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Not the helmet kind of special
Me: "I don't understand...people are not like me. Not that I'm better or anything, it's just... they do things just to do things. I do things because I mean them."
Mom: "And that's what makes you special."
Me: "Thanks Mommy."
A Warm, Warm Gun of Sun
Things are really simple. You let the good things in, let the bad things go. Wonder about where you're going and where you've been. Do your best to sit in the moment and remember it as best you can. Buy yourself some shoes, contemplate over a few tattoos, decide yes, decide no, decide maybe save it for a time when you're sure you won't change your mind. Never change your mind, then change it. Lose faith in yourself, find it again. Love and love fully, even if for right now its just your family, your dog, and a few stuffed animals. Commit to your decisions and your emotions and interpretations, commit to finding value in other peoples' lives and roles, though different than yours, but for some reason, here in the now. Accept that it might not be forever, and that's okay. Twirl and twirl. Like a ballerina with too much force, but not really too much; It's just enough. Enough because it will be and it is and now it was. Extend hands, end relationships with kindness and nothing but sweet on your lips. Give yourself permission to let go of the things that are holding you back. Climb and climb and climb until you are done climbing, search and search and search until you are done searching. Feel comfortable in your heart. Be confident in your separation and awed in your connection. Be and be and be. Let the wolf howl strike you as beautiful and carry on with a tenacious heart. Let happiness overcome you. Sip vinegar and smile; You will live the way God, whatever or whoever God may be to you, intended.
You are in me, and so I have not lost you.
I miss the way you make me feel: Like the sun.
While driving down clematis:
Kaylee: Let's stand up and stick out through the sunroof!
Crystal (Me): I'm not a daredevil like that...
Kaylee: [Chloe's] going three miles an hour!
