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Footage of me waiting for my scp lab coat to arrive in 3 days
Going through my for you seeing everyone die waiting for June is so. Real. I nneed it rn bro I'm surviving off edits and SPITE alone but even that runs out
yooooo
okay infold, you have officially made me want to take back all that I’ve said before… this is getting interesting.
so many questions, so much intrigue. (╭ರ_•́)
I just remembered that my next 3 Frigays are totally open with no work and I am so excited y'all I just have to get through four more days of my coworkers and their frustrations with the students and then it's two weeks off and I am so ready.
SO ready.
Goals:
Watch To Sir With Love Try to play around at actually getting better at gifs? Maybe? Remember Me fanfic A Between Us watercolor idea I have Sushi. I am gonna eat so much sushi.
That's about it. I wanna chill for two weeks, honestly.
We need to talk about learned helplessness and the Archeron Sisters. So, learned helplessness if the theory that if you are beat down or told no enough that eventually people will just stop trying. I think that each of the sisters reacted to this in their own way. Feyre became the one who takes charge, who does the helping. She is the one who went hunting, who fought Under the Mountain, who fought in Velaris when everyone wanted her to go back to the townhouse. She even agrees to learn to read from someone who she, at the time, hates. She decided long ago that she wasn’t going to be helpless, while Nesta took a hands off approach.
Nesta doesn’t want to be helped. She doesn’t want to help herself. She doesn’t even want to ask questions when she needs to know something because she doesn’t even want information. She wants to be completely detached from everything and everyone. And the only person who she allows to help her is not Elain but Cassian. This is only in subtle ways, but I hope that it extends throughout this new series.
And then you have Elain, Elain manifests this trauma by escapism. Even before she was high fae, she pretended that she didn’t have any problems. She hung out in the garden, she bought things even knowing that Feyre was the only one bringing in extra money. She PRETENDED that her problems weren’t there. And then after she was made into High Fae, she spent hours alone. And I know that she was grieving, but she was also hiding. Even now that she is starting to feel a bit better. I feel like she is still like, almost, secretly wanting and hoping that she can return.
remember that scene?
the one on episode 6?
when they were waiting for their med school interview?
the one where ik jun sneaked a peek at song hwa.
yeah that was uhhhhhhm super cute and tender and kilig.
you know kilig right?
okay so spOILERS SPOILERS FOR TRUE BEAUTY but dAMNIT I need to spill my heart somewhere
okay so see this
note the obsessiveness
ignore the underwear for a hot minute
I love how hes sincere and just as nervous as she is, faking it up to keep his cool like he always does, and we the readers, are just beginning to see how he really is.
I kinda hope a shipping war will start, really fucking with the author, hence fucking US up with the feels in the future chapters.
He is nERVOUS. HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW
I love this new conflict he has with himself and Jugyeong. Right now I know he doesn't like her like that, but I'm fairly certain it'll grow, or at least go until the point where he wants her as a type of leverage, or blackmail.
I love things where a feeling for another person causes chaos inside that person, as if the feelings for them goes against their very existence. pls let that happen
Suha is best boy and always will be, but ya gotta love a little precious bad boy in the way