#confusing myself

[icestar-74]

Look I made a meme. *sob*

Everytime I reread parts of the fic I'm writing I'm like "Wait what? What's going on? Why are they doing that? What are the talking about? Who are these people!?"

[religionsinyourlips-archive]

talking to @howtodream is weird because I feel like I’m screaming at myself

[colorlesstheory]

Animated are technically Aliens (kind of a Theory, more like a technical headache confusion)

I know to some this may sound silly, but it’s a no-brainer! Even though the creator Niko basically confirmed a “no”, the Animated are Aliens!

I’m not trying to dismiss what she said briefly in one of the comic’s many streams, but just hear me out, because the definition of “alien” just says otherwise, and will make you go all “illuminati confirmed”:

Alien  {/ˈālēən/}

adjective= belonging to a foreign country or nation, or relating to or denoting beings supposedly from other worlds; extraterrestrial.

noun= a foreigner, especially one who is not a naturalized citizen of the country where they are living, or a hypothetical or fictional being from another world.

Though not official, it just makes sense..! Considering the Animated as Aliens and such! BUT, considering what Niko had to say, this leads to a theory that has not been touched! A theory about whether or not the humans are the ones to technically called the aliens!?

*insert plot twist here*

Okay, I highly doubt that, but still... It would be an interesting idea. (We don’t even have any evidence in the idea so far in comic anyway so probably not gonna be a thing, oh well...)

Anyway, Happy BELATED Birthday to our SPACE BOI ACE!! I’m honestly a bit mad at myself for not saying that on his b-Day since this blog is like, dedicated to Ace... (In a conspiracy theorist kind of way!)

But if Animated are technically not Aliens yet also technically Aliens through definition is that like... Uuuhhmm...

TECHNICALITY INCEPTION???

Wow... Now I’m confusing myself...

[where-is-the-angst]

got 100% on my polish bilingual literacy test so it’s almost like i speak the language 😨😱😱😱😱😱

[ohmywhatamarvoloustune]

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[turn-your-magic-on]

You know how everything changes colors depending on the lighting. Does this mean that nothing is actually definitively one color? And if I turn the lights off and it’s dark is every item now the color black or does it stay the original color it has in the light but we just can’t see it?

[mmvrkussx]

Alrighty I'm confusing myself again hooray!!

I swear it's too hard to figure myself out :( I'll just give the Plural System label back to the universe until I find out what I am.

[oiseaux-de-proie]

I feel like I am simultaneously selfish but also disappointed in myself for not living up to my own standards. I love myself and who I am but I also feel a swirling pit of blackness, a fear regarding who I really am, a fear I’m not facing myself entirely, that I’m missing something and I don’t want to see it. The biting anxiety I feel regarding people and lot of the pain inside of me related to the past is more about how I view myself and what I have brought myself rather than anything inflicted by other people. I can’t tell if I’m being too hard or too easy on myself. I can’t tell where I’m self-victimizing and where I’m acknowledging actual pain people have caused me. I can’t tell.