#crustyjuggler72

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crustyjuggler72 replied to your photo: Hi! #woot #shirt #zombie #candycorn #teeth (Taken...

I’m getting a cavity filled tomorrow. This would be a perfect shirt to wear.

Haha, I always wear this shirt when I go to the dentist!!!

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crustyjuggler72 replied to your post: Today is my birthday. Let’s just get that out of...

Happy birthday! I think?

Yeah, okay, so, I feel bad for being such a downer.

Well, all right, not really.

But, I don't like that I'm such a downer on here of late. It's kind of a mix of things. First of all, I'm not currently taking my antidepressants, so I'm inclined to act on my negative feelings a little bit more than usual. So, hey, you guys get to deal with that.

Secondly, it's my birthday, which (as I just said) isn't a particularly joyous affair, nor is it getting any better as I grow older. I've already said enough about that. Moving on.

And, thirdly, this is my first birthday since Mom died. It's not that my dad doesn't care about me, but Mom was always the one who visibly cared more. And I'm an only child, so it's not like I have siblings to pick up the slack, nor do I have any local friends who care enough or are close enough to do anything for me. I don't even have a birthday cake, because between Dad and I, I'm the one who knows how to bake, and I can't be arsed to make my own damn birthday cake.

So, basically, this is Sad Birthday. Most of my birthdays have been a little sad, but this is Capital Letter Sad. Hopefully, it's the only Capital Letter Sad birthday. The pinnacle. The peak of Sad.

Crusty*, what I'm saying is, yes, your Happy Birthday is welcome. Very much. Don't even consider the possibility that it isn't. Wishing me a happy birthday is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Anyway, back to reblogging stupid shit.

* I feel like I know your real name, but I can't think of it. I am the worst.

[brainslush]

And oh yeah, Tumblr.

Tumblr is also who I talk to. That totally counts, right?

[jennipur]

Gonna go watch Firefly now. That many awesome people can't be wrong.

And, I'm set when it ends too soon with all of the new ideas Jenni gave me!

xoxoxo