Thaddeus x reader
Note: yes,I love Thaddeus 😭
I tried to highlight Thaddeus abandonment issues and his dark side so here's the final version,I hope you enjoy it 💋
Cw: obsession, stalking, thriller, manipulation, abandonment issues
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Twisted Love
The moon lies high in the sky, full of stars, illuminating the empty streets of Kowloon Hell with its tender light, where darkness reigns and the nights seem endless.
Lying on the edge of the main rooftop:
Thaddeus.
His head full of thoughts.
~HIS POV:
Loneliness isn't just a horrible feeling; it's a companion that doesn't leave. My mind replays my past, each abandonment reminding me of how fragile I truly am. It's the weight of how easily people I cared about left me, as if I were a burden in their lives. It happened many times before—people have come and gone, and each departure left a scar deeper than the last.
"Ah, little bunny," I say, closing my eyes as I visualize your pretty face.
Your existence haunts me. The way you laugh when I make a stupid joke makes my heart skip a beat. That’s strange because I’ve always been good at keeping my distance, but with you, it's different. I can't stay away from you.
When I feel alone, I remember your small hands touching my face—gentle, soft strokes caressing me. You treat me as if I were someone worthy of your love. That’s why sometimes I’m overprotective: you’re too precious, and I don’t want you to suffer.
It’s funny, isn’t it? I pretend to be the good guy around you... I pretend to be the good friend—when in reality, I want to take you away from everyone. I just want to keep you safe from anyone who could hurt you. I’m the only one who can give you what you need.
You said it yourself the other day as we were walking to the park:
"You're the only one who truly understands me."
The affection in your eyes, that smile—no one ever gave me that. And I told you, playfully, "That's because we're meant to be." You blushed, looking so cute. But I wasn’t joking. We are meant to be. Together. Forever.
Sometimes, when the cold breeze of my domain envelops me, I wonder if this is what I deserve—being abandoned, left to face this cruel world alone. But when those thoughts overwhelm me, you come to mind. You’re the light that chases away the monsters.
I want to be the only one to whom you give your attention, your warmth, your smiles.
What I feel is not love.
No, it’s something darker, deeper.
Something I can’t control, something lurking in the back of my head, a sickening feeling—it’s obsession.
You’re not aware of the way I hide in the shadows to capture a glimpse of you. You don’t know how many times I’ve climbed up to your room to watch you sleep... so peaceful and innocent.
Too innocent for this world. Too innocent for me.
You’re too pure to be with someone as dark and twisted as me, but I am a selfish man. I have no intention of letting you go, little bunny.
My heart wouldn’t bear the sight of you in the arms of another man.
Before meeting you, it felt like I was invisible to everyone... a shadow fading into the background. Just one step away from being forgotten. But you, with your kindness, taught me that even I matter.
Sometimes I wonder if you feel it—if you feel my twisted love for you. When you look at me, I see it in those pleading, soft eyes of yours.
You can’t deny it, little one. You’re attracted to me, I know you are. You’re just too afraid to admit it.
But don’t worry. I’ll keep playing the charming prince for now. After all, I’m good at it.
"You're so cute when you blush, little bunny."
I chuckle, teasing you. "I'm sorry for teasing you... but I can't help it. It's just too fun."
We'll keep playing the cat and mouse as long as you want. I don’t mind.
At least I get to stay close to you.
Sooner or later, you will succumb to your desires.
You will come to me.
You have to.
You need me as much as I need you.
And I’ll be more than happy to satisfy you, my little bunny.
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