i am sorry
i am not perfect
but still
i rest assured
that even if
the highest spirit
in all of the cosmos
made me indefectible,
lacking flaw,
you would still
find the most
trivial fault
in my being
-nitpicking 2/12
seen from China

seen from Poland
seen from China
seen from Finland

seen from Japan
seen from China
seen from Germany

seen from Australia
seen from Germany
seen from China

seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Germany
seen from China
seen from United States

seen from United Kingdom
seen from Indonesia
seen from China
seen from China

seen from United States
i am sorry
i am not perfect
but still
i rest assured
that even if
the highest spirit
in all of the cosmos
made me indefectible,
lacking flaw,
you would still
find the most
trivial fault
in my being
-nitpicking 2/12
it is always those
who you least expect
to turn their backs
when you need a helping hand
i do not ask for much
and i can carry my own load-
beasts of burden
were never necessary
yet somehow,
that is what i find myself becoming
to people i had once considered
near and dear to my heart
i guess i would not say
that i am mad,
just very disappointed in you
-be careful who you trust 2/11
sick of always
feeling ill
and tired of
the constant exhaustion
one day
hopefully soon
maybe i will
be healthy again
-does it get better? 12/10
recently i have found
that i have been coasting through life
day by day;
routinely breathing and fixed heartbeats
were the only components of living
but finally
alongside you,
this shell of a man
has finally found a purpose
-found 12/8
god i am glad
to see you again—
no matter how many
moments have passed,
you still make every time
feel as if it was the first
-fly 12/6
you caught my eye from across the room and in that moment, the music had muffled the color display of the modernized garage blended together as one around your blue greens there was a pause in my stride in time and space in my heart i do not know you oh but darling, i want to -good feeling 10/4
when i say that i love you just know that now until forever i will always love you more
-infinite 7/15
once i was afraid of being fastened, and trapped on the roller coaster of life twists and turns upside down but now i have found that i am terrified of the plateau i have reached unable to feel the thrill and the horror unmoved by indignation and numb to the pain -unamusement park 4/7