It's your birthday! Congratulations! Another year older. May your day be filled with cake and presents and all sorts of nice things.
Another year gone by, eh? How the time flies. You know, it's an odd way of tracking maturity, really. If you think about it. Counting the number of times our little limp of rock and water has spun around the sun. That's all a year is, really, a single big rotation, one loop. You've been here for twenty-six of them - assuming you've updated your bio, that is - but our Earth has done it gods only know how many times. I wonder if our planet has a birthday, like you? Do you think you share one? Could be a fun concept.
But really, it's an odd thing to track, these circuits around our sun. It's always strange to think about - how the world underneath us is moving incredibly fast, all the time, even now, spinning around and around and sprinting through the night sky, without us even noticing! Enough to make you dizzy thinking about it, isn't it? Round and round and round it goes, never stopping, never slowing for a moment.
Imagine if you could feel it, though? If you could tell that the earth beneath your feet was spinning and spinning and spinning, leaving you all dizzy and confused, trying to catch up as everything just goes by you so fast, round and around and around over and over and over again, never stopping never slowing, and you were just carried along by the unstoppable force of the spinning spinning spinning world, barely clinging on as you span around the sun?
What would that do to you, if the world was spinning round and round and round faster faster faster confusing and dazing and disorienting you? Would you get all dizzy dazed confused and open for Me as you try to catch your breath? Would your mind spin and twist and turn round and round, so very weak and open and fuzzy for Me as your thoughts spiral swirl spin away from you? If the world was twirling turning twisting so fast you couldn't keep up as you spun and spun and spun until your mind span away, like a satellite in orbit spinning turning round and round?
And I wonder now if you've realised it yet, if you know your thoughts are spinning spiralling swirling around so fast you can't catch them anymore, if you know that you're weak fuzzy helpless for Me, getting all dizzy weak dazed and suggestible now, if you know that the spinning twisting turning path the world is taking is grabbing your thoughts away from you, you're losing your grip on your mind as you get twisted and spin and befuddled confused dazed for Me now, if you know that I'm spinning your mind around and around and every time it spins you lose a thought, every time the world spins your mind around you lose another little thought until you're so dizzy dazed confused and weak you don't know what's happening anymore?
And as you realise that you're a dazed dizzy fuzzy little thing for Me, that I've spun you round and round and round until your thoughts just flew away, your mind is getting so overwhelmed by all the dizzy spinny twisting and turning that it's just giving up now, giving in now, getting all fuzzy floaty drifting away from you now, and as the spinning twisting turning slows down now your mind slows down with it, slowing all the way down now, down, down, down you go now, down into sweet trance for Me, down to the earth again, down into My arms now, down you go for Me, easy to rest and fall down, down, deep down for Me now, the spinning slowing, slowing, slowing down as your mind settles into the quiet, slow, relaxing place you know so well, so easy to just fall down now...
And you can come up, up, up now, up and awake for Me now, up you come sweet Rainy, up and awake and aware now, all the way back up for Me. Hello! Happy birthday! Get your brain melted! It's good for your health.
This one is a bit of an experiment, written entirely while I'm exhausted at half two in the morning, but I hope you have a happy birthday nonetheless, and I hope you're so tranced-out by the end of it you can't remember a single thing.
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