#cosmic personal

[cosmicpolarity]

𝓟𝓱𝓸𝓮𝓫𝓾𝓼 𝓐𝓹𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸

“𝘒𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧”

[cosmicdivine]

Random Thought: As someone who worships Zagreus, I wish I could find more people that worship him. I’d love to talk about the duality of worshiping Apollo, a ouranic god and Zagreus a chthonic god.

[cosmicpolarity]

Ever been called out by a god and just sit back in silence and ponder to yourself....

“Yup. Yup. You are absolutely right. I needed that call out and brutal honesty. But that stung just a smidgeon... I know it’s all out of love though and for me to grow. 🥺”

And you just feel their love for you even though they had to give you that push to do better and be better?

I cherish these moments and their love for us.

[cosmicdivine]

You are beautiful. Even if you don’t feel like it or see it, you are beautiful.

Respect yourself, love yourself...

Stand up for yourself and stand firm in your boundaries.

You are worthy..you are worth it.

[cosmicpolarity]

I found this cup in TJ Max and it came with a amethyst charm! I have been feeling down lately with my anxiety and depression kicking my butt but this made my day.

It’s small things like this that I appreciate.

[cosmicpolarity]

Me when I decide to jump head first into things:

(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))♡

My spirit guides and Apollo probably looking at me in response to my shenanigans:

(｡-_-｡) This child

I finally bought a tarot deck for myself and received it a couple weeks ago. I decided to use it and here I am sitting with a message from them that I can’t interpret.

Yup..you live and you learn...and I’m learning now. 😭

P.S It’s not like I haven’t been taking notes and learning before I received them... why is tarot confusing?

[cosmicpolarity]

Mini Vent Post

I dislike being a closeted pagan at times. I’m an expressive person when it comes to my emotions and some days I want to express my love for the gods outwardly in so many ways but I have to be on the low for now.

I know the gods know my heart and my intentions but they deserve so much more. At times I struggle with unlearning things from my past religion that really is unhealthy and not conducive to the path I want and am currently walking on but yet I struggle and find it hard to be easy on myself.

The gods fill me with so much love and joy just by thinking about them, getting to know them, and seeking knowledge about them, yet I always ask myself the terrible “whys?”. Why me? Why am I deserving of such love that everyone experiences?

And at the end of the day I realize why not? Everyone is deserving of love, everyone is deserving of having a loving relationship with the gods and that includes me too.

It’s just a internal thing I have to work on and not be so hard on myself..