#cryptaesthetics

[cryptaesthetics]

i am sorry

i am not perfect

but still

i rest assured

that even if

the highest spirit

in all of the cosmos

made me indefectible,

lacking flaw,

you would still

find the most

trivial fault

in my being

-nitpicking 2/12

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it is always those

who you least expect

to turn their backs

when you need a helping hand

i do not ask for much

and i can carry my own load-

beasts of burden

were never necessary

yet somehow,

that is what i find myself becoming

to people i had once considered

near and dear to my heart

i guess i would not say

that i am mad,

just very disappointed in you

-be careful who you trust 2/11

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sick of always

feeling ill

and tired of

the constant exhaustion

one day

hopefully soon

maybe i will

be healthy again

-does it get better? 12/10

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recently i have found

that i have been coasting through life

day by day;

routinely breathing and fixed heartbeats

were the only components of living

but finally

alongside you,

this shell of a man

has finally found a purpose

-found 12/8

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god i am glad

to see you again—

no matter how many

moments have passed,

you still make every time

feel as if it was the first

-fly 12/6

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you caught my eye from across the room and in that moment, the music had muffled the color display of the modernized garage blended together as one around your blue greens there was a pause in my stride in time and space in my heart i do not know you oh but darling, i want to -good feeling 10/4

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when i say that i love you just know that now until forever i will always love you more

-infinite 7/15

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once i was afraid of being fastened, and trapped on the roller coaster of life twists and turns upside down but now i have found that i am terrified of the plateau i have reached unable to feel the thrill and the horror unmoved by indignation and numb to the pain -unamusement park 4/7