New chapter unfolds.
Unlike them, i’m not that actually excited about my first job. Scared? Probably. I don’t know if I can make it, if I can stay longer in there, provided the stress level in the work, the high turnover rate of employee, and the famous working environment in the firm and with matching low compensation. I know i have to deal with this. It’s my decision, I signed the contract despite all those stories I’ve heard. *breathe* I just have to focus on the positive. Well it's not actually that all bad, the training and experience is a good one though. I just have to remind myself of my resolve, quality over quantity, long tem goals over short term. Plant before harvest.
I just hope that it will make me and not destroy me.














