#closing door

[misterlemonztenth]

09-10-25 | via omgspinneruniverse. misterlemonztenth.tumblr.com/archive

[whyareyouikkethat]

when you tell your kid to go to bed and they’re in a bad mood

[soidowhatido]

BoJack Horseman S01E09 - Horse Majeure

[creatingnikki]

Walking out doors only works when you shut them, right? Deleting your number isn’t childish. It’s closing the easiest door back to you. Because who I love isn’t who you are anymore. It’s who you were and there is no door that can take me back to the past.

[paranormal-instigator-inc]

[thatonepuplyric]

I feel as if all i need at this point, and maybe i got it, is to see if that specific door is closed. I feel like it is closing right now. it’s not something I can control. I must keep in mind, once the door closes, it won’t be able to be opened back up without some serious effort to undo. I feel like it is closing for me. I wonder how it looks on her side. 

BUT

once i know it’s closed, then I can start looking at all the other doors that are not closed! maybe it wasn’t meant to be. that is hardly the end of everything. it’ll be okay either way. she’ll always be your friend. there’s comfort in that. maybe it’s just meant to be like that. I think I can move past that. it’ll be uncomfortable at times but I think it’s worth it. i want what’s best for her and I think her best is a lot better than my ass. maybe not better, but works more harmoniously than a person like me. i may be toxic or contribute to toxicity. 

it’d be fun though. more fun than miserable. but it’d be miserable. because I drag people into my misery. 

need to change and would love a partner to hold my hand while i change and make it less scary. but I feel like my changing is unstable and it’d be unkind to force a person to feel it with me. 

[rhiannathompson]

Sound Recording 3

Closing door, adding in detergent and then recording the washing while on.