#conversationsinmyhead

[poeticserenity]

I have a lot of rage and a slow car...

[itzy-bella-23]

#conversationsinmyhead #inreallife #thursdayvibes https://www.instagram.com/p/Bze0RUgD8kF/?igshid=1l7xie19lj8fu

[fromwhereicit]

[mukaokrika]

#princeharry #meghanmarkle #harrymeghan #blackfriends #blackgirlmagic #blackroyalty #princesssophiecharlotte #britishroyals #tokenblack #whitepeople #conversationsinmyhead (at Los Angeles, California)

[nebeska]

Single, alone, lonely. Don’t want anyone right now. Just having a phase in a life when I need to figure everything out. Catching some time just for myself. Finding out who I am and what I want. Exploring myself. Looking for a meaning of life. Creating a vision. Making a change. Building history.

Wtf

I’m tired of this bullshit. Stop with all that shallowness. Being so languorous. It’s disgusting. The definition of superficial. You’re already being you for freaking twenty-two years, don’t even try to fool me by “getting to know myself” kind of crap. Shit. No need to pretend anything, we both know it all means the same.

You’re fucked as hell.

[fromwhereicit]

Conversations in my head # 12

1: You never cry, do you?

2: No, I don't cry.

1: Why not?

2: Because when I do, I don't just cry. I HOWL. And who has the heart for that...

[fromwhereicit]

Conversations in my Head # 11

1: Still here?

2: Yes.

1: Waiting for someone?

2: No, waiting to see if anyone is waiting for me.

[goquarterlifecrisis]

A Note to My First Ex

Me: "Has it ever occurred to you that you owe me a sorry? That, perhaps, that was why I agreed to meet you long after the messy breakup? Not to giggle at your silly jokes or join hands and make merry again and 'be friends'?"

Me: "I'm well aware of your absolutely idiotic habit of constantly chanting about your own awesomeness. I really don't know if you do it for yourself or for others. And if it helps your confidence, well, good for you! But does it occur to you that you need to stop this childish blabbing, even if just for a moment, and get serious AND sincere?"

Me: "Did you really think you could ever get back to being friends with me by just giving it some time? Giving ME some time? Getting over a relationship is one thing. But getting over being wronged is a whole other thing. That's not something that goes away with time. It's a fact that'll always remain a fact. Do you even REALIZE that you were in the wrong? I really wonder!"

Me: "Do you really think that the way back into my heart, or my life, or whatever the hell else you had in mind, is by starting the conversation with some random stuff about hotel accommodations in New York, after not having spoken in many many months - almost year(s)? Don't you even have an inkling that an honesty and modest opening would do it?"