Can my mom please just fucking stop always acting like I’m neurotypical and not disabled and whatever other ideations she gets about me.
“I’ve taken you to every fucking doctor and you’re fine!” (Real quote) you mean the one that told you I’m disabled, the one that recommended an autism evaluation, or the one that told you I have major depression? You mean all the doctors that told you that I needed treatment because I am a low functioning person for so many fucking reasons???
I’m sorry that my disabilities are annoying and make life hard for you BUT ITS FUCKING HARDER FOR ME AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I’m sorry that you as a grown adult can’t handle that your child is hard to take care of BUT I LITERALLY CANT TAKE CARE OF MYSELF TO THE EXTENT THAT IS AGE APPROPRIATE AND MULTIPLE DOCTORS HAVE TOLD YOU THAT
I’m so tired of being held to the standards of a high functioning teenager my age and then having to listen to her get pissed off when I can’t do it sustainably or at all. It’s not my fault. It is not my fault that she and the world around her are setting me up for failure. But I have to deal with the outcomes. And eventually she gets to stop “dealing with me” (as she puts it) but I just have to live with this forever. But apparently it’s worse for her somehow.