#crystalmoontears

[crystalmoontears]

how have you been lying to yourself or others? are you ready to tell the truth?

Hi loves, I’m here with another pac reading. I originally wanted to post it during the Scorpio new moon last year…. Anyway tell me what pile you chose and how it resonated with you.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls you first. Don‘t overthink it!

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Readings are for insight and entertainment purposes only and should not replace professional advice.

🕊️pile i

ten of swords, the lovers rx, knight of pentacles, ace of wands, the devil rx, judgement rx

Hey love, you really come across as someone who’s got their life together, super stable, hardworking, always chasing the bag. You’ve got a nice place, the car, the steady income… and honestly, for some of you, a lavish lifestyle (total party-girl energy 😂) You love hosting, cooking for people, showing off your beautiful home. And you should be proud. I’m seeing this bright place with big windows. Maybe even some expensive art pieces. Definitely giving Taurus vibes lol. Idk why but I’m also thinking of Sex And The City. (Definitely watch this show guys, it’s soo relatable!!)

But what people don’t see is how drained you feel underneath all that. You try so hard to look perfect and put-together, and you don’t want anyone to see the cracks. You want to be close to people but you dont want to show yout vulnable side. It feels scary, so you put that tough, stubborn little shield up. But GODDAMN you can be SOOO stubborn and it’s annoying (and it’s also annoying me, coming from a Taurus sun herself)

At your core, you’re such a provider. Acts of service is 100% your love language. You take care of everyone. You like making life easier for the people you love. But lately, the “perfect” façade is starting to slip a bit, and the second you think people notice, you immediately harden up again. Even though… let’s be real… you’re actually a softie underneath it all. I know you’ve been feeling a bit lost sometimes. There are moments where you just want to give up or you’re unsure if you’re even on the right path. It really feels like you’re not fully happy with where life is right now. Sometimes crying yourself to sleep. And I get it. When things feel overwhelming, it’s easy to fall into habits that aren’t really helping. Some of you can overindulge yoursellf with drinking and unhealthy food. But a lot of that comes from you not wanting to let anyone down. You keep wondering why people don’t understand you or love you the way you love them… but the truth is, they do care. You just don’t really let them in.

You’re always there for everyone offering support, being the shoulder to cry on, showing up when people need you. But when you need help, you shut down. You go MIA. You don’t show your vulnerable side, and it honestly confuses the people who care about you. They want to give you the same love you give them, but you won’t let them do it and while it can frustrate them, it also really worries them. And it breaks their heart thinking they cant be trusted. Baby they won’t harm you. Whatever you’ve been through, they’re willing to listen. They want to know the real you, even the parts you think are “negative.”

You don’t have to be happy or strong all the time. Feeling sad or overwhelmed doesn’t make you weak, it makes you human. And no one who loves you is ever going to punish you for having emotions.

🕊️pile ii

page of cups, the devil, king of pentacles rx, three of pentacles, ten of cups, knight of swords rx, ten of wands, ace of pentacles

Hey love, you’re sooo dreamy and bubbly. Cute vibe, and low-key I’m getting Taylor Swift fan energy. Im seeing this image of bubbles from Powerpuff girls hahahah. Do you have any water or air placements? You’re pretty imaginative and creative.

But real talk: you get so lost in your head and your fantasy world. Ignoring all of your problems thinking they’ll be gone by time. You’re kind of neglecting the basics. Skipping meals, procrastinating and not sleeping. And your in this neverending cycle. This obsessive energy. You’re pretty lazy tbh. You give up easily. Ignoring all the hard tasks that life has been throwing you.

Stop making excuses like “I’m too tired” or “I don’t have time.”, bla bla bla. Stop this nonesense. Everyone sees through your shit, and it’s not cute anymore. it’s holding you back from the life you say you want. How are you going to have this dream life if your not putting your work? Shifting and law of attraction/assumption alone is not going to help you. You have to do physical work as well. You’re scrolling on TikTok liking and saving these videos about manifesting, tarot readings but don’t do shiiiiit. Did you even remember that you saved them???

Everything you have put in your mind you have to do it in the physical world. If you push past your limits you’ll attract many opportunities. You’re gonna have to do this step by step. Babe there is no shortcut.

A plant takes time to grow. But once you receive the abundance it’ll get easier to work. Manifesting will be easier. You’ll be more motivated by it.

🕊️pile iii

the moon, justice rx, death rx, nine of wands rx, the emperor rx, three of wands rx, ace of wands

Heyy bubs, are you okay :( Do you struggle with anxiety by any chance? There is this heavy and dark feeling compared to pile i and ii. I’m getting the feeling that you’ve been dealing a lot for a long time. There has been done injustice to you. You’ve been treated unfair your whole life. I sense that you’ve been bullied in your past, possibly by a dominant or authoritative male figure who constantly criticized and belittled you for no real reason. Heavy emphasis on „father figure“. Your childhood was rough. There was no safety in your home.

And this mean person has brought you down that you don’t see your self worth. Those nasty comments, like „no one likes you“ and „you’re worthless“ messed with your sense of self-worth, and now getting out of your comfort zone feels hard now. You might worry about being judged or feel like you always had to stay in the background instead of showing who you really are. You’re not stuck forever, even if it feels that way.

But here’s the thing: you do have the drive and potential to break out of this. I see this spark of hope. Even though you went through all this hardship, you somehow see a bright future in your subconscious mind. Like you’ve been telling yourself that all of the things you’ve gone through has made you a stronger and more resilient person.

I’m sensing that you have a plan leaving your home country to have a fresh start. Far away - somewhere where it’s warm. Maybe you live in a place where there’s no sunshine. It’s pretty grey and gloomy. You’ve been drawn to sunnier weather and maybe you’ve met people from those places and wondered why they seem so happy. That could be a reason for your attraction. And I can tell you: you’ll be a completely new person. A new version you’ve never seen before.

The last thing I want to tell you is don’t let anyone define you. You get to choose who you are and what your future looks like. Let go of the people who don’t support your growth, and do the things that make your soul feel alive. The right people, the ones who match your energy and appreciate the real you, will come into your life. You’ve got this honey!!

Damn, seeing pile i and ii… i was just ranting. Pile i got me fuming inside😡 It really brought my Aries moon to light. But it’s my way of showing affection hhhehehe. Hoped you like this reading💋

[crystalmoontears]

a short message from your future spouse

Hiii guys, I’m back… yeahhhh I was pretty unmotivated to do tarot readings the last few months. Sorry guys 🥲 I got myself a new tarot deck, hoping to get me out of a slump. Hope you like this reading and happy belated Valentine’s Day💘

Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls you first.

pile i -> pile ii

pile iii -> pile iv

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Readings are for insight and entertainment purposes only and should not replace professional advice.

🩰 pile i

three of pentacles rx, six of pentacles rx, two of cups rx, queen of wands

„let me be your safe space“

I’m hearing your fs want you to trust them and let them help you. You’re always the one offering support and being a shoulder to cry on. You rarely show your vulnerabilities and dislike being a burden. On the outside, you seem put together but you struggle internally. However, your fs believe in you and they’re there to help you overcome any obstacles.

🩰 pile ii

the lovers, four of swords rx, three of cups rx

„talk to me“

I have a feeling you already know this person or maybe they’re from your past life. Your fs wants you to share your thoughts. You seem so deep in thought, giving me Luna Lovegood vibes. This might also resonate with you if you like the colour blue. Anyway, back to the topic. Whenever they look at you they want to know what you’re thinking. You seem reserved but full of thoughts. It’s as if you want to open up but don’t know how. This person won’t judge you for anything you say.

🩰pile iii

queen of pentacles, seven of pentacles, ten of pentacles

„you ease my thoughts“

Hahahhha, you two are like fire and water. They seem chaotic but in a good way. They could be younger than you. However, they want to tell you your calming presence soothes their minds. They’ve been through a lot and you ground them. This relationship is likely to last a lifetime. I see you have a strong foundation and no one will break you apart. Both of you be animal lovers and even adopt one.

🩰pile iv

nine of cups rx, six of cups, the magician, two of cups

„don’t doubt yourself“

You always seem so unhappy with your life. You put yourself on a pedestal that makes you feel unreachable. You think you have to work hard and prove your strength to others and your future spouse to be accepted. You give me similar vibes to pile one. You care about others’ well-being but forget your own and now you’re unsure about your life’s direction. Your fs want you to live for yourself and create your dream life. No one else can define your life except you.

[crystalmoontears]

the veil is thin — what’s changing for you?

This is the season of transformation. The Death card appears not to take, but to guide you — through endings, toward rebirth.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls you first. Trust your intuition🔮

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🕸️ pile i

ending

You’re in the wrong community right now or maybe it’s a job that just doesn’t fulfill you emotionally. It feels like you can’t express your creative side or show your full potential. I can tell you’ve already been thinking about leaving; there’s that quiet inner voice pushing you to follow your own path.

You work hard, but it feels like no matter how much effort you put in, there’s little progress. I’m sensing something corporate, maybe IT or an office job? But your heart is craving something more creative, something that’s yours.

I keep hearing herbal, gardening, blossom (?) Maybe that’s the energy around you, or the field you’re drawn to. I could also see event planning or wedding design, something where you get to create, decorate, and bring visions to life. You’re not someone who wants to stay stuck in a 9-to-5 routine. You’re meant to build something of your own, to be your own CEO, and to work with people who inspire you.

transformation

Oh, you’re going to feel so excited taking this new path! You’re not here to rest. Once you make the move, you’re off and running. You’re quick, decisive, and confident (do you have Aries or Gemini placements?). You also don’t feel any guilt about leaving your current situation behind. You know: out of sight, out of mind. Keep going, girlll! I don’t see any stagnant energy and your money keeps flowing. (let’s be friends!)

rebirth

There may be a few bumps along the way, not with your new job itself, but with the place. Maybe you’re moving to a new city, or even a new country, somewhere that’s still familiar enough to feel comfortable. But your business? It’s going to skyrocket. You are a powerful manifestor; whatever you set your mind on becomes reality.

You might feel a little impatient if things don’t unfold exactly as you planned, but have patience and faith. There could be small misunderstandings as you adjust to a new culture or language. The High Priestess keeps showing up. A clear sign to trust your intuition.

I see a small contradiction in you. There’s an inner voice telling you that you deserve everything you want, but also some lingering insecurities. Maybe someone has told you you’re not worthy, that you don’t deserve it. Please don’t listen. Live for yourself, not for others. You’ll only truly shine when you put yourself first.

🕸️ pile ii

tw: domestic abuse, verbal abuse

ending

Are you thinking about moving to another country, or just leaving your childhood home? I can feel that your upbringing was difficult; emotionally challenging, lacking support, and full of obstacles. You weren’t nurtured, and your goals weren’t always encouraged. Now, you just want to leave that toxic environment, but it hasn’t been easy or affordable yet. Maybe you’re still in school, or even in a transitional situation like a shelter. You’re trying to make a living and start fresh, and sometimes the uncertainty makes you doubt yourself.

I see that the struggles are slowly lifting, even if anxiety or feelings of defeat still creep in. I especially sense conflict with your mother (verbal fights, maybe even objects being thrown). But you’re seeking help and standing up for yourself. You’re trying to create a better life, and that courage matters.

transformation

Tbh, the transition will be slow at first. There’s a lot to learn and adjust to, especially since you’re still young. But hang in there. Once you settle into this new life, you’ll gain confidence, learn how to stand your ground, and grow into a more charismatic, self-assured person. Don’t dwell on the negatives, look at how far you’ve come. You’ve endured so much, and there’s a bright future ahead.

rebirth

Oh honeyyy, abundance is coming. Financial blessings, opportunities. You’ll get everything you wish for. The hardships will ease, but be gentle with yourself. You are a sweet soul, deserving of care and love. Remember why you left, honor your journey, and treat yourself well. I advice you to listen to affirmations on YouTube or make a playlist of songs that lift your spirit and take care of your heart baby. (Big hug from me!)

🕸️ pile iii

tw: depression

ending

Oh, almost all the cards I drew for you came up reversed. I can feel that you’re mentally restless. Does this stem from your work? I see that many in this group are workaholics. You’re constantly moving, always doing, but you never truly get to rest. It’s like running on a hamster wheel with no end in sight, mentally and emotionally exhausting. By the time your shift is over, you collapse into bed with no energy left for anything else.

I get the sense you don’t even admit it, or maybe you think resting is weakness, but that’s not true, baby. You have to rest. Don’t overwork yourself. Find a balance between life and work. There’s more to this lifetime than just working.

transformation

This energy is heavy ngl, and I need to stress it: please take care of your mental health. The environment you’re in isn’t good for you. Left unchecked, this stress could lead to depression, and it’s already showing up physically (I felt sharp tension in my foot and tingling in my hand as I wrote this).

But once you release the pressure to overexert yourself, you’ll gain so much mental clarity and power. Indecisiveness will fade. Learn to say no. Stop tying your self-esteem to productivity. You are more than your work.

rebirth

Once you step away from this toxic pattern, many opportunities will open. I see a new job on the horizon, possibly in healthcare, therapy, or a spiritually aligned field where you’re helping and healing others. This is where you’ll rediscover your spark and reconnect with the path you dreamed about as a child. Your childhood aspirations can become reality.

Remember to enjoy the journey. Explore hobbies, take side quests, and embrace activities that bring emotional fulfillment. Your life is meant to be lived fully, not just worked through.

I hope you liked it! This is my first long tarot reading. Tell me in the comments what pile you chose and if it resonated with you. See you next time and happy halloween season🎃

[crystalmoontears]

what do you need to hear right now?

Take a breath and pause for a moment. You've found your way here for a reading - maybe you're searching for clarity, comfort, or just a little reminder from the universe. Let's see what message the cards have for you.

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Take these words as omens of reflection, not as edicts of fate. The cards murmur truths in symbols and shade, but the final choice rests forever with you.

Use this reading as one might gaze into a mirror - to see not what must be, but what may be.

Pile 1:

The cards reveal a soul with many dreams and opportunities, yet something from your past still lingers, holding you back. You are aware of the patterns that no longer serve you, and though you long to break free, the fear of being hurt again keeps your heart guarded.

You may have faced disappointment from those who should have supported you, growing up needing to be realistic and mature beyond your years. Perhaps you carried the weight of responsibility as the eldest, or simply as the one your friends look to for stability. But the cards show that you are surrounded by a loving circle — siblings, childhood friends, and a community who truly has your back.

You are an old soul, intuitive and wise. Trust in your own judgment, for you know how to navigate life’s challenges and handle your resources with care. Do not allow fear to close your heart or silence your voice. Your creativity and expression, whether through theatre, singing, or acting, are gifts meant to be shared.

stay open, follow your intuition, and embrace the life you desire. The support, love, and wisdom you need are already with you.

significant: stolen heart, New York, 333, street smart, leaves, star

🎵 ATM (JIHYO) - TWICE

Pile 2:

The cards show that you’ve recently experienced a shift in a close friendship. Even though you and this person once shared a close bond, spending almost every moment together, you drifted apart. Differences in mindset, lifestyle, or responsibilities have created distance — but there is no bad blood. only the unusual uncertainty that comes when life naturally changes.

This transition is a sign of growth. One of you may be studying while the other works, and routines have shifted, leaving little free time. The cards encourage you to reclaim joy and balance: make space for fun, socialize, explore new circles, and attend events that lift your spirit. These new connections bring excitement and light, reminding you that even as life becomes busier, there is no age limit on laughter, friendship, or celebration.

Embrace this new rhythm. Growing up does not mean leaving happiness behind — it is simply learning to weave it into the life you are creating.

significant: brown hair, birthday party, 716, ballons, grumpy, river

🎵Creep - Radiohead

Pile 3:

The cards show that you are still very young, likely finishing school or about to graduate, standing at a threshold of new possibilities. Recently, something has not gone as planned, leaving you emotionally unsettled and stressed. Spirit encourages you to take a deep breath and reflect: use discernment to consider what you truly want in life. One setback does not define your path, nor does it mean the world is ending.

You are a passionate and charismatic soul, full of energy and curiosity. You connect easily with others, love sharing stories, and have a natural interest in many cultures and spiritual practices. Your experiences — especially travel and time spent exploring the world — will help you learn more about yourself and uncover your purpose. I see you are planing to go to southern Europe specially Italy.

You have a spark in your eyes, many talents, and a sharp, quick-witted mind that learns fast. The cards remind you not to carry too much stress — you are still at the beginning of your journey. Consider taking a gap year or some time for yourself as a reward for your hard work. Use this time to explore, grow, and embrace the full potential of your energy and passions. Your future is bright, and the experiences you seek will shape the person you are becoming.

significant: baby, blue eyes (round eyes), soccer, south Europe, summer, raccoon

🎵ocean eyes - BILLIE EILISH

Thank you for reading this tarot message! I hope it brought you insight, comfort, or a little spark of inspiration. Tell me in the comments what pile you chose.

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[crystalmoontears]

astro observation i 🌑

I’ve noticed that cancer moons often remain close to their family even if they’re toxic. No matter how toxic they are and how much they complain about them they cannot leave them. Could anyone with this placement share their experiences and relationships with their family?

[crystalmoontears]

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[crystalmoontears]

Hey guys, I just created a protection and love spell for this blog and drew some cards. And guess what - these three cards literally popped off:

8 of pentacles, strength, 6 of pentacles

I tried to bless this blog and those who stumbled upon my blog. With self-love, to find comfort and clarity through my readings. Heal from their past and find new authentic connections (platonic and romantic), find beauty in themselves.🕊️

I’ve always been interested in spirituality but never pursued that path. (Mind you, I have Scorpio and Pluto in the 5th house so I tend to keep my passions pretty private👀). If you know about destiny matrix: my central energy is the 11th arcana (Strength), basically my main life energy!!! I think combined with the 8 and 6 of pentacles it’s my purpose to master my divination skills in order to help you guys with whatever situation you are going through. I’ve always wanted to help people and work in healthcare but I am sooo sensitive to other people’s energy. And I’m a cancer rising I don’t think I’m going to make it through the day without crying😭. Doing these readings allows me to help others while still maintaining my boundaries. It’s my way of giving without completely draining myself. Let’s see how my journey is going to be with this blog❤️

random question: does anyone know where to buy spell oils in Europe? I’ve been buying from Moonlight and Sage but the shipping and custom duties are crazzzy