[ 🌻 🍳 📜 & ✂️ ] for your sw clone wars reality!!🤭
— hi theo, thank you for another ask about my clone wars reality <3 enjoy !
🌻 magic flower . . . if you have magic or powers of some kind, how did you get them? were you born wielding them, did you get them from an event, or is this something you don’t know yet?
i wield the force! this is a gift i was born with, the force naturally flows through all things, i just have the ability to tune into that energy and transmute it— this can be telekinetic, telepathic, healing, and much more! one of my favorite uses of the force has been healing with it, or acting as a “lie detector” at times. i realized this part of my force abilities when i was younger, i always had an uncanny sense of when people were stretching the truth, and over time i learned to hone this. now, im able to recognize when people aren’t being honest (even if it’s with themselves, which is very interesting). my master faye trained me to hone these abilities during my childhood and teen years, and im grateful for everything i’ve learned from her.
🍳 frying pan . . . what was your first impression of your s/o? what was their first impression of you? how did you meet, and did that have an impact on your relationship’s path? have your impressions of each other changed over time?
west and i bonded very quickly when we first met. as a clone-jedi pairing, he had such deep respect for me that i was genuinely caught off guard. on some of our first missions together with the 212th, we stayed up late on watch to chat about medicine, healing, the war, and what we would do with our lives after everything had been resolved. the more we spoke, the more we realized we had in common. our first interactions laid the foundations for a relationship built on trust, respect, loyalty, and honesty, and it has helped us both grow and adapt to the challenges of life. we lost contact for a few years after i left the 212th, but when i opened my tea shop, he was one of the first customers in the door (and dragged his friends along with him). over time, the adrenaline and rush of war and uncertainty wore off, leaving us with a peaceful, grounded, and domestic relationship.
📜 wanted poster . . . do others see you the same way you see yourself? maybe you have people who idolize you, or others who you consider rivals.
i definitely present as more free-spirited and intuitive than most other jedi i’ve met. i align with this identity and i am more extroverted at work or with friends, but alone, i value my peace and quiet. having time to spend with my own thoughts and emotions is something i genuinely look forward to, and being around people too much can leave me a bit burnt out and overwhelmed. being neurodivergent and force-sensitive is not for the faint of heart, i’m afraid, but it’s taught me how to honor my internal compass. others perceive me as more… untethered and “manic pixie dream girl,” for lack of a better explanation.
i’ve been side-eyed by quite a few jedi during my time in the order, since i grew up already in tune with the force. my childhood reinforced the importance of connection and community as part of using the force, and forming connections hadn’t always been encouraged by the order. where most jedi are isolated from their families and don’t put too much emphasis on building relationships, i was flying home every few cycles to visit my home world and reconnect with the raw energy of the force there.
✂️ healing tears . . . have you had to sacrifice anything to achieve your dreams, just as rapunzel has her hair cut off? was the reward of achieving your dreams worth the risks and dangers that may have accompanied that path?
leaving my family behind to train as a jedi was a painful decision. i knew in my heart that this was the right path for me, and my family supported me in my decisions. i knew i would be facing violence and war as a padawan, but in the end, it would be for a good cause. even the most painful and challenging environments taught me to find beauty in the roughness, and it offered an opportunity to grow and help others. my path was much more intentional and fated than most jedi, and the ability to follow my soul’s calling by will rather than by force is something im grateful for. being away from home was sad at times, since many of the people and jedi around me didn’t quite understand my views and perspectives of the force and life. i felt nostalgic and missed home, but all of that adversity allowed me to be strong, yet soft.
