What I want to do:
Create. Anything. I'll settle for making another pintrest board for another character if I have to
What I am doing:
Thinking about how itchy my legs are and how my left ear has noticably muffled hearing.
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What I want to do:
Create. Anything. I'll settle for making another pintrest board for another character if I have to
What I am doing:
Thinking about how itchy my legs are and how my left ear has noticably muffled hearing.
I’m trying to name a Star Destroyer; imagination today is not really on my side so I typed “Dauntless” on Word and looked for synonyms. Well, every single one of them (and the women and the children too) is already taken and belongs to an actual canon Star Destroyer. I’m not the only one with creativity issues, it would seem.
Publishers need this manuscript and I’m just overloaded with bs in my brain. All my usual writing spots don’t feel write-y enough. I can’t focus. AH pray for me
Me when I’m suffering from creativity issues
Yesterday i had this sudden urge to draw with acrylics on t shirts but I do not have acrylics nor many shirts to sacrifice so i changed the plan to just drawing on friends shirts as a personal gift but i have no idea how would i get their shirts (bc no money to buy some) and I still have no acrylics... or skills... or that many friends
I used to
I used to write a lot. It was very contextual- first freeform chat roleplaying on AOL, then forum stuff on SuperBard and Video Gamers First, then some fanfiction- though not a lot by most standards- and then I kind of... exploded out onto various other forums and burnt out, about the same time I burnt out on RP in WoW and also CoH got shut down?
I’m not sure why either. I think about it now and then, how I don’t really write much any more. I definitely miss it, but at the same time I kind of feel like I don’t know how to do it.
Or maybe that I never really knew how to do it. It’s funny- I can worldbuild and I can create characters and I can run character interactions, but for whatever reason I have a hard time creating a plot.
Just book title ideas. 1. Guardian of Cursed Prince 2. Begging of the end 3. (Inset title here) 4....
okay i think i finally have some kind of barest inkling of what it's like for sexual people to get aroused and then have it not go anywhere. not dealt with or gone away on it's own, just....lingering on the edges and being mildly irritating and NOT GOING THE FUCK AWAY and NOT ACTUALLY DOING ANYTHING EITHER
i fucked up my spurt of creativity and now i've got mental blue balls :[
all "i wanna do the thing" and brain going "no" so i'm all "okay, then i won't do the thing then" and brain going "YOU'RE NEVER IN THE MOOD WHY DO YOU HATE ME!?!" and me being all "wtfh???"