I WASTED ALL MY TIME DILLY DALLYING I CAN'T SPEND TIME DRAWING OR WRITING MY YAOI NOW BCUZ OF SCHOOL WHY DID IT SUDDENLY GET SO HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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I WASTED ALL MY TIME DILLY DALLYING I CAN'T SPEND TIME DRAWING OR WRITING MY YAOI NOW BCUZ OF SCHOOL WHY DID IT SUDDENLY GET SO HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I am so fucking tired. And never have I ever been more tired and embarrassed for being Polish.
I don’t know why I applied for a customer relations job, but I’m totally not made for dealing with fucking stupid assholes.
Some of them are really nice and polite, like the Italian guy that called today - he was very thankful for all the info I gave him, he said I explained everything really well and that it was a pleasure talking to me. He even said “Ciao!” when we ended our talk.
But then I had a case when I had to tell the guy that we still haven’t heard from our lawyers and he was pissed because it takes so long, he wants fact, dates, and all details possible. AND I DON’T KNOW THEM BECAUSE I’M NOT A FUCKING LAWYER AND I CAN’T DO SHIT WHEN THERE’S NO UPDATE FROM LEGAL TEAM.
And it’s always like that with Polish customers. I’m always afraid when I have an incoming Polish call. Poles are very demanding and ungrateful, they don’t understand that our goal is to help them because we get money thanks to their cases solved. No, our company is lazy, doesn’t do anything, and we only care about our business.
And I didn’t even want to take over Polish market, I was given it because SOMEONE HAD TO. Not other 2 girls and not other guy and also no one from a shitload of newcomers (who could have been trained specifically for Polish market). No, I was assigned to deal with Polish customers. My bosses know that Polish people are difficult and that I am not experienced that much to deal with them. I don’t know if I’m that great at my work and learning fast and it’s a sign of appreciation and trust or that I’m just a scapegoat and a loser who won’t say “no’. “Just give it to Asia”, that’s apparently the policy of my workplace.
So now I have to deal with my open/pending cases, take care of the new and unassigned ones like any other agent, take care of Polish market, be always available via phone in case someone wants to scream at me, and also today I was added as Polish speaking agent operating chat. How am I supposed to handle all of that? What are my priorities? No fucking idea.
Kylux fic in one hand, gov review in the other, a headache starting and first period is finally over. God I hate midterms.
See though it sucks that i had to redo that post because i really wanted t here so i could ✔️ in w/ what the hell i was feeling at this very moment when i wake up so that i could see if it was real or not!!
Gender identification and me.
Oh god, I wish I could tell people to just treat me like a male when I want to refer to myself as one because I'm feeling particularly masculine... But here no one know anything about gender identification and they like don't really care, I guess. I mean, people here are really conservative. Less than twenty years ago it was against the law to show male on male affection on the street. I think nobody really did care that much, just the police when they needed money from he tickets (kinda tickets) the could give people for that. Still... You can see it in TV, there are no homosexuals in soup operas that are serious and not some comic relief. And even less about couples. They are either funny or really tragic (still they don't get much time on screen)... Nevertheless, they are always a caricaturization. And that got old a really long time ago. So yeah, I think only I can make a difference by teaching my pairs what I know. Instead of waiting for some magic thing to happen. Sorry, I'm just complaining.
I feel like going home rn I just cant w school i want to sleep and be on the internet all day, not do some stupid project and write 20 fuckin pages about shit
This guy from my school has a Twitter account and I swear it just gives me cancer every time I read one of his tweets. Like one tweet he'll be like "why can't all girls just be respected??" And then he'll be like "if you're a rude bitch to me okay, whatever. But if you're an UGLY rude bitch you have nothing going for you and have no right to be rude" and then he'll be like "if you're upset about birth control laws, then just don't have sex. Period." And then he's complaining about a girl rejecting him like "well fine if she don't want this dick that's her own goddamn fault" and then he'll try to be inspirational and wise like "if you're ever lost, God will always be by your side to tell you the answer. Always. I promise." And the he's like "I sin all the time and I'm not ashamed. These bitches can't hold that shit against me" LIKE I CANT DEAL WITH HIS TWEETS THEY HONESTLY MAKE ME WANT TO THROW UP