A Little Pity for a Little Crab
Inspired by this post from @winwin17
Gen
Frodo & Maglor, Frodo & Gandalf
Characters: Frodo, Maglor as Crablor and as Himself, Gandalf, Eönwë, Elrond, Mentioned Galadriel, Mentioned Bilbo, Various Members of the House of Finwë Alluded To
Summary: Frodo, on the shores of the Grey Havens moments from departing on the grey ship, find a sad and lonely little crab. Feeling some kinship towards it he decides to take the crab with him into the West. Only, the crab is more than just a simple crab, for it had once been... Maglor, Son of Feanor.
In Frodo's dreams he had heard the music of the far-off Sea, his heart moved to a bittersweet ache at the sound as close akin to the elves' Sea-Longing as his hobbit senses could reckon. It was a sound that both keenly reminded yet gently soothed the wound of his shoulder that flared up on bad days and certain calendar dates or when the weather turned. A wound that never fully healed. But very few if any hobbit at all had laid eyes, or let alone sought out, the Sea, and no dream could have prepared Frodo for its endless blue sight stretching off into the far away distance until water kissed the sky and became one, or of its sheer overwhelming might that could even make Bilbo's dragon feel small... and nor could it prepare him for its beauty.
Languidly rolling waves lapped the fine powdered shores with white tipped foam peaks that the gulls overhead dove at to dip their bright wings in and snatch silver scaled fish in their beaks. Light broke over the surface like crushed glass, glittering as gold coins scattered like rose petals carpeting the Great East Road on a late spring day, the Sun just a scant few hours from setting whose path Frodo would soon be following into the West.
The elves were making the last minute preparations before they were set to sail. Lord Elrond and the Lady Galadriel were conversing with Lord Círdan of such matters, and Gandalf was keeping the hobbits company while the deckhands were loading the passengers’ belongings below the ship's deck as Bilbo napped through it all in the carriage. Only... Neither Sam, Merry nor Pippin knew yet that among the luggage being hauled away was also Frodo's as well.
He'd been thinking of a way how to tell it to them all throughout the journey to the Grey Havens, but he couldn't quite find the words. How do you explain that the home you loved your whole life, the home you have gone into great peril and adversity for to save, no longer felt like home anymore? How do you explain that you no longer fit in the one place you should belong? That though the Shire and his friends were all touched by the Ring War and had changed for it; it was Frodo's own hurts and changes that prevented him from finding peace in this world?
Which was why he had sought out a bit of solitude on the white beach of the shoreline, taking every second he could before the time to depart finally came. The shushing waves and the clean salt scent of the breeze did not yield Frodo with any answers to his quandary, but it served to calm his troubled heart if even for but a moment.
Something tickled the hobbit's bare toes that was neither sand nor the lapping water. His foot already moved before Frodo perceived the tiny red creature scuttling across his toe hairs, and he accidentally knocked it on its hard-shelled back, many little legs flailing in the air.
"Oh, I'm sorry," Frodo instantly crouched, feeling remorseful for blundering over an animal much smaller than himself.