i will literally be enjoying life so much n then suddenly get hit the worst pain possible n people expect me to not have fucking mood swings
i hate being young and disabled, i hate how i have to spend any extra cash on medical shit instead of travelling and i hate how ive lost so much independence and most of all i hate everyone who turned their back on me once i became "difficult" to be around on my worst days simply bc ppl cannot handle seeing someone in pain n being unable to fix it













