genre(s) - one-shot, lesbian erotica, established relationship
description - coming home from yet another long mission, valeria needs to wind down after being away from you for so long.
warning(s) - profanity, cockwarming (strap-on), smacking, pet names (baby, good girl), praise kink, dirty talk(?). 18+ only, minors & men dni.
word count - 1.1k
my letter 💌 - based on this request.
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GRAVEL SCRUBS UNDER HER sneakers, her shoulders tense with small injuries covering her. Her bottom lip stayed tucked behind her front teeth, key in hand, jiggling the doorknob. A yawn slips from her mouth once the door unlocks, and she pushes it carefully; the glaring light from the moon pours inside.
Shining in the area as she steps inside, she shuts the door behind her.
Valeria places the keys on the key holder beside the door, then turns her head to the right, seeing your silhouette on the couch as you watch TV.
She’s careful as she walks over to the living room, making sure not to let a sound slip until she stands beside you. You look up and smile, “Hi.” You mutter.
Valeria’s eyes softened at the sight. You were comfortable, covered with her blanket. She doesn’t smile, bringing her hand up to your chin, her thumb caressing your cheek. “Hi, cariño.” Her tone is gentle, her shoulders dropping once she turns her head back to the TV to see what you’re watching.
“How was the mission?” You question, scooting over to let her sit. Valeria sits beside you, thigh pressing against yours.
She sighs and leans her head back, looking up at the ceiling, blinking away. Turning her head to you, her left fingers come up to your neck, caressing your skin and massaging your muscles.
“Exhausting, I feel like I had to repeat myself to a bunch of five-year-olds instead of a bunch of adults. It’s not hard to follow directions.” She starts, her voice rising a little as her accent grows stronger, as she thinks back on the many near failures.
You look at her, humming. “I’m sorry to hear that. You look tired.” Your eyes flicker to her eye bags, then to her lips.
Valeria watches you closely, then looks back at the show. “I’m pissed, is what.” She sighs again, trying to shake off this feeling. Her body is aching for a hot bath and some extra hours of sleep, not just two hours or less.
You nod, resting your hand on her left knee, and you begin to rub it slowly.
Peeking at her slight crowfeet, it’s faint usually, but it’s no surprise that it’s a bit prominent now after working for two days straight.
The silence between you continues for a while, and Valeria lays her head on your shoulder. Eyes feeling strain while watching the next episode that appears.
You gulp, looking at your hand on her thigh, then her crotch, until your eyes go back to the TV. You missed Valeria, and you’re sure she misses you, in her own twisted way.
You also know that when she’s tired, the less work that’s needed from her, the better. But you could not ignore the ache between your legs, and you know how she gets whenever you don’t tell her something.
Valeria is oblivious, and you can see it in the way her body is relaxed. Still tense from the pain that runs through her, but she’s used to that. You thought about squeezing your legs together to ease the discomfort, just slightly. Then that would bring attention to you, which would lead to a lot of complaining from both of you about why you didn’t say anything from the moment she walked in.
“Maybe I could make you feel better?” You mutter, cringing a little at yourself after you say it.
Valeria looks back at you, raising her brows. “How would you do that?” She mutters, resting her elbow on the back cushion, and rests her forehead against her knuckle.
You shrug, “Cockwarming.” You say flatly, Valeria’s words get stuck in her throat. Blinking a couple of times, she hums and licks her bottom lip. “Get my strap then.”
She smirks as you stand quickly, not needing to be told twice, you walk up the stairs, then head straight to your shared bedroom. Stepping inside, you go over to the closet, open it, and find a box where she keeps most of her toys.
Grabbing the harness and your dildo, you smile at yourself as you hold in your giggles, excited to have Valeria back after so long.
Walking downstairs, you go over to Valeria and hand her them. You watch as she begins to strip her jeans and underwear slowly, her eyes glancing at you. “Come on, baby, be a good girl and take yours off too.”
Licking your lips, you pull your shorts and underwear down to your ankles and step out of them as you watch her put the harness on and the dildo on it after. Valeria sits back down on the couch, keeping a pillow behind her for support. Your stomach turns as you get closer and feel her hand pick up yours.
Her eyes gleam at you, her thumb rubbing your skin as your back faces her, and you slowly slide down on the dildo. Holding in a moan, you sigh and lean your back against her chest.
Valeria’s hands wrap around your waist, pulling you closer to her as her chin rests on your left shoulder. Her eyes stare at the TV, her breathing hits your body, making you shiver. Her hand begins to rub your stomach up and down, the warmth of her hand going through your shirt, only making you squirm around.
“Relax for me, baby,” Valeria whispers against your ear. You whimper and nod. “I just miss you,” You whine, and she smiles, her lips brushing up your earlobe.
“I missed you too,” She mutters, leaning her head down, her lips pressing on your neck, then on your shoulder. Your pussy is aching a little more as your clit twitches, your hole sucks at the dildo, needing her to move.
You whimper and cross your right foot over your left, only for Valeria’s right calloused hand to land hard on the side of your ass. You whimper and gasp, hips jittering forward. “Fuck.” You moan out as your arousal coats the strap.
Valeria continues to smirk as she lands another hit, you jerk up again, and whine. “Val.” You cry out, and she giggles, “I’m sorry, baby.” She teases.
“Just keep those pretty eyes on the show, and I’ll take care of everything else.” She rasps, her lips moving back on your shoulder, widening her mouth, her teeth gently biting at you as she muffles another laugh.
You slightly squeeze your thighs, feeling the pressure of your pussy lips and the dildo, and you bite down on your bottom lip.
Valeria keeps rubbing your skin, her lips kissing all over your neck quietly, as she feels you rock yourself on her strap every once in a while.
“Such a good girl for me.” Valeria moans and runs her hand up around your neck, sliding it down between your breasts and resting on your stomach again.
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May I see Valeria in your style pretty please? To me she looks like a sassy cat that just glares at people all the time and I'm pretty sure she'd murder me for it if I were to say it to her face
Also I love how you draw pretty boy Kyle 🫶
The original ragebaiter I love her so much
and thank you! Kyle IS a pretty boy, I just have to draw him like that lmfao
Pairing: Valeria “El Sin Nombre” Garza x f!Reader
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: femdom. knifeplay mention. cucking fantasy. MEAN MEAN MEAN Valeria. Can be interpreted as lesbian Valeria if you like!
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
One of the rare times that you get to see the soft inner world of Valeria Garza is after she’s rocked yours. She is the dominant, active partner in your relationship, through and through, but no one under the kind of pressure she is can go without some sort of relief. So when you’ve come down from the highs she’s brought you to, Valeria is curling up against you, stroking your face with tender, soft fingers, whispering in mingled Spanish and English that you’re the only person on the face of the earth that really matters to her.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Valeria is very proud of her looks from top to bottom. She knows she’s hot as fuck, knows it only takes a quirk of her brow and a twitch of her lips to have men and women alike falling over themselves for her favor. If she had to choose a feature specifically, she’d choose her hips. She’s proud that she takes up space, proud that her femininity has more power than all of the men under her command combined.
On you, she’s actually quite partial to your belly, breasts, and thighs—all of the softest parts of you drive her wild. The way her hands sink into you, the softness of all that delicate skin? If she doesn’t have a hand on you at any given moment, she’s thinking about how soon she can.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
A personal goal of hers, when your sexual relationship begins, is to figure out how to make you squirt. She’s very methodical about it, which is deeply unfair, because her experimentation with your body has you writhing and whimpering at the ends of her fingers while she, by comparison, doesn’t look affected at all.
Of course, that’s not true—you learn her expressions at the same time that she learns yours, and you know how to recognize as time goes on the flex of her brows and the angle of her chin as signals of her own arousal. When she finally accomplishes her goal—when you soak her arm to the elbow as you scream her name—she’ll carry around the high of that pride for a month. And use your wetness as lube to go again immediately after.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Valeria has no dirty secrets. She is not shy to express anything she wants of you, at any time. Every notion of shame she ever possessed, she crushed years ago, and she trains it out of you, too—she wants you open and naked in every possible way with her, eager to tell her what you want, eager to hear her own desires.
Is what she’d tell you.
In truth, there are things El Sin Nombre keeps so close to the chest that they live behind her sternum. She thinks of white dresses, of gilt-draped mariachis, of thirteen solid gold arras piling up in your cupped hands. She thinks of hands linked together and lazy walks along the beach, gentle waves lapping at your feet. She thinks of waking up beside you with nothing to do other than to admire you.
She’s already sized the rings. You will know none of this for a long, long time.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
Valeria has a wealth of experience. She has always been charismatic, confident in what she wants out of life and not afraid to seize it by any means necessary. And she has no reservations about utilizing that experience in your shared bedroom, no circumspection about showing off for you. Knowing that she can wreck you like none other, and knowing that you know that, is a high she can’t get anywhere else.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Any position in which Valeria has you at her mercy is her favorite one. You tied up, a vibrator taped to your thigh, while she sits casually across the room with a remote in one hand and tequila in the other? The best kind of night, for her. Rarely does El Sin Nombre enjoy handing control over to someone else, even someone she trusts as much as you.
That doesn't mean she isn't fond of an old-fashioned scissoring, however. It simply depends on what mood strikes her in the moment.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous?)
MEAN. Valeria is mean. She learns you very quickly, learns the razor-thin line between good hurt and bad hurt, and loves to get right up to the edge of that line as often as she can. She can't help it—she loves your little helpless whimpering and crying, and will merely lick your tears off your face and give your abused nipple a twist. She's enjoying herself very much, and you'll be able to admit later that you are, too.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes?)
Valeria strikes me as someone with a landing strip. Perfect way to show you exactly where she wants your mouth to be.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect)
Part of the reason Valeria likes to overstimulate you so much is because it keeps you from seeing, she thinks, the real depths of her feelings for you. She thinks that if you could look into her eyes properly as she fucks you, then you would know exactly how much of her is yours, and she's not willing to hand over that much power to you. (It doesn't work, of course. She treats you too gently afterwords for someone who wants to hide her love so badly.)
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
She's always so busy. Keeping her empire under control does not keep her stress levels manageable, and so she will go long stretches between moments of self-pleasure. Then, when you enter the picture, she doesn't need to do it by herself; she's got a pretty little thing like you to boss around, upon whom to take out her various frustrations. Her lieutenants will gossip that her mood has much improved once she's taken you under her wing (NEVER within her earshot, of course.)
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
She really enjoys the roleplay of cucking her aforementioned lieutenants. A young queer Valeria grew up watching the girls she was hopelessly in love with go for boys she felt nothing but loathing for, and the sum total of those experiences wrote themselves indelibly upon her sexual psyche.
You, in virginal white or cream lingerie, supposedly waiting for Diego in the guest bedroom of Valeria's house. Her entering. Not leaving when she sees you, and cornering you. Eventually she winds you up into a confession--you love Valeria, you've always loved Valeria, you just didn't even think she could feel the same. Then she shuts you up with a brutal kiss and hungry hands forcing themselves underneath your bra.
She's especially sweet to you after, on those nights that you indulge her.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
She's never opposed to a bed, but the many plush couches in her lavish estate have a novelty to them that never wears off. Having sex in the living rooms of her house feels joyful and open, absolutely refusing to hide away from a world that still struggles to accept her, and it provides a pleasure that is heady and rich and addictive. She likes to fuck you on her couch and make you something to drink after, a dry bar or the kitchen only a few steps away.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Moments in which you show Valeria genuine and open affection plant seeds low in her belly. The touch of your hand to hers, a kiss to her shoulder, your soft caress through her hair. You could, also, be dressing up for her enjoyment, doing sweet little spins in pretty dresses that she buys you. Signs that you're happy, that she makes you happy, make her want you with a power that she works hard to hide.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Valeria has few qualms in the bedroom. If you need her to paddle you, she will. If you need her to slap you around, hold you to her pussy by the hair while she sneers at you for being a needy little whore, she will. She is happy to use clamps, chains, whips, and even knives on you to great effect, but the one thing she will not bring into the bedroom is her gun. She will not take even the slightest risk that someone sneaks a bullet into the chamber outside her line of sight.
Also, she will shut down conversations about her work and your possible participation in it. She's keeping you safe, querida, the filthiness of running an empire is hers to deal with. It is not allowed to touch you.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill)
Giving for Valeria is so. much. fun. Especially in conjunction with her cucking fantasy. And she's sooo good at it too, the kind of lover who pays so much attention to your body language and reactions. She almost never has to ask things like "is this good" once she's had you a few times. She already knows. I think she likes to give and receive in equal measures, though; the thought of your head moving and bobbing between her thighs gets her through even her hardest days.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)
It all depends on context. A romantic night in is meant to be savored; she will drag out the seduction and the pleasure she promises agonizingly slowly. However, if she’s trying to make a point, she’ll work you up faster than you can keep up with, and leave you dizzy with how quickly she can make you come. Usually this happens when she’s worked up, herself, angry about something from her work and needing to let off steam.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
If it were up to her, you’d be at her side at all times, on call all day, available every moment she wants you, your mouth, your fingers, or your pussy. Brief little five minute diversions to take the edge off. She likes the idea of keeping you on a leash for this, something velvet and studded with diamonds.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? Do they take risks?)
With your safety? Never. With getting caught? Absolutely. To be more specific, Valeria doesn’t give a single shit if everyone knows what’s happening behind the door she’s closed after pulling you into it. This is her empire, and she’ll do whatever she damn well pleases in it. No one gets to see, but everyone should know: Valeria’s got a soft, sweet little thing who sings for her and her alone. Even when she makes it hurt.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)
As long as you wanna go, querida. She knows you’re a spoiled little brat. She made you that way. You can have her mouth, her fingers, whatever cock you choose from her frighteningly diverse collection of them. Just be careful what you wish for. You might end up satisfied long before she is, and she will get what she wants from you.
T = Toys (do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or on themself?)
Valeria collects sex toys like old white men collect baseball cards. Funny enough, the evenings in which the two of you experiment with whatever new contraption she’s bought turn out to be some of the most playful, innocent nights you spend together. She’ll have food delivered; you’ll share a bottle of liquor between you, eschewing the crystal glasses she’s got displayed somewhere near by. Valeria rarely giggles, but when you’re both trying to figure out what goes where and how many times you have to press a button and dios mio why is it shaped like that, she’ll laugh like the world has never once rested on her shoulders.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Valeria is synonymous with unfair. Why should she give you what you want, when it’s so easy to make you come, hmm? You can wait. She’s enjoying herself.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)
Not loud at all, actually. In the throes of pleasure, Valeria’s moans are low, breathy, like she’s trying to hide them. This is your chance; murmur to her about how beautiful she looks, about how much you crave her when she’s away. Listen as those moans sharpen, heighten into quick, stabbing whimpers, as if she’s relaxing just enough not to think about how much noise she’s making. She’ll almost never scream for you, but every noise you can draw from her inscribes itself in your memory as if chiseled into stone.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Valeria’s into men the same way a vegetarian might be into burgers. She tried them, she liked them, and she doesn’t blame others for partaking. She’s just found that not only can she live without them, but she actively prefers her other options. If you like men, she sincerely enjoys indulging your crushes; she finds that she enjoys them more through you than anything else. Just remember—you belong to her.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
There’s no denying it; Valeria is fit. Gringa gymfluencers wish they could be her. A narrow waist, flared hips, the best fucking ass in Las Almas; if she bothered with instagram, her thirst traps would go viral every time. But more than this, Valeria is sturdy. You can pick out the individual muscle groups in her back every time she stretches her shoulders, the swell of her biceps when she curls her arms. She doesn’t quite have the height to manhandle you properly, but she can certainly hold you down if you start squirming more than she likes. Her grip strength is also something to behold; she only needs to cup your throat in one hand to remind you of it.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
She’d have you every day if she could. Barring exhaustion or distraction, she always wants you. Every thought of you she has is woven through with thread of pure want, like a sweet tooth aching to be sated.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Honestly, Valeria couldn't sleep if she tried. When you fall asleep, she watches you, tracing the planes of your face with a gaze more tender than you will ever see. Valeria’s world is cruel and bloody; there is not a single soul she works with that isn’t eager to see her fall, to take her place. She can’t miss a single step. She can’t make one mistake. Her existence is balanced on a knife’s edge, every single day.
But when she looks at you, she forgets. Maybe only briefly, in the space between heartbeats. But she does, and in those tiny spaces she can think about the rings she has hidden away, the dress she’s going to buy you, the villa in Spain waiting for you to light it up together. This is why she wants you so badly; why you are the only goddamn person on this earth who matters to her. She is not El Sin Nombre with you; she is just Valeria, deeply in love, and—for once in her life—at peace.
