Mar 30, 2023
god, I've been embarrassing lately. I keep doing stupid stuff that makes people think im nuts. I stopped using this tumblr for a while for that reason. but I just can't. I need outlets. my brain is running up a hill. and I keep falling. at least I finally know what I want. kinda. enough. I weirdly thank him. I was going to retract everything I ever was thinking of doing if it wasnt for him……egh. him. he's a whole other vent. they all are. and yet they feel more like home than home ever has.