I’ve noticed that cancer moons often remain close to their family even if they’re toxic. No matter how toxic they are and how much they complain about them they cannot leave them. Could anyone with this placement share their experiences and relationships with their family?
how have you been lying to yourself or others? are you ready to tell the truth?
Hi loves, I’m here with another pac reading. I originally wanted to post it during the Scorpio new moon last year…. Anyway tell me what pile you chose and how it resonated with you.
Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls you first. Don‘t overthink it!
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Readings are for insight and entertainment purposes only and should not replace professional advice.
🕊️pile i
ten of swords, the lovers rx, knight of pentacles, ace of wands, the devil rx, judgement rx
Hey love, you really come across as someone who’s got their life together, super stable, hardworking, always chasing the bag. You’ve got a nice place, the car, the steady income… and honestly, for some of you, a lavish lifestyle (total party-girl energy 😂) You love hosting, cooking for people, showing off your beautiful home. And you should be proud. I’m seeing this bright place with big windows. Maybe even some expensive art pieces. Definitely giving Taurus vibes lol. Idk why but I’m also thinking of Sex And The City. (Definitely watch this show guys, it’s soo relatable!!)
But what people don’t see is how drained you feel underneath all that. You try so hard to look perfect and put-together, and you don’t want anyone to see the cracks. You want to be close to people but you dont want to show yout vulnable side. It feels scary, so you put that tough, stubborn little shield up. But GODDAMN you can be SOOO stubborn and it’s annoying (and it’s also annoying me, coming from a Taurus sun herself)
At your core, you’re such a provider. Acts of service is 100% your love language. You take care of everyone. You like making life easier for the people you love. But lately, the “perfect” façade is starting to slip a bit, and the second you think people notice, you immediately harden up again. Even though… let’s be real… you’re actually a softie underneath it all. I know you’ve been feeling a bit lost sometimes. There are moments where you just want to give up or you’re unsure if you’re even on the right path. It really feels like you’re not fully happy with where life is right now. Sometimes crying yourself to sleep. And I get it. When things feel overwhelming, it’s easy to fall into habits that aren’t really helping. Some of you can overindulge yoursellf with drinking and unhealthy food. But a lot of that comes from you not wanting to let anyone down. You keep wondering why people don’t understand you or love you the way you love them… but the truth is, they do care. You just don’t really let them in.
You’re always there for everyone offering support, being the shoulder to cry on, showing up when people need you. But when you need help, you shut down. You go MIA. You don’t show your vulnerable side, and it honestly confuses the people who care about you. They want to give you the same love you give them, but you won’t let them do it and while it can frustrate them, it also really worries them. And it breaks their heart thinking they cant be trusted. Baby they won’t harm you. Whatever you’ve been through, they’re willing to listen. They want to know the real you, even the parts you think are “negative.”
You don’t have to be happy or strong all the time. Feeling sad or overwhelmed doesn’t make you weak, it makes you human. And no one who loves you is ever going to punish you for having emotions.
🕊️pile ii
page of cups, the devil, king of pentacles rx, three of pentacles, ten of cups, knight of swords rx, ten of wands, ace of pentacles
Hey love, you’re sooo dreamy and bubbly. Cute vibe, and low-key I’m getting Taylor Swift fan energy. Im seeing this image of bubbles from Powerpuff girls hahahah. Do you have any water or air placements? You’re pretty imaginative and creative.
But real talk: you get so lost in your head and your fantasy world. Ignoring all of your problems thinking they’ll be gone by time. You’re kind of neglecting the basics. Skipping meals, procrastinating and not sleeping. And your in this neverending cycle. This obsessive energy. You’re pretty lazy tbh. You give up easily. Ignoring all the hard tasks that life has been throwing you.
Stop making excuses like “I’m too tired” or “I don’t have time.”, bla bla bla. Stop this nonesense. Everyone sees through your shit, and it’s not cute anymore. it’s holding you back from the life you say you want. How are you going to have this dream life if your not putting your work? Shifting and law of attraction/assumption alone is not going to help you. You have to do physical work as well. You’re scrolling on TikTok liking and saving these videos about manifesting, tarot readings but don’t do shiiiiit. Did you even remember that you saved them???
Everything you have put in your mind you have to do it in the physical world. If you push past your limits you’ll attract many opportunities. You’re gonna have to do this step by step. Babe there is no shortcut.
A plant takes time to grow. But once you receive the abundance it’ll get easier to work. Manifesting will be easier. You’ll be more motivated by it.
🕊️pile iii
the moon, justice rx, death rx, nine of wands rx, the emperor rx, three of wands rx, ace of wands
Heyy bubs, are you okay :( Do you struggle with anxiety by any chance? There is this heavy and dark feeling compared to pile i and ii. I’m getting the feeling that you’ve been dealing a lot for a long time. There has been done injustice to you. You’ve been treated unfair your whole life. I sense that you’ve been bullied in your past, possibly by a dominant or authoritative male figure who constantly criticized and belittled you for no real reason. Heavy emphasis on „father figure“. Your childhood was rough. There was no safety in your home.
And this mean person has brought you down that you don’t see your self worth. Those nasty comments, like „no one likes you“ and „you’re worthless“ messed with your sense of self-worth, and now getting out of your comfort zone feels hard now. You might worry about being judged or feel like you always had to stay in the background instead of showing who you really are. You’re not stuck forever, even if it feels that way.
But here’s the thing: you do have the drive and potential to break out of this. I see this spark of hope. Even though you went through all this hardship, you somehow see a bright future in your subconscious mind. Like you’ve been telling yourself that all of the things you’ve gone through has made you a stronger and more resilient person.
I’m sensing that you have a plan leaving your home country to have a fresh start. Far away - somewhere where it’s warm. Maybe you live in a place where there’s no sunshine. It’s pretty grey and gloomy. You’ve been drawn to sunnier weather and maybe you’ve met people from those places and wondered why they seem so happy. That could be a reason for your attraction. And I can tell you: you’ll be a completely new person. A new version you’ve never seen before.
The last thing I want to tell you is don’t let anyone define you. You get to choose who you are and what your future looks like. Let go of the people who don’t support your growth, and do the things that make your soul feel alive. The right people, the ones who match your energy and appreciate the real you, will come into your life. You’ve got this honey!!
Damn, seeing pile i and ii… i was just ranting. Pile i got me fuming inside😡 It really brought my Aries moon to light. But it’s my way of showing affection hhhehehe. Hoped you like this reading💋
Hiii guys, I’m back… yeahhhh I was pretty unmotivated to do tarot readings the last few months. Sorry guys 🥲 I got myself a new tarot deck, hoping to get me out of a slump. Hope you like this reading and happy belated Valentine’s Day💘
Close your eyes, take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls you first.
pile i -> pile ii
pile iii -> pile iv
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🩰 pile i
three of pentacles rx, six of pentacles rx, two of cups rx, queen of wands
„let me be your safe space“
I’m hearing your fs want you to trust them and let them help you. You’re always the one offering support and being a shoulder to cry on. You rarely show your vulnerabilities and dislike being a burden. On the outside, you seem put together but you struggle internally. However, your fs believe in you and they’re there to help you overcome any obstacles.
🩰 pile ii
the lovers, four of swords rx, three of cups rx
„talk to me“
I have a feeling you already know this person or maybe they’re from your past life. Your fs wants you to share your thoughts. You seem so deep in thought, giving me Luna Lovegood vibes. This might also resonate with you if you like the colour blue. Anyway, back to the topic. Whenever they look at you they want to know what you’re thinking. You seem reserved but full of thoughts. It’s as if you want to open up but don’t know how. This person won’t judge you for anything you say.
🩰pile iii
queen of pentacles, seven of pentacles, ten of pentacles
„you ease my thoughts“
Hahahhha, you two are like fire and water. They seem chaotic but in a good way. They could be younger than you. However, they want to tell you your calming presence soothes their minds. They’ve been through a lot and you ground them. This relationship is likely to last a lifetime. I see you have a strong foundation and no one will break you apart. Both of you be animal lovers and even adopt one.
🩰pile iv
nine of cups rx, six of cups, the magician, two of cups
„don’t doubt yourself“
You always seem so unhappy with your life. You put yourself on a pedestal that makes you feel unreachable. You think you have to work hard and prove your strength to others and your future spouse to be accepted. You give me similar vibes to pile one. You care about others’ well-being but forget your own and now you’re unsure about your life’s direction. Your fs want you to live for yourself and create your dream life. No one else can define your life except you.