At this rate any time something in my life goes wrong I just automatically hear Cheated screaming and cussing in my head at the injustice and tbh it really helps
"Oh, I'm sorry, we just filled out that position."
"...But you said you would hold it for me for the week until I got what I needed."
"Yeah... sorry! We'll call you if anything else opens up."
Cheated in my brain: THOSE MOTHERFUCKING PIECES OF SHIT SAID THEY WOULD HOLD WHAT THE FUCK-
Things I got: depression, suicidal, insomnia, RSD (Rejection Sensitive Disorder, ADHD, potential Autism, APD (Avoidant Personality Disorder), Age Regression, and more
I am also a traumagenic and endogenic system
Warnings/tw: swearing, suicidal thoughts, major depression, family issues, crashing out, and other tagged things
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Credits: Song by @pukicho (why isn’t there a yellow D:) Borders by @gracesinner and divider by @lucydixon Lantern image by @cookierungames (where all of my crk gifs are from [unless they’re credited to someone else]) Layout by @kirakuurusu
So, the long and short of it is I think I might be cWil. Maybe. Sort of. Can't really tell, hence the blog. Think of it as a fun little ~experiment~ except I'm on the verge of an identity crisis the whole time. So nothing new really.
ANYWHO, hiya :D
I'm Wilbur, tho you can call me Wil for short
He/they pronouns pls, I'm demi bisexual, and an adult (early 20s). Got that autism swag as well as severe anxiety and depression (also possibly bpd but honestly who knows atp, one identity crisis at a time).
Also important clarifications here:
1) I do in fact support Wilbur Soot, but respect Shelby whole-heartedly. Here is my detailed explanation on why if you're interested, and note that anyone who just comes in to yell at me will be blocked without response.
2) Where I currently stand I believe I'm a fictionkin (specifically a psychological kin). Very new to it so please be kind. This is NOT roleplay. Any research/knowledge/advice ppl are willing to give I'm happy to receive!
3) If you know who I am irl/behind this account, no you don't, pretend you never ever saw this thx so kindly (unless you can be normal/supportive about it. then.... maybe idk)
4) Follow basic DNI criteria. I block freely (though not often) and I'm not the best at being social online so apologies if I randomly vanish or take a bit to reply, I don't mean anything by it
With all that in mind, feel free to chat with me! Preferably through asks/reblogs first before DMs, but I'd love to talk to others in the fictionkin/fictive communities! (Including doubles; I'd honestly love to talk to others that get the exact genre of what I'm going through.)
With that out of the way, enjoy the show folks and thanks for stopping by
Different Tags:
#wil speaks - Anything that's just me rambling
#wilbur retorts - When I respond to an ask/post
#experiment notes - Anything related to me trying to figure out what's going on up in my head
#your fiction my reality - For when I discuss how I feel about the canon writing/storyline of the DSMP (not necessarily in relation to me just the media itself)
#a past as solid as fog - For when I talk about my personal canon
#oh brother - Anything related to my feelings about c!Tommy
#the heart of the artist - My art tag (often angsty be warned)
#truest thoughts in the smallest words - My poetry tag
Also! Wasn't sure where to include this but if you are a c!Dream, c!Schlatt, c!Philza, or c!Eret fictive/fictionkin, feel free to say hello and chat but please be aware I don't have the fondest things to say about your source. I hold nothing against yourselves ofc (as long as you're polite anyhow), but I just wanted to put a warning out there so to avoid making anyone uncomfortable! Basically approach at your own risk lmao
TUMBLR I NEED HELP: Does anybody know where I can find/contact a youtuber by the name MindexonProjects? I just found their channel and they are SO TALENTED and I would love love love to talk to them about that little WS discography revamp project I had in mind because holy shit they are incredible
PLS PLS DM ME/COMMENT/REBLOG IF YOU KNOW WHERE I MIGHT BE ABLE TO FIND THEM