Jun 16, 2025
Man some endings really suck even when you’ve been seeing them coming for a while.
seen from China
seen from Taiwan
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seen from United States
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seen from Germany
seen from Yemen
seen from China
seen from Vietnam
seen from India
seen from Canada
seen from Greece
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
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Man some endings really suck even when you’ve been seeing them coming for a while.
Owner likes doll.
Why else would He keep it like a prized possession?
..............
Tonight I’m really living...
Just when you think this week couldn’t get any worse...
I found out that something absolutely terrible happened to someone I care deeply about over the weekend. It was not related to COVID at all and I don’t want to post details because it is not my story to tell, but I am absolutely heartbroken and also so so angry that this could happen to her at all, let along during one of the most stressful times of our (collective) lives.
I just feel like 2020 looked at me (and, of course, her) and said “hmm, maybe we should just kick them while they are down. That’ll be fun.” If you’ve ever read the Book of Job from the Bible, I’m definitely feeling some Job-like energy right now.
I’m just feeling absolutely shattered tonight and it is really hard to cope with this on top of everything else that is going on.
Fuck you 2020...and fuck you to our administration for massively failing and making this worse....and fuck you [info redacted for privacy].
I don’t know how I’m going to make it through this week but I guess I have to take the advice I was giving earlier - just put one foot in front of the other until we can walk out of this hellish landscape together. I’ll just remember to be Sam from Lord of the Rings, I cannot carry this burden but I CAN carry her (and society in a sense). But this is well and truly a terrible week to have to practice social distancing when all I want to do is close the distance between myself and this person (and in the end, if she needs me, I’m going to be there for her because it is worth the risk).
Wait for it....
what! the fuck! is wrong with me!
LOOOOOOOOL
Just....
bahahahahhaha
I shoulda had more faith in y'all's ability to guess things~
;)