#creature screams

[cautioncreatures]

Sometimes being plural is "pfft yeah I don't need to know who I am rn, we vibinnnnn"

And other times it's like, having a breakdown because wtf wtf wtf there are so many feelings, I can't function, stop thinking that, no we can't do that rn, please we're trying to work, no don't say that

[littlecreature-anon]

I pucking phorgot about this blog ngl

[fieriframes]

[3 images. A dirty pan on a stove top oven. A man in a blue shirt. A person talking on a cell phone. Captions: And I swear there was something in a photo I took the other day. I didn't think anything of it at the time, but-- - See? The photo. - It was a shadow-- It didn't make sense at the time, nothing had happened then. Listen. Listen, okay? Listen. [CREATURE SCREAMS]]

[cautioncreatures]

genuinly it doesnt feel like it gets talked about all the time, but a lot of our fictives and introjects struggle with being limited in the body and our brain.

The first example that comes to mind is our hlvrai fictives/the science team, they are the SCIENCE team yet are painfully aware our brain isnt trained to do what they normally could. We cant just hop into collage and study for advanced science courses, we are too disabled and have already come to terms with the fact more schooling isnt for us, they cant just read pages and pages of scientific studies cause it melts our brain, and i think you get the picture (hopefully).

This of course can apply to any sort of headmate, but specifically having skills that are plausible for real human bodies to achieve, but the obstacles the system faces are just too large to overcome at the moment. Its almost there we just, cant do it, and it hurts.

[cautioncreatures]

Can I just scream for a second how TIRED I am of the lack of communication and shame forced on us?? We feel trapped all the time like someone is putting tape over our mouths and I just want to be vulnerable for like 5 FUCKING SECONDS?!?!

And we have people that would LOVE nothing more than to record data about the system but they are actively held back. I wish we could take time to hyperfixate and feel happy about the things I know we like but we can't.

I dont vent often here but its getting on my nerves and I just needed to spill it somewhere

[cautioncreatures]

Mini vent

Agh it feels like I'm running in the popularity contest when litterlly no one is thinking as hard as I am about how many introjects we have vs other systems or something. I'm the only one that cares and I keep caring and for what? litterlly why do I care this much, what causes this malfunction in my braiin that makes me think soo hard about the stupidest things. No wonder I feel like a moron, fuck

[littlecreature-anon]

Holy shart what the phreak such a milestone

[littlecreature-anon]

feeling cute might make a character sheet of myself