sorry i’ve had mx. sinister on repeat recently and i just need dallon to be soooooo mean to me. he gives such mean dom vibes but i need him to be inexplicably worse, i’m talking emotional and/or physical abuse at this point. i need him to ignore me for days as a punishment because i broke a rule i didn’t even know existed, until i’m crying and begging him on my knees for attention, which he gets off on, seeing me so stupidly desperate and reliant on him. i need him to slap me across the face because i mouthed back and then choke me until i can barely breathe because i dared to get teary-eyed from the pain and shock. i need him to set me up to break rules, purely so he can punish me when he’s feeling mean, and when i protest because i know i’m not allowed to do it, i get punished for that too. i just need to be reliant and dependent and unhealthily attached to that man at this point. thank you for coming to my ted talk.