response, trying my best to play the catch up game here ;)
I delved pretty immediately into direct channeling, so…
* Keep Reading if you want to see what I channelled, Googled, and what Spirit suggested about this matter *
I see the presence behind you, and visually the closest thing I can compare this presence to is what a Dementor from the Harry Potter franchise would look like. I just keep seeing these long skeletal-like fingers, I feel the cold / chill of the energy this Entity emits, and all I see are muted whites, greys, and the black swirling of shadows that make up the robes / hood.
Also fog. Lots of fog.
I ask the Entity where you may have picked them up from and they show me a graveyard on an isolated country road. “Back roads” they say. And “You were on a trip”, they also say.
They tell me “You looked lonely”.
I’m not sure if any of that is resonating with you, it’s just what is immediately coming through.
I then ask what this Entity identifies as, and it says “A Spectre”.
The only spectres I know of, also remind me of harbingers, so I ask if they are kind of like that - and they give me the sense of a “sort of” answer.
So then I feel an urging from Spirit to do a quick Google on the term “spectre” in relation to ghostly activity… just give me a moment…
* 2 minutes later *
Aha.
So I found a definition that resonated with me and Spirit seemed to agree about. Here it is, quoted, pulled from [ this site ]* (mainly an opinion submitted in answer to a similar question):
“ All spectres are ghosts but all ghosts are not spectres. A ghost is defined as a supernatural being, namely, a disembodied spirit of a dead person. When such a ghost is an especially frightening one, it is called a spectre. … In a wider meaning, however, spectre can also be used to convey some threatening occurrence. “
So now I’m going to scroll back up to re-read your question - sometimes on first read I don’t make it all the way through because I start receiving…
Okay so this isn’t a demon. Not in the perceived “traditional sense” of the word. It’s basically a ghost, but not necessarily an Earthbound Spirit. And perhaps a ghost that may have been human at one point but no longer identifies as human.
I wouldn’t recommend delving too deep, the deeper I connect the more cold (physically) I feel and also I am starting to feel absolutely exhausted channeling this energy - so I suspect there may be some energy vampirism / soul-sucking going on (just like the H.P. world Dementors, in fact).
So when I reach past this Entity to your Spirit Guides, I get told and shown that you should protect yourself right now, reenforce energetic protection around your aura-field, and then I see salt. Tons and tons of salt. Pieces of himalayan salt, dead sea salt, epsom salt, basically whatever you have on hand.
I ask Spirit why you need the salt, and Spirit says “Because you need to cleanse the sh*t out of yourself and your energy fields”.
Now that was a bit rough around the edges, but certainly to the point.
Your negative thoughts & words, by the way, Spirit has told me they are symptoms of the energy vampirism that is going on. As soon as you cleanse and create stronger protection, those thoughts and words may start to clear up on their own.
Also. Have some words with your Spirit Guides, ask them to aid in banishing / getting rid of this entity. Not in a harmful way, just in a:
“Move it along, Nothing to See here” kind of way.
That’s It!
Hope that helps. I am seriously exhausted just channeling that for a few moments. I can’t imagine how incredibly tired you must be feeling these days. Time to engage in heaps and heaps of self-care. Check out [ this post ] I shared, originally written by @ash-verity - it’s by far * THE BEST * foundational reference to practicing heaps of healthy self-care.
* Please Note: Any links I share from outside sources are merely my form of information sharing and are in no way my personal endorsement of the author of such comments, the website, or anything else connected to the source share. Always practice smart desertion in deciding for yourself what to believe when you read.
Cleaning toxicity out of your life comes in 3 forms: Seeing it before it becomes a problem and avoiding it Having a little hassle after dealing with it for a while and eventually getting over it And having the toxicity ripped from you and having to reassemble what is actually you and what was really just that toxic influence
anyway i haven’t seen TLJ and since I won’t until the 23rd i will not be involved with the discourse but all i’m saying is that rey is def a solo and all you re/los are SINNERS