hii !! i wanted to request hcs on how you think wanderer would react if his partner got jealous
i often see people depicting wanderer to be the more jealous one in the relationship and im curious about your take on the inverse
Jealousy, Jealousy。⋆。˚☽
Genshin Characters x jealous reader
Includes in this order -> Wanderer, Layla, Chiori, Cyno, Columbina, Lohen
a/n: I'm lowkey gonna add more characters to this
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Wanderer
He will notice faster than he lets on if you start acting off. He' very perceptive of your emotions because he cares a lot about you
Not the type to tease or make fun of you at all for being jealous
He has a history of abandonment and betrayal, so he understands your feelings a lot
Does secretly find it reassuring that you're afraid of losing him too. It makes him feel weird in a good way
He will bluntly say something like "You're really worried about them?"
His question is genuine, the concept of him even considering someone else when he already chose you is insane to him
Like he doesn't judge (partly because he also gets jealous sometimes even though he trusts you immensely) but he also knows that he's loyal to you
And he knows that you do trust him. He's done nothing to make you doubt him so he'll assume that it was either an outside cause or insecurity that caused you to feel that way
He will directly tell you that you have nothing to worry about because he's not interested in anyone else
If he weren't sure about you, you wouldn't be together in the first place
After that he will opt for non-verbal reassurance
Like he will definitely prioritize you (he already does, but even more-so), look to spend more time together even if it's just coexisting, go out of his way to do sweet things for you, etc.
He's terrible at initiating physical affection but he will do it if he thinks that it would help you
Imagine him hesitatingly asking if you want a hug
Will immediately agree if you ask for cuddles instead though
Don't call him out on being sweet, he will be embarrassed
Will try to subtly gauge your mood after a while, depending on whether you feel better or not he might bring back some of his sarcasm
NOT directed at your jealousy though, will never pick on something vulnerable
Loves you a lot and will try his best to reassure you
Layla
Will probably notice that something is off, even have a feeling of what it is, but doesn't want to jump to conclusions
Her own self-doubt makes her overly aware of other's feelings, but she also struggles to interpret stuff the right way
So she asks you directly. She cares so she wants to get to the bottom of this
If you admit that you were jealous she wouldn't know what to say at first
Someone caring about her this much is very blush inducing to her
Will be a little flustered but at the same time wants to reassure you as quick as possible
She's already the type to be really sweet to her partner and she will absolutely use this as an excuse to be even sweeter
Expect lots of affectionate words, she gets embarrassed saying them but she'll do it anyways
Also uses it as an excuse to nap and cuddle together
Chiori
Very straightforward once she notices that something up
Will ask you about it and will expect you to be honest. Her patience for unnecessary drama is thin
If you do lie she will give you one more chance to be honest by asking "are you sure?" but if you lie again then she'll lowkey just leave you be until you change your mind about lying or until you're over it
She's not one to press when you clearly don't want her to, and she will not blame you for wanting to avoid an emotional conversation, so she will trust you to handle yourself if you do go that route
Wonders if she did anything to make you feel like you can't confide in her and might bring that up in the future when your feelings have passed
Let's say you did open up though
She will take it seriously and will try to find out why you felt jealous
If the issue was a misunderstanding she'll clear it up and quickly move on, avoiding the same kinds of misunderstandings in the future by either reassuring you beforehand or just by communicating stuff better
If the jealousy stems from insecurity she'll definitely reassure you. She's very observant with her partners emotional needs
Has a habit of fixing problems at their source (not just in relationships, this is a general thing for her) so she might look more aloof than she feels
But she can be surprisingly affectionate when she realizes that you're upset so she's overall still pretty sweet. You can definitely tell that she cares
Cyno
It was because he was talking SO enthusiastically with this other person, you swear you've never seen his eyes shine this much (it was about a TCG Card)
Does NOT notice it on his own, he is way too dense
Because he doesn't realize the problem, he will accidentally make it worse
"Yes and not only is this person good at TCG, they also have the super rare card that I wanted to get for a while, they said they got it in a festival in Nod Krai, something about being forced to participate..."
Won't shut up about it
When you first tell him to please stop gushing about this person he looks at you in confusion
Gushing about this person?? In his mind he was gushing about TCG
Will apologize though, he would never make you intentionally sad and he really didn't mean to
Says that not even the best TCG player in the world would win his favor over you
Also he might have looked lively during the conversation about TCG with the other person, but it doesn't come close to how lively he looks with you sometimes (esp when you crack dad jokes like him)
Columbina
She will not notice for a while
If you start throwing hints, she will know that something is wrong, but not exactly what
It will randomly click for her
Imagine her tilting her head, asking "Are you jealous?" even though by then she already knows the answer
If you deny it she will just say "You are" and accept it as a fact. Once she knows, you can't fool her
If you do admit to being jealous she will lowkey be curious about it, asking you if you thought she'd leave you
She's not offended or accusatory or anything like that, just genuinely trying to understand so that she can best help you
Kinda giving therapy with her wordings
"What made you think that?"
Will reassure you by giving more affection, she'll lean on your shoulder and tell you that you worry too much in the calmest voice
Keeps this moment in mind and if you get jealous again in the future she'll point it out, but then also comfort you again
Lohen
Oh he WILL notice
And he thinks you're hot when jealous so he WILL make it worse on purpose
Usually he's the jealous and possessive one so he has to jealousymaxx you to make up for it
Leans in when hes talking with another person, smiles creepily charmingly, low voice, all that
To normal people it looks like he's threatening the other person. You're not normal and neither is he though, he is doing this on purpose.
He WANTS you to get mad at him
Has the most anticipating eyes when you angrily drag him away from the other person by his sleeve
Will absolutely tease
"Aww is my Darling jealous~?
"Stop calling me that and stop talking to that person"
"Stop calling you Darling or jealous?"
His masochistic ahh yearns to be slapped in the face by you, he's practically begging for it with his attitude
✦ Flins is the type to try his best to keep it cool when he has a crush. And he does a really good job as masking because his natural demeanour is pretty cool and composed. Unfortunately for him, his vision will act out in the most troublesome of ways...
✦ He doesn't even realise why its acting out and would immediately panic because he sees its caused you some harm.
✦ Like he'd be out in nasha town for the first time in forever because he's on the scout for a new shiny gemstone only to bump into you.
✦ As if on auto-pilot, he reaches out to hold you before you fall and begins apologising only to stiffen the moment his eyes land on yours...
✦ ...and oh he malfunctions.
✦ Not just him, but his vision which seems to send an electric current from his palm to yours. From the shock, you break apart from him.
"I must apologise... i didnt know... it would do that" Flins says hastily, a little pained at the sight of you getting hurt.
✦ Like this man would feel SO bad, he would literally pout without even knowing, his eyebrows furrowed and everything - to the point you apologise to him even though you did nothing wrong.
✦ He'll look like a puppy that's just been kicked to the curb (he doesn't even realise he looks this way btw).
✦ Flins understands his feelings for you, he thinks you're beautiful and he would love to get to know you better. And he has never so much as even THOUGHT to lay a single finger on you till he knows you properly. But today proved that he literally couldn't even if he wanted to and it sent him spiralling.
✦ Like he is well aware that he comes off cold and intimidating to the general public, but if he also shocked you every time you met/touched that would just scare you off even more!
✦ Will consult some of the ghosts about it, surley there are at least SOME electro vision holders amongst them?
✦ I can see him ditching his vision in his lighthouse on the days he knows he's going to see you because he cannot bare being the person to shock you and unwillingly classically condition you into saying away from him.
✦ To make up for the harm caused he'd bring you all sorts of things, snacks, jewelry, shiny things, maybe even a few prized possessions of his own.
✦ Like he's only shocked you ONCE and he'd be coming to you with things to apologise over and over again - but perhaps it was also just an excuse to see you?
✦ If he ever gets into a relationship with you, he'd have to let you know about the conundrum he's been faced with because he cant not have his vision - he's supposed to be protecting you, after all.
✦ Eventually his stress for the matter will wear off because he grows to feel comfortable around you, and wont be as nervous.
✦ There will be moments where you're shocked during a heavy make-out session but he'd probably apologise into your lips, unbuckle his vision and throw it aside before kissing you even harder to make up for it.
"Please pay it no mind... just give me more of your attention. I'll make sure to soothe away the pain, I promise"
cyno
✦ Cyno does NOT realise his feelings for you, his vision will do that for him.
✦ The first time his vision acts out is when he's comforting you from some bandit that had tried to steal from your shop that had just escaped.
✦ Being the general mahamatra, he took care of it, but being your friend, he came straight back over to you to offer you some comfort.
✦ Now, he's not usually touchy, but you seemed pretty startled by the incident, and you're also a close friend, so he doesnt think twice about pulling you in for a hug. You were literally holding back tears, how could he not?
✦ After 2 whole seconds of embracing, you're both zapped and Cyno pulls away with his eyes blown wide. He looks to his vision and then to you, and then he starts to realise how adorable you look.
✦ Like he would suddenly see you in a heart filter, with sparkles all around you with some cheesy romantic soundtrack playing softly.
"I apologise, I guess that may have been quiet a shock to you" he says it in a breathless whisper of some sort, like he's still taking in the whole revalation of what just happened and how insanely attracted he is to you right now.
✦ Your lips part in silence as you take in his joke, you can see him swallow down a lump in his throat. To his surprise, you start to giggle, your eyes crinkling in the cutest way as you wipe away at a tear from the corner of your eye. A tear that was once from fright that is now from his joke.
✦ At the very sight, Cyno's vision would falter even more, and it will send him a constant wave of shock, but he bears with it because he cannot, will not, stop staring at how pretty you look when you're smiling like that.
✦ I imagine thats enough for Cyno to go home and reflect on his feelings for you. And once he's understood it properly, he's locked in.
✦ Like he would fully embrace the way his vision malfunctions, and will nonchalantly shrug as he gives you another one liner he's prepared prior,
"I guess you could say the chemistry between us is... electric"
✦ Oh yes. He'd turn the heat up with his 'jokes', he has no shame now, why should he? And when he's ready to ask you out, expect another one-liner like:
"I feel a spark between us"
✦ When he's in a relationship I doubt it would ever spark up again - like this man is secure.
✦ Like he's probably already thought of multiple ways you could ever startle him enough to make him panic like that - he pre-thinks these things through in his spare time, trust.
✦ If he is ever taken off guard by you, you'd have to bare the electric shock like he does. Its almost a punishment for you for going out of line.
✦ He'd kiss you straight after and pat your hair back down that rose from the static.
genre. making out & slightly suggestive, gn! reader
— zhongli
alongside zhongli, you feel his presence instantly, it reminds you of a comforting and reassuring constant— a cradling you wholly worshipped as the bustle of the harbor behind you faded away.
"thank you for showing me this place," your eyes glow as you said softly, glancing up at him, "it's beautiful."
with you, zhongli can leave his stern demeanor behind for once and actually smile, wholeheartedly, his golden eyes warm just by the mere sight of you, "it is a place i often come to for reflection."
"i thought you might appreciate its tranquility."
feeling a sense of peace wash over you, you took in the serene surroundings— the gentle rustling of leaves and the soft trickle of a nearby stream creating a soothing melody as zhongli held you in his arms.
the moment felt perfect, almost surreal.
his gaze was intense, dragon eyes yet so tender when he looks at you.
before you could say anything, he leans in, his hand gently cupping your cheek to feel you on his cold skin— within this subtle second, the world seemed to pause as he fully leans in, his lips meeting yours in a slow, purposeful kiss.
it was unlike anything you had ever experienced before— his lips were soft, his tongue deep, and filled with a profound sense of reverence as he captured you.
your mind swirled with a mix of emotions as his kiss was turning measured, each movement precise and purposeful, as if he was savoring every second— almost as if he was scared you'd one day, disappear from his lonely, immortal life.
the experience he held in life and the time he's conquered was evident in the way he guided the kiss, controlled it, drew you in and made you feel cherished beyond words.
as he deepened the kiss, a heated curl crept up your cheeks, your shyness growing with each passing moment.
you couldn't help but feel self-conscious about your own inexperience compared to his practiced, almost ancient touch— yet, zhongli's gentle and patient approach made you feel safe and valued, as if you were the only person in the world.
— cyno
"ugh— today was exhausting," you exhale shakily, bound within exhaustion, yet your voice was barely above a whisper, not wanting to break the serene silence as you rested against cyno's shoulder.
and well, he? he simply looked at you, his eyes intense yet gentle, "indeed, it was," he agrees with a small smile playing at his lips, "but it was worth it, having you by my side Iimean."
the butterflies finish filling your stomach, and the spinning in your mind begins— fuck, you adore him so much, and the sincerity in his tone made your heart race, "i'm glad i could be with you," you replied, your smile tight to your teeth like you're holding back a grin, "thank you for taking me,"
before advancing, he takes your hand in his, his thumb gently caressing your skin, "there’s just something about you i cannot discern," he begins to ponder, his gaze never leaving yours, "that makes everything we do together feel special."
you knew what was coming— was this finally it? cyno has never kissed you before and beneath your nervousness, your breath hitched in anticipation.
his hand moved to the back of your neck, his touch firm yet controlled as he pressed you closer.
his lips met yours in a kiss that was anything but gentle— it was messy and raw, filled with a demanding passion that took your breath away— it's as if he was waiting, storing this bubbling energy and deep want inside his heart for the longest time.
it pained him, fuck, he wanted to kiss you a million times already.
cyno kissed you as if he couldn't get enough, his mouth moving against yours with an urgency that left you feeling dizzy— truly, you could feel the heat of his desire inside each kiss and lap of tongue, in the way he seemed to pour all of his stored up emotions into every movement.
you moaned softly against his lips, your hands gripping his shoulders for support as he continued his fervent assault on your plush lips.
cyno's kisses were unrestrained, a chaotic mix of tenderness and hunger that sent shivers down your spine, no, it was beyond that— well into the confines of your flesh, he took over as he nipped at your bottom lip, teasing you before deepening the kiss, his tongue exploring your mouth with a possessive fervor.
— diluc
the tavern was quiet after closing hours, even quieter after the last customer have left minutes ago as the dim lighting created a cozy, intimate atmosphere.
you actually favored this time of the night, especially when you helped your boyfriend diluc clean up the tavern, the clinking of glasses and the soft hums of the wind outside the only sounds that were almost as serene and familiar as his tender exhales.
in all honesty, he never wants you to help him, rather does he love watching you wait for him as he does all the work— yet he cannot lie, it makes his heart ten times faster when you really want to help him, just because you love him so much.
"thank you for staying to help," the master of the dawn winery says, despite a little awkward, yet his voice gentle as he wiped down the bar covered in wine, "you really didn't need to,"
"of course, diluc, no need to thank me," you reply, smiling at him. "i enjoy spending time with you, no matter what we do as long as we're together."
he glances at you in an almost shocked expression, like your little confession was struck inside his heart and carved there for eternity, a soft look in his eyes making your heart flutter, "there’s something about these quiet moments that i cherish too,"
you felt a warmth spread through you at his words, they're always so carefully selected, so passionately exuded, and you keep sneaking little glances over to him while he finishes off his task.
as you finished your own, you too noticed how diluc was watching you with a contemplative expression and before you could ask what he was thinking, he stepped closer, his presence magnetic, his smile intoxicating.
he exhaustedly huffs out before nuzzling his head in your neck while wrapping one large arm around your waist.
you giggle, welcoming him and stroking over his silken hair as his lips brushed against the sensitive skin of your neck, sending a shiver down your spine.
the touch was soft at first, almost hesitant, but as he felt you relax into him, his kisses grew more confident.
diluc’s lips moved with a slow, unhurried precision, each kiss a perfect blend of pressure and tenderness— beyond that, he seemed to know exactly where to place them, as if he had memorized every inch of your neck.
the sensation was eye crossing, a mix of warmth and electricity that left you breathless and at his total mercy.
you close your eyes, your fingers gripping his shirt as he continued— each kiss seemingly lasting an eternity when in reality, not long enough.
his mouth explores with a patience and care that enveloped you, all of his senses filled by your scent, the temperature of your body and your traces on his scalp.
the way he kissed you spoke volumes, a silent declaration of his feelings as the way you welcomed it made him feel safe.
when he reaches a particularly sensitive spot just below your ear, you couldn’t suppress a soft moan— and you're a sweating mess by now , yet diluc abruptly paused, his breath warm against your skin,
"did I hurt you?" he asks, concern lacing his voice.
"no," you whisper and tug him closer to you "it feels… incredible."
— kinich
"kinich," your breath hitches the moment you open the door to your bedroom and find yourself looking at the mysterious man you've barely known for a week, a hand over your heart signalizing your surprise.
"you scared me."
"apologies, my dear," he drawls, smirking, his voice smooth and calm, " i didn’t mean to frighten you, i would never intentionally do such."
"—although, i needed to see you,"
you smile at him, slightly awkwardly but granted, he did break into your home.
up till now, the tension eases as you placed your jacket on the drawer next to your bed, "uh, it's alright, it would be better if you could tell me next time."
kinich's gaze softens, a playful glint in his eyes, "so— you don't like when i surprise you?" he says, stepping closer, "the quiet of the night is a perfect time for surprises, no?"
you roll your eyes, feeling a warmth spread through you at his sudden nearness— he's so close, but what was he thinking? what games was he playing and were you even able to participate?
fuck, there was just something different about kinich tonight, a confidence in his demeanor that made your heart skip a beat.
and as he moved even closer, you could feel the intensity of his presence and his signature musk, his eyes immediately locking onto yours.
"you want me to show you my actual reason for coming here?" he toys with you, pinching your cheek.
shortly after, he closes the gap between you, his hand gently but firmly pressing against your lower back as with a swift, smooth motion, he guides you until you felt back against the soft mattress of your bed.
the suddenness of it took your breath away, catching you off guard and as you looked up at him, his eyes glow wide.
"I couldn't help myself, —couldn't get you out of my head," he whispers, his lips a hairbreadth away from yours, "you draw me in like no one else, you put a spell on me or something?"
without another word, he captured your lips in a kiss that was both confident and playful, a perfect blend of passion and control that marked the obvious in his personality.
his mouth moved against yours with a practiced ease, exploring and conquering with a fervor that left you wish for more, thighs clenching— not to mention the intensity of his kiss which was simply overwhelming, in fact, you found yourself surrendering to it, letting him lead you.
kinich's free hand found its way to your hip, holding you firmly against the bed as he deepened the kiss in no time.
for the first time, you could feel the strength in his grip, the possessiveness in his touch, and it made you both a little scared and excited.
beyond second thoughts, his lips were hungry, his kisses demanding and full of a restrained desire that seemed to build up with every passing second he wasn't able to see you.
you melt against him, your hands finding their way to his chest, feeling his abs tightly as his tongue lapped around your own in a masterful dance that left you yearning for more.
"you're irresistible," he admits bluntly before releasing his grip on your hips and sliding his palm lower, "—and every time i see you, i have to fight the urge to do this."
scenario : reader asks them "what are we?" when they had automatically assumed you were aware of their feelings towards you
trigger warning : none except everyone here being short, i hope
tighnari
before you even asked the question, tighnari had a bad suspicious feeling about you today
he lightly sighed while looking over some of his leftover paperwork
even during his "office hours", he couldn't help but notice the "sneaky" glances and pretty much everything he's ever known about nervous body language from you
"you ask the most intriguing questions whenever you're fidgeting like that. tell me, what is it?" he couldn't help the sarcastic tone even if he tried
but his half-joking tone helped you relax, tighnari seemed to have talent at naturally calming you down
okay, here goes nothing.
"what are we, tighnari?" you finally managed to ask him
he answered with absolutely no hesitation immediately
"you? a human if my memory serves. as for me, i happen to be a fennec fox hybrid."
"... tighnari..."
stops writing at your tone- that didn't sound like you were joking
you were being serious? no way...
tighnari looked straight into your eyes, expression conflicted
he furrowed his brows and kept eye contact to see if you were pranking him or something
"...you're joking right?" he asked, half hopeful that he wasn't the one jumping into conclusions here
"...no"
he looked speechless, but then he let out a sigh
"enlighten me on what exactly makes you confused on what our relationship is?" he was sure he made it crystal clear
"we... i don't know, i can't tell. that's why i'm asking you" disbelief was written all over his face at your answer
"i held your hand."
"you did."
"i hugged you before."
"yes?"
"...i gave you flowers i grew myself on numerous occasions."
"yes, i'm keeping them as a bookmark like you suggested."
tighnari's scowl deepened, trying his hardest not to look lowkey offended that you were still confused after all that
how could you even not know, everyone knew from the forest rangers crew so why didn't you?
never mind, you clearly needed confirmation
"... i believe i have romantic feelings for you and just until now i was under the impression that you were aware." your eyes widened at tighnari's blunt words
you noticed the pink flush in his cheeks when he finally had to admit
"geez, want me spell it out for you? need a contract or something?" despite his complaint, tighnari felt content with the way your expression showed clear signs of happiness
how could you not fall even deeper for him, when he looked that adorable with rosy cheeks and slightly downturned ears?
approaches you from his desk and sits next to you
places his hand on yours, lightly squeezing them
"well, how about you then? what am i to you?"
cyno ( general mahamatra )
cyno's face remains emotionless most of the times, everyone who ever met him would agree in a heartbeat
he also had this habit of keeping very, very unwavering eye contact on whoever he was talking to
you've heard many of his subordinates mention how scary and intimidating it was to face his stone-cold stare
and to your absolute horror, he looked the same as ever when you nervously asked something that's been on your mind for days and weeks now
"what are we, cyno?"
"..." almost as if frozen, cyno stayed silent and merely stared at you like he did every day
oh no, this was definitely not the reaction you were ready for
his gaze seemed a bit too heavy on you, especially with how his scarlet eyes were emphasized by the comforting darkness of midnight surrounding you
"i mean- what i meant was-" before you could finish your sentence, he blurted out, loud and clear
"are we not already dating?"
a painful silence followed
it was your turn to freeze now
already dating...? but...
"no?" you blurted out before you could control it
your heart dropped at cyno's normally stoic face clearly flashed signs of sadness
"wait no i mean- but you didn't... ask me out" you barely managed to ask
cyno blinked once, then twice
then finally for the first time, you saw the general mahamatra ever avoid your gaze and cough in a bashful manner
he awkwardly scratched his neck and looked away from you
were you imagining things, or does he look... super nervous right now?
your eyes nearly fell out of your socket, he looks so adorable...??
"i... thought you already knew, i apologize."
finally after a while, cyno fixated his gaze on you again and regained his posture
"i like you, (name). i'd like to date you... if you share my feelings."
god, he really is the prettiest boy, isn't he?
kaedehara kazuha
the moment you mentioned that you wanted to talk, kazuha gently holds your hand and stares lovingly with a soft smile on his face
"of course, love."
it wouldn't matter where he was or what he was doing, he'd always make time for you. always.
when he led you to a place where you could have privacy, your heart fluttered at how his hand never left yours
when you two were alone, kazuha turned at you
nods and looks at you with the most adorable look in his eyes
"yes, what is it, love?"
he didn't look... like this with others right?
"kazuha... what are... we?" you finally gained the courage to ask him
not surprised in the slightest at the question and finally connecting the dots as to why you looked so nervous
smiles and looks at you like you brought the moon to him
and to him, you did.
you brought the entire galaxy, staining, painting his world with the most beautiful of all colors he could've never imagined
which is why he feels slightly guilty that he's left you in the dark about his feelings
"what was my nickname for you, i wonder?" he smiled adorably
"...love?"
"yes, dear?"
you felt your cheeks flush at the unexpected answer, kazuha's soft giggle making your heart skip a beat
"i'm sorry for leaving it unclear." kazuha laces his fingers with yours
you stared into his eyes, unable to control the slight flush in your cheeks
kazuha couldn't stop smiling, just how beautiful and lovable were you? <3
with a soft giggle, kazuha placed a fleeting kiss on your hand
then another one on your forehead
"i'm yours as you are mine, love. if you'll have me."
scaramouche ( kunikuzushi )
"kuni... what exactly are we?"
"huh?"
he was sure he misheard that
he must have misheard that, right? tell him he's right and it was just a prank
outright glares at you when you stay quiet, looking at him all expectedly like you wanted an answer
god, stop looking at him like that... you look too cute it makes him feel all weird and warm inside, stop it-
of course you wanted an answer, everything with scara confused you the more you spent time with him
you were positive friends didn't act like... this
... but he also never confessed or anything of the sort
"you're telling me you're..."
realizes that you're serious, his face flushing in embarrassment and frustration
"god, how dense are you?" he sounded so disappointed, the tone of his voice irked you
"hey, you can't blame me for wanting disclosure, it's confusing!"
"how don't you know? you're doing this on purpose, aren't you?"
"what am i supposed to know? you don't need to act all weird and just answer like a normal person would- ouch!! what was that for?"
flicks your forehead damn hard
then, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you closer to him
you lost balance at his unexpected actions and stumbled into his chest
one arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you in closer to his slender body
you could barely breathe, you confusedly directed your gaze at him
but before you could say anything, scaramouche laced his fingers to yours, holding your hand a little too intimately than you expected
all words died in your throat
smirks at your reaction, holding your hand tightly now
"do you hold other guys' hands like this?"
"what- no!"
"hmm, i wonder why." you could almost hear the smirk from his voice
again, you opened your mouth to say something but was silenced for the second time
"then do you do this with other guys?" his husky voice whispered
grabs the back of your head with his free hand, then leans in
before you knew it, his lips were on yours
it was as though time itself has stopped that moment
you finally eased into his kiss, squeezing his hand back
scaramouche stared at you after pulling away
then smirked way too arrogantly than you'd have liked to see
...like he was proud of himself
deeply satisfied with how baffled and shy you looked, it was even better for him when you turned your gaze away to avoid his violet ones
he grabbed your chin and made you look at him, letting out a low laugh full of satisfaction
"figure out "what we are" yourself now, would you, darling?"
synopsis: you and your boyfriend hardly ever fight, so what happens when you finally have one?
❥- including : tartaglia (childe), cyno, kaeya, wriothesley
❥- note : hi guys !! sorry if this post is kind of shit, i kind of rushed it. i hope you guys enjoy regardless <3 reblogs are appreciated !!
content warnings : sfw, fem!reader, ageless + blank blogs dni, angst, arguing, hurt with comfort, use of pet names (baby), fluff, dumb fights, lots and lots of fluff at the end.
♡ TARTAGLIA (CHILDE)
you and childe hadn’t spoken for much of the day, and this was due to an argument that happened between you two just before you sat down for some breakfast.
it was stupid, genuinely.
childe had completely misinterpreted something you had said that morning. you were talking about one of your friends and their relationship. for some reason, childe thought you were comparing your relationship to the one your friend had, and it made him question if he was doing enough to make you happy. one thing led to another, and the two of you bickered over the encounter. you tried to explain yourself, but your boyfriend, being the stubborn man he was, didn’t bother to listen and went off on his own accord.
you and childe hardly had any fights. they would usually resolve after an hour or two, but you hadn’t seen him all day. part of you began to grow worried from his sudden absence. did he go out and do something to hurt himself? was he with somebody else? no, there was no way childe would ever cheat on you. he didn’t even look in another woman’s direction when he saw you that day.
it wasn’t until sunset when childe had finally returned home to you. he had a few scrapes on his arms which seemed like they came from him battling another enemy, but regardless, he seemed to be in one piece. you were very relieved to see that he was fine. it made you run into his arms the moment he came into the door, which took your boyfriend by surprise. he was under the impression that you were still pissed off at him for the shit that he had pulled early on in the day. he knew he was wrong and he should have apologized, but he didn’t know how to put it into words. sometimes he wished he wasn’t so air headed.
his arm went around your waist, bringing your body closer to his. the smell of his skin made you calm down. “i thought something bad happened to you..” your eyes didn’t move from the floor.
childe could sense the worry that was in your voice. he shouldn’t have done that to you. he would never want to make you feel scared or put you under the idea that he would leave you. he wasn’t going to ever leave like that again, ever. “i’m sorry, baby..” he whispered, running his fingers along your backside. “i’m such an idiot.. i shouldn’t have said that shit. i love you way too much to hurt you..”
you lifted your head to meet his ocean blue eyes. he had this frown on his features. you could see how guilty he felt for putting you in such a position. no matter what, you would always be in love with childe. no small argument would make your feelings for him shift, ever. you knew he could be stubborn at times, and honestly, so could you. all that mattered to you in the end was that you two made up and forget the whole thing. “it’s okay.. i still love you, okay?” you smiled at him, which made his heart skip a beat.
childe couldn’t help but smile, too. he leaned towards you and planted a kiss on your lips. he didn’t ever want to see you frown again. he would do anything to see a smile on your pretty face. “let me make up for it.. how about we take a bath together, hm?” he questioned, raising his eyebrows.
you nodded your head. “sure..” you grinned.
♡ CYNO
you didn’t expect cyno to get upset earlier.
cyno was in a bit of a rush that afternoon. he had a lot of things to tend to as the mahamatra, so he typically had a busy schedule. at the time, you had no idea that he had to be somewhere at a certain hour, so when you saw your lover wandering around aaru village by himself, you decided to go and talk with him to ask how his day was.
he kept his responses to you a bit shorter than usual, but that’s how he usually was. cyno was more the type of man to listen more than he did talk, but the more you kept speaking, the more he grew somewhat irritated. he had to meet with candace and discuss something that had occurred on his way there. he had to return as quickly as possible, though, because there were several people who needed his help out there.
cyno had accidentally snapped at you, which in turn made you fire back at him.
it was very out of the ordinary for him to ever get angry with you. cyno was very patient, and he was especially with you. he was never the kind of man to be rude to you or yell at you, ever, so this threw you off completely. before he could even apologize, you left and went back to the place you two shared together.
he didn’t return home until later that night. he had been thinking about what he had done all day, and it made him feel guilty for being that way towards you. you were his girlfriend. he loved you more than anybody else, and he managed to hurt your feelings because he was unable to control his very own. cyno hoped you wouldn’t want to leave him. anxiety plagued him the entire day. he wondered if he would return back to you and find that you deserted the home you two stayed in.
much to his relief, you were lying in bed. you were turned on your side that was facing the window which exposed the vast desert outside. he sat down beside you and watched as your eyes fluttered open at the sudden weight taking over the bed.
“i’m sorry..” cyno whispered, looking down at you with amber eyes.
you sat up, crossing your legs on the mattress. you didn’t think he would come back being so apologetic, but you couldn’t help but forgive him. it did hurt your feelings a lot, but he was dealing with so much. it didn’t excuse what he did, but you two never fight. he wasn’t argumentative everyday. “it’s okay.. i just felt like shit for bothering you. i should have considered your schedule..” you didn’t want to look at him, but he tilted your chin to look into your eyes.
cyno leaned in and hugged you, which took you by surprise. “no need.. i was an asshole for not controlling myself. you didn’t deserve any of that..” he squeezed your body. “i love you.. i hope you can forgive me.”
your hand rested on his shoulder blade. his skin felt warm from the blazing heat of the sun that he was under constantly. “i love you too..” you spoke. “i can forgive you, no worries.”
♡ KAEYA
you and kaeya had been dating for quite a while. since you were his girlfriend, there were some things that you needed to get accustomed to in the relationship.
especially kaeya’s drinking habit.
you didn’t mind that he would go off to the bars some nights to have a few drinks with his friends. hell, you did it a few times yourself with your own friends, but it became an issue when he would come late to your dates due to him being hungover the next day. you knew he couldn’t help but sleep an extra hour or two through the morning, but it had happened a few times and it led up to an argument occurring between you. you claimed it was a bother to you and he wasn’t being considerate of your time and energy.
what made it worse was kaeya usually was the one to make these plans, so for him to just not show up, it felt unfair to you. if he knew he was going to drink a lot, why would he continue to make plans with you the next day? it didn’t make any sense to you whatsoever, and you were tired of him either not showing up or having to go to his house to wake him up.
when you stormed out of his house and the door slammed behind you, kaeya felt immediate regret plaguing his chest. he did everything for you in the relationship and you did the same for him. he felt like he was an idiot for letting his drinking habits get a hold of your relationship. he didn’t have a drinking problem by any means, but he knew when he had too much he wouldn’t want to do anything the next day. you were right. it was unfair of him to miss out on spending quality time with you. he didn’t want to make you feel unimportant or a second priority. kaeya loved you more than life itself. how could he hurt the one person he poured his heart and soul into?
he gave you a bit of time to blow off steam. he knew chasing after you could escalate things further, so he decided to leave you alone for the rest of the day. however, he wasn’t about to let you both go to bed angry with each other.
so, when he showed up at your doorstep with a bouquet of flowers, you were quite surprised. you didn’t think kaeya would even bother making an effort to talk things through with you, but he was standing there with an apologetic expression. “can we talk? i understand if not.. but i just don’t want you going to bed pissed at me.” he clutched the flower stems in his hand, hoping you would hear him out.
you nodded your head, inviting him into your home and watching him step inside. kaeya then turned to face you, handing the flowers in your direction. they were your favorite, lamp grass. you loved the way they glowed in the dark. “kaeya.. i’m-“ you started, taking the flowers from him.
“i’m sorry.. i didn’t mean to keep missing out on our dates. i was a shitty boyfriend for keeping up with my behavior, and i shouldn’t have been doing that in the first place.” he cut you off, shocking you. “i love you, (y/n), and i don’t want you to think otherwise.”
you stood there for a few moments in silence. you weren’t sure what to say to him, but you could sense his genuine energy in his voice. “i forgive you..” you said, lifting your eyes to meet his. “i don’t want it to happen again, okay? i love to spend time with you and i don’t wanna feel like you dislike my presence.”
he took your free hand into his, placing a soft kiss on the top of it. he had been a gentleman since day one and it seemed like that attribute of him never left his personality. “i love seeing you more than anybody else, please don’t think you’re a burden. i’d do anything to spend any waking moment with you by my side, okay? i won’t ever do it again.” kaeya replied, stepping closer to where you were standing.
you smiled, pressing a kiss on the side of his cheek. he loved how soft your lips felt against his skin. “i appreciate that..” you sounded much happier, which relieved him.
kaeya wasn’t going to do that ever again. he could never lose you, ever.
♡ WRIOTHESLEY
wriothesley was quite a busy man. it was something you knew you were signing up for when you started to date him a few months back. his job was tiring, exhausting even. he had a huge responsibility on his shoulders to carry, and sometimes it stressed him out more than he would like to admit.
it seemed like that stress began to reach its breaking point, because wriothesley hadn’t been acting right over the last few days. you assumed he was just dealing with his job, so you decided to try and see if venting would have any relief to your boyfriend. you two had done it many times before when things got a little hectic in your personal lives. plus, you both trusted each other greatly. you didn’t think he would have an issue with it.
well, you were wrong, unfortunately.
when you made the attempt to speak to your boyfriend about what was wrong, he had a serious attitude, and things escalated to you two both having a fight. you didn’t like the way he was speaking to you and he was becoming upset with you for no reason at all. all you had asked him was if he wanted to talk, but it seemed like that question alone must have ruffled his feathers.
you two never fought, so this had completely blindsided you.
wriothesley then left for work, leaving you by yourself in the apartment you lived in. it wasn’t your intention to make him angry with you. all you wanted to know was what was troubling him to make him feel so overwhelmed. that fact crept up on wriothesley immediately after he entered his office at the fortress. he shouldn’t have snapped at you that way. it wasn’t right, nor was it excusable. he was the one person who was supposed to make you happy, not hurt.
a few hours later, he returned home a lot earlier than usual. things were slow at the fortress, so he decided to leave early and try to patch things up with you. he found you sitting on the couch with a book in your hands, seemingly trying to read away what had happened earlier between you. you were a bit taken back to see him standing in front of you, but you didn’t know what to say to him.
“i’m sorry.. i was out of line earlier.” he broke the silence between you. it was like popping a balloon. “i get it if you’re pissed at me.. i can give you space if you’d like.”
you sat there for a few moments. you closed the book in your hands and placed it on the wooden table in front of you. wriothesley was right. he shouldn’t have been that much of an ass to you. you didn’t deserve such treatment, but you loved him. he was never like that towards you and your friends had told you before that random fights are normal. “it’s okay.. i forgive you.” you replied, standing up to go in front of him. “please.. just promise me you won’t do that again.”
his hands went to cup your cheeks. his thumbs brushed against your smooth skin. you could see how guilty he felt for doing what he had done. “i promise.. i swear, (y/n), i’ll never do that again. i could never hurt you like that, ever again.” he looked down at you with sincerity on his features.
you leaned in to hug him. wriothesley inhaled the fresh scent of your shampoo and felt immediately calmed from your touch. he loved you, dearly. he could never do that to you again and he vowed to never pull a stunt like that with you ever again.
Hi! it's my first time requesting. Can you do Yandere Cyno with fem reader who loves his jokes, he's just a lil silly + cuddles pls ❀(*´▽`*)❀ (p.s. i like your drawings :3)
sorry, nothing really yandere here 😶🌫️
I’m gonna go update the master list in a day or two. It’s been quite a while. 😼
(This might be OOC. I don’t know Cyno much outside of fanart I see—which is usually dad jokes)
Set just before the events of the Sumeru archon quest/coincides with some of the questline. Fluff, kind of e2l but the lovers is more subtext, I suppose.
A lot of identity politics and xenophobia from the Akademiya. Semi-brainwashing from the Akasha Terminal.
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『 The air crackled, sunlight glinting off the blade that sliced through limbs with no-uncertain ease. "You are wanted by the Akademiya; any resistance is futile. If you do not come willingly, I will bring you to justice by any means necessary."
For a moment, there was little to no expression on her face. Whatever shock had been in her system had boiled away, leaving a state of apathy behind he wasn't particularly familiar with. It was pleading, begging, anger and desperate fury that he reckoned with and grown to expect - not this unwavering stare of her eyes into his.
"Is this how you repay people who save your life? You threaten them with 'justice'?" The curl of her lip was sharp; he knew it was out of disgust. "Who are you to accuse me of committing a crime?"
"The General Mahamatra."
It was Six Cardinal Sins within which he operated, dared to hold his head high to. But, it was when those sins blurred into something man-made, something erring on the side of human arrogation, that his own steadfast rules began to judge him on the order of ma'at.』
The rainforest or the desert. Justice or impudence. A Potter or the General.
There was little on Earth that Cyno may consider being affected by, and even less of such that he might admit to being worthy of a reaction.
The desert cared little for these distinctions other than to challenge them. To it, he was as insignificant as the sand of which bled between his toes, scorched the calloused skin with an eagerness to toughen what was already wrought with thickness. Perhaps there was meaning to him, a collective that his lonesome gave meaning to - a grain in the system that bonded with the molecules of the others.
But he was insignificant, still. It didn't matter if the sun might scorch him to ash under its unflinching light.
A hiss escaped through gritted teeth. Ordinarily, he would traverse the desert at night when the temperature was more favourable, less deadly. This time, he had to make an exception. He only had two days before his duties beckoned him to return and the pouch he had dropped could be retrieved.
If he was less sentimental he might have let it sink into oblivion and become entombed with the rest of the Scarlet King's bounty.
Only… Collei had hand stitched it for him: an almost crude coin pouch that barely held more than a few thousand mora. Really, Cyno cared more for its thought than its beauty.
Hence, he used what little amount of free time he had to retrace his latest hunt - wherein he had tracked down a scholar who had made off with a sizeable amount of the treasury fund.
It was foolish and desperate. So desperate that he felt something akin to pity when the man sobbed, echoing words on how he had squandered himself into unimaginable debt to pay the Akademiya tuition fees. It was nothing he had not heard before, but the manner in which the man pleaded - forehead to his feet and snot dribbling over the curves of his trembling lips - made Cyno truly linger on how consuming debt can be.
The sun beat down harder, made the nape of his neck itch where it slithered through the cover of fabric. No matter his preparations, the burning heat would make itself known in every crevice possible.
So, he carried on walking with the Akasha Terminal in his ear, informing him that there were only 15 minutes left until he arrived. He breathed a little easier when the destination finally came into view.
The pouch remained untouched, buried only minimally in the sand. Its meager contents of 514 mora hadn't attracted any attention, he thought to himself in mild amusement.
His fingers brushed against the scalding metal clasp, poised to reach under and extract it from its bounds-
The ground gave way.
It was as mundane as any day would get within the God King Amun's empire. The sandstorms had become more frequent in intensity, but not enough to discourage the millings of the people, to dampen the sounds of sellers announcing their wares and hagglers wittling down their prices to a fraction of the cost.
Today, he had to purchase more scrolls. They could not be subpar, and certainly not anything less than reinforced papyrus that soaked up ink with a voracious appetite but didn't allow it to bleed uselessly into surrounding fibres. These scrolls were going to hold the words of his Lord, after all.
The staff in his hands was more decorative in this moment, a mere symbol of what it meant to strike down onto dry Earth and crumble what trembled beneath. He had no intention of using it, yet dozens of eyes followed with a subtle drag that betrayed their weariness.
He did not bother with reassurance.
The bows of heads followed like a wave through his passing footfall- soft in its lulling gesture but emboldened in the undercurrent of his power. It were as if they were compelled by an invisible hand, divine fingers tugging at the strings in a realm everyone was too unworthy to see yet blessed enough to experience.
He didn't think he was worthy of such respect. There was little he did other than his duty of remaining faithful; which was to say that he lingered in this space undefined between the celestial and the mortal. Not yet ascended whilst comfortably above commonality. A precarious middle.
Still, he had the humility to acknowledge the people with a sweeping gaze. As a priest, who was he without the people to share his gospel to? A retainer of the God King was only as good as its capabilities in engaging the people, after all.
He continued his walk with this single minded dedication. Papyrus scrolls. The store with the most quality product was sheltered in this area among the towering golden bricks and intricate bead curtains that adorned the entryways.
"Mister. Excuse me, Mister!"
This voice was in his head - so loud and piercing that he could not help but wince.
"Are you awake? I can't tell…"
He blinked-
No. Cyno blinked.
The world around him dissolved like sand bleeding from between cracked fingers. Whatever respite he had found in another's world was gone, leaving him in the borderlands of consciousness and awareness.
Ah. His head pounded like a rod was pushed between his tender ears.
Above him, a blurred mirage of a woman stared down with a furrow between her eyebrows - analysing him like one might a choking child after the incident. He supposed there was little distinction right now between him and that notion, especially with the sand that caked his throat and left him hacking up what had lodged itself deep.
"Please, have some water," she insisted, pressing a cool leather skin pouch into his fist. It was heavy with fresh water, and he barely managed a croaked word of gratitude before swallowing a good few mouthfuls of grains and liquid.
The sharp pain echoed throughout his cranium, lodged itself firmly between his ears until he could only grit his teeth in the hopes of diverting some tension. When his body had first become a vessel, these kinds of migraines had plagued him day after day, and night after night; Cyno wasn't appreciative of reliving it.
At least he had the clarity of mind to not drink the whole pouch - though he was greatly tempted. "Thank you," he managed, gaze falling to his dirt-dotted cream tunic. 'What happened,' he wanted to ask but, oddly, could not bring himself to say. It had felt so real, the faces of the masses warm and tangible if he'd extended his hand - let his fingers graze over their clothes…
"You activated something," she said. "It looks like it has Hermanubus' seal."
Oh. "I see." He swallowed again, thick and coagulated. "I didn't see anything."
The pouch was in his pocket; he didn't remember putting it there. Nonetheless, it was as heavy as it had been in the beginning.
"Can you stand? I brought you to a cave, but there is wenut activity close by and I'm worried they will try to attack."
Luckily, he could. The vertigo was mild, if a little disconcerting. "I am fine. Your concern is kind but unnecessary."
"I think it is quite necessary, especially when you were not responsive for a good five minutes."
Cyno had the sense to not argue. Rather, he pinched the corners of his eyes to collect whatever particles had inched their way into the ducts, and wiped them clean. The fuzziness at the corners had dissipated, leaving behind the clear set face of an elegant woman - one that the Akasha was readily scanning.
"Where are you from?" She continued to speak, eyes following his as they carved over her face, analysed each of her features as though he might erect a statue in her likeness. "You look like you're from the south of the desert."
How strange. She was right.
He didn't realise that was so easily discernible.
Then, the Akasha clicked - glowed such a stark red that it nearly blinded him. 'WANTED CRIMINAL!' it warned, flashing in his mind's eyes with an intensity meant to spur him to action. 'Wanted for theft and destruction of Akademiya property. MUST BE APPREHENDED!'.
"Hello?" She tried again, waving her hand to try and gather his attention. In her eyes, he must have looked like a helpless, dizzied animal - one with middling clarity right up until his staff pressed drew static in the mere millimetres left between her delicate skin and its sharp, metallic edge. "Wha- Why are your raising your weapon?!"
The air crackled, sunlight glinting off the blade that sliced through limbs with no-uncertain ease. "You are wanted by the Akademiya; any resistance is futile. If you do not come willingly, I will bring you to justice by any means necessary."
For a moment, there was little to no expression on her face. Whatever shock had been in her system had boiled away, leaving a state of apathy behind he wasn't particularly familiar with. It was pleading, begging, anger and desperate fury that he reckoned with and grown to expect - not this unwavering stare of her eyes into his.
"Is this how you repay people who save your life? You threaten them with 'justice'?" The curl of her lip was sharp; he knew it was out of disgust. "Who are you to accuse me of committing a crime?"
"The General Mahamatra."
A sudden laugh coloured the air, one that made his fingers tighten (and then loosen) around the laminated shaft before it lowered. "You? The General? You couldn't even save yourself from a simple domain. If you are the General, then the Akademiya is truly built on iniquity."
Cyno gave no reaction. "Your opinion matters little," he surmised, unbothered by the disdain with which she bore holes into his skin. "I advise you save your energy for the journey back."
If he was honest, he'd never heard such colourful curses and imaginative insults. Had he not had his heart hardened through years of criminal dealings, he might have snapped back at some of them - especially at the ones where she picked apart every little thing he did - down to the space between his toes.
(Cyno hated to admit that he consciously tried to hide his feet from her after that.)
The Matra had prepared a cell beforehand, a simple thing with a slightly softer pillow than normal. She had rescued him, after all, and no good deed could go unrewarded - or unpunished, as she had irritably put it.
"Your case will be judged by the Matra before you are put to trial," he told her, deftly undoing the bounds around her wrists. While she had made no move to run away, they were loosely placed as precaution. "If you wish to confess to anything, call for one of the Matra, and they will answer."
She scoffed. "Confess… You assume my guilt before the trial has even began. What happened to innocent until proven guilty?"
"The Akasha Terminal does not flag people without due regard."
"That sounds like you will beat a confession out of me."
Cyno merely pulled the bounds away, making sure that they had not marked her skin. "That is against our code of conduct. No one will lay a hand on you."
"How reassuring. I'm sure your code of conduct is as moral as you are."
Somehow, he didn't think she was complimenting him.
"If you require anything, let someone know and you will be tended to."
He turned to leave, only to catch the thick wad of spit she had spat at his feet. It landed with an alarming accuracy, mere centimetres away from brushing against his bare skin.
Cyno stepped aside and continued onwards. She did not look over her shoulder, nor did she care to regard him with anything more that same vitriol that he had incited with his actions. The weight in his chest mattered not - not when he knew his terminal did not falsely flag. The right of her aid did not overturn the wrong of property destruction and theft.
His conviction rate was 100% because of his diligence and discernment; Innocent was not a word in his proximity.
Hence, he squashed the guilt that ebbed within him. There was much worse in this world than a scorned woman.
The other Matra had offered to be the ones to investigate her case; it was menial and something that he would not normally concern himself with, yet he had declined on no other basis other than he had some personal interest in it. No, he did not tell them this; yes, he was piling up uncompleted paperwork in his office, but he found it of no dire consequence.
For someone that had incited such shocking reaction to his Akasha - the scarlet that was primarily reserved for some of the more dangerous outlaws in Sumeru - her home had little to no security. There were the few locks imbued with elemental energy, nothing more difficult to open than a box of chocolates with his electro vision, but it was scarce otherwise.
Regardless, Cyno made no habit of lingering in people's spaces, and certainly not in women's houses. He kept his gaze straight, tried not to stare at the congealing glass of milk on the kitchen counter before he caved and dumped it out (since it was too cruel to let it turn into a mound of festering mould).
He looked for where the elemental energy was the most concentrated, following the faint trails until he was inside of her bedroom.
While he told himself that it was merely business, and he had a duty to uphold, he could only sigh. Why the bedroom? he thought to himself almost petulantly, trying not to catch the eyes of the embroidered tapestries hung on her walls. Why not the cellar, or the attic?
It was a small house on the seam between the Ashavan Realm and the Wall of Samiel. Nestled perfectly against the backdrop of Caravan Ribat, it was the perfect place to buy and sell canned knowledge with ease - with a swiftness that wasn't easily afforded elsewhere in Sumeru.
To think, she might have gone unnoticed for much longer had she not been out in the desert that day.
(And he might not have made it out unscathed, though, he preferred not to dwell on that).
The elemental energy was the strongest in her bedside drawers. It hummed in his ears, low and obnoxious in its continuous drone. Cyno opened the drawer - only to be met with rows of neatly folded undergarments.
What an underhanded tactic.
He'd done worse. Seen worse. Tackled worse.
His hand hovered over the clothes, stayed there like it couldn't bear to move a single millimetre closer.
Shit. He should have let the Matra do it instead of insisting.
With a resigned sigh, he took a deep breath and plunged his hand in. His teeth were gritted, as though the cotton fabric might breathe its own air and break through skin with gnarled incisors. Cyno pressed his fingers to the base of the drawer, feeling for where the capsule might be, before realising it was a hollow bottom.
It was with much mortification that he removed all the garments. He did not look at them as much as he tried not to disturb them - which was to say he plucked at them like they were the most delicate thing on Earth.
The hollow bottom gave way with a strong tug, revealing three glowing green capsules. The hum grew louder, the concentrated dendro bringing about a faint autumn leaf scent. Cyno collected them as quickly as possible, haphazardly putting everything back where it was. While he doubted she would return for quite some time, he didn't want to give off any impression that he was a pervert.
Being called a traitor was easy to deal with. A sexual deviant? Not so much.
'History of the Wall of Samiel IV; Bartering in Aaru Village; Legends of the Three God Kings XI'.
All three of them were reported missing.
They were hardly anything worth hiding, and certainly not something worth getting prison time over. Time and time again, he was faced with crimes that had everything to lose and very little to gain. What benefit was there to stealing such impertinent canned knowledge? They wouldn't yield any profit, nor would people go out of their way to buy them discounted.
Evidently, he thought with a subtle shake of his head, some people couldn't keep themselves away from trouble until it snowballed.
Once he had left the four walls of her home, the scent of autumn leaves intensified - pulled him towards the back garden where an outdoor stove smouldered with the embers of a pyro flower's core underneath it. The cast iron pot was singed, black along the bottom with thickly caked soot.
Dendro shimmered within, powdered glass telling of something that had been crushed and crumbled into its simplest form. When he dragged a finger through it, he knew instantly that it had been a capsule shimmered within, powdered glass telling of something that had been crushed and crumbled into its simplest form. When he dragged a finger through it, he knew instantly that it had been a capsule.
"These were found in your home."
She cast him a sideways glance, as though he were barely worth the effort of turning her head. "I've never seen them before."
The claim was so outlandish that Cyno was momentarily stunned. Out of all the things she could have claimed, she claimed ignorance? There was no man, woman or scarab beetle that didn't know what canned knowledge was - not when the Akasha system was as ingrained in Sumeru's everyday life as it was.
"Is that so?" He asked sceptically. "They were hidden in your bedroom, where you are the only occupant of the house."
"Conducted some research, did you? Did you have fun being a pervert?"
He pursed his lips imperceptibly. "You cannot hide something with such concentrated dendro energy. Not even Allogenes can conceal it." When she didn't move, he spoke again. "Being tight-lipped will only lead to harsher punishment. If you co-operate, there is potential for your sentence to be less severe."
She turned her back to him completely. "I'm not convinced on the word 'potential'. What do you want me to admit to? Someone could have framed me; I live in an area where travellers pass through daily."
"Perhaps in an alternate world ," Cyno said, "Your elemental signature is on these capsules and there was a pot in your garden that suggests destruction of property."
"Suggests," she emphasised, " and I am not a vision bearer."
"Everything has innate elemental energy."
Her scoff rang loudly against the stone walls. "So why bother questioning me? You have the evidence. Are you here to provoke me to anger instead? I cannot stand the sight of you."
"I wish to know why you have them. Did you intend to use them? Sell them?" Cyno stood against the bars of her cell, faced with her back and the scent of damp that clung to every inch of this space. No matter how vigorously it was scrubbed, the everlasting spores of fungi were more persistent.
"I don't use that bullshit Akasha Terminal. People like you who rely on it are incapable of intelligent thought; everything must be spoonfed to you, and you believe whatever nonsense has been injected into your brain without question." Her anger was bright, so heated in its intensity that the room felt a little warmer afterwards.
Wow, he thought to himself, she has quite the opinion.
"Then why do you have them? They are worthless on the black market."
Stilted silence hung between them, the canisters glowing faintly green in the pouch that they were held in. She had yet to even acknowledge them. "I refuse to speak with you."
"That is fine. However, the other Matra have different tactics to make you talk."
"They can beat me all they like; I have nothing to say."
Every conversation with her was like pulling out his own teeth. "That isn't what I meant."
"Can you get out?"
Finally, Cyno relented. The Matra would not dare raise a hand or a weapon to her, but they needed an admission of guilt. There were rules in place to prevent any undue cruelness, but that did not mean that the others would be kind, or even patient.
He'd get to the bottom of this no matter what.
All her income came in clean - a regular civilian that sold her pottery and utensils to those who travelled along the worn path towards Caravan Ribat. Her taxes were done well in advance, every last mora accounted for with receipts, and there were no criminal convictions on her record aside from this pending case. For all intents and purposes, she was a law abiding citizen that had migrated from the desert to the forest a few years ago.
On paper, this was a case that should have been open and shut. She possessed stolen goods and had subsequently ground them into spot and ash, hence the destruction of Akademiya property.
Yet, there was no MO.
Very rarely did people do things with no motive. Even spur of the moment crimes had a reason why, something that ignited that spark towards action - whether it be anger, a lapse in judgement or simply because they wanted to.
As she had said, she seldom used her terminal. It had been used less than five times since its activation three years ago, and each time was for less than ten minutes. A few uploads of legally bought canned knowledge had been completed, all of them containing information on the habits of tribes in the desert. There was nothing else.
He had let her Akasha play through the information, trying to find what had prompted her to covet these specifically.
Nothing.
Cyno could only return to the office and write out another form with little updates. If only she would talk without being roundabout or down right hostile, but he knew that he'd left that possibility behind long ago.
The three capsules mocked him with their dull green. He'd played them through, wondering if there was something hidden within their faintly glowing exterior.
No such thing.
Bartering in Aaru village had consisted of transcribed conversations between patrons and merchants, with aside dialogue given on how the customs worked and on how to avoid being conned out of extra money. Legends of the Three God Kings had been run of the mill, too, with information mostly centring the Greater Lord and her feats of courage involving the desert and the other two Gods.
The only one that had seemed slightly strange was the condescending tone in the History of the Wall of Samiel. Cyno wasn't a fan of the way they had framed the interactions between the people of the desert and the Akademiya, the air of condescension not lost on him. Regardless, it was unaltered.
The quill rested against his finger, the ink bleeding further into the paper where the tip rested on the end of her name.
Another officer had asked him, albeit in a roundabout way, why he was so bothered with this case. It was small, inconsequential in the vast scheme of erroneous data that was being kept hidden and purposely rewritten, yet he made time everyday to look over it.
Perhaps it was gratitude that spurred him on, a desire to repay in some minute way by lessening her sentence. Cyno understood it was stupid; he was the entire reason she was even sitting in that cell with an inert frown. Even then, stupidity could not console the guilt that ebbed through him whenever he looked at her name on these pieces of paper.
A General isn't made through exemptions, he told himself (and willed himself to believe) - only through dedication.
There was little as humbling as sitting back against a cold, stone wall, and being ignored for an hour straight.
"You truly won't talk to me?"
Oh, how the mighty fell. He was acting like a lovesick fool that couldn't let go - only with the lovesickness supplemented by a humiliating drive to get a reply. The imported box of expensive nuts and chocolates he had brought as a semi peace offering were ignored, tossed aside with a grunt when he'd presented them as a belated token of thanks.
"I know that I am pestering you, and I apologise, but you have not eaten nor have you spoken to any of the other Matra." And they certainly did try. Whatever person was unfortunate enough to be the one tasked with interrogation, they almost always came out with a solemn expression. When pressed, they grumbled that her tongue was too sharp and jaw unwilling to loosen. "Going on hunger strike is ineffective. Your court date is in two weeks."
"I told you that I will not speak to you." Her clothes had changed into a simple cotton tunic, the beige of it dull and uninspired with frayed hemlines. They were made with no particular silhouette in mind, and sat according to that intention: frumpy and unflattering.
"Me and everyone else, is it?"
"I have the right to stay silent."
"You do," Cyno agreed, shifting slightly so the wall no longer carved its pattern into his bare back. "But that right isn't always the best decision to take."
A breath was drawn, one so soft that it could have been mistaken for the whisperings of the draft that somehow managed to worm its way this far down under the Akademiya. "Actually, I think I will talk."
Finally.
With his whole body now turned to face her, he waited with baited breath.
"Have you taken a look at the contents of the canned knowledge?" she asked, looking into eyes so richly brown they almost shone red under the faint light.
His nod was prompt, unguarded. "I did. They were standard recounts of desert history. There was nothing of interest."
"Did you go through it all?"
He made a noise of agreement.
"You saw nothing wrong?" Agree or disagree, he was damned either way judging from her tone.
He remained silent.
"Nothing? You thought that the description of the tribes as uncivilised people who tear each other apart was apt? You didn't care that it said the Wall of Samiel was built as a filter for only those 'educated enough to cross'?"
Indignation crossed her features, marred what was soft into something harsher than the down-turned curve of her lips. For the first time since she had been placed into this cell two weeks ago, she came closer - crawled towards him as though she were a beast intent on ripping out the shimmering plumes of his head-dress. The muscles in his jaw tightened, caught in this gaze that wished to maim him, that stared through him like she could will the snap of his neck through sheer determination.
Her hands curled around the bars. Her nails were filed into a neat almonds.
"Traitors like you make me sick," she snarled. "You think you are so established, so above the rest of us, that you don't care what happens to the rest of us who come from the desert - so long as your owners reward you with a cheque."
Try as he might, Cyno felt the tidings of impatience lapping at him. He had to endure.
"You can masquerade yourself as Justice Incarnate, but your soul will be weighed with your betrayals. In those capsules that the Akademiya spreads are lies. They paint us like we're scum that the Greater Lord didn't care to save, but they do it subtly enough that people that aren't bothered to notice, won't notice." When her eyes searched his, he wondered what she expected to see. "I would have thought you'd pick up on it, but the Sage's dog won't dare bark at its owner's faults."
He kept himself level, met her eyes with the same intensity. "Your anger at being caught does not mean that I am to blame for the injustices faced by other people."
"Other…?" Those carefully filed nails wrapped around his necklace, tugged him closer until he could smell the Sumeru rose shampoo that was given to all prisoners. "We're not 'other'. You will always be a desert dweller like us. You can study here, learn their language and open your mouth when they tell you to, but your skin is still brown. Your accent is still there." She let him go with a shove: pulled her hand back to her side after wiping it on her clothes. "I don't care that I was caught. I care that you think it's more of a crime to destroy propaganda than to make and distribute it. Your sense of justice is not based in morality."
Cyno stood up. So much for trying to reason with her. He had wasted hours sitting here despite knowing she was as unreasonable as unreasonable came. "Console yourself with whatever you want. The law will be upheld, and I am not a traitor for making sure that those who have broken it will face the consequences."
"You say the same shit every time you come down here no matter what I say. Resize your hat; it must be blocking your ears." Her scoff of laughter was hollow. Her back was to him once again. "Go run back on all fours to Azar."
"I do not answer to the Grand Sage."
"You're still here?"
He should have let it go, told himself it wasn't worth it to argue with someone that was hurting- "I worked my way up the same as anyone else," he stated, disregarding his sense. "My position was not earned through begging, or by standing on other people. Everyone is treated equally."
"Judged by where they come from, more like."
He shook his head. "You are incorrigible."
"I don't give a fuck."
His teeth were gritted the entire walk back to the surface.
(Her back ached from the hours of laying against the stone bed, the woollen blanket doing little to curb the bite of muscle pain and fatigue. The days had blurred together, blending into endless hours of staring at the ceiling, of fiddling with the jewellery in her ears and spinning them around so often that long-healed piercings swelled up in irritation.
Another sigh escaped her, one amongst a thousand others. Two weeks had passed inch by inch, crawling along on its hands and feet until she felt the phantom sores on her body - an itch that only worsened whenever footsteps sounded outside of her cell. Sometimes, it was accompanied by the sounds of protests - another catch of the Matra dragged in to fester behind iron walls - mostly, it was silent, save for the sounds of keys jingling.
On the rare occasion, the General Mahamatra would come by and her blood would boil in her veins. There was nothing more agitating than forcing down a mouthful of flavourless rice porridge with a pitiful drizzle of overly fried onions, and then being made to endure his chatter.
For a man with a reputation of being stoic and silent, he liked to talk frivolously; Unlucky, she was the only victim of this uncharacteristic quirk. Always single-minded, always grating.
However, another box of those chocolates sounded nice right around now when the flavour in her mouth was all but gone. So what if she'd thrown them in the moment? Food was food, especially when the 'chefs' of the prison could barely muster the courage to salt their meals.
That man…
She sighed once more, turning onto her left now that her back had started to ache.
If he came again, she would definitely give him another earful. There was little on Teyvat that set her off more than those who turned their back on their own people, and then had the gall to argue about whether or not it was righteous of them to do so. An idiot with a hat too big, she was convinced, an idiot with no sense of duty other than what the higher ups instructed.
Did he sleep soundly at night, she wondered. From his near flawless face, it seemed like he never missed a wink of beauty sleep. The notion made her snort; the General applying face-cream with the likeness of a blushing bride just before he slept - flat on his back and arms crossed as if laid in a sarcophagus.
Idiot.
Sudden footsteps drew her out of her wandering thoughts, the clinking of metal so close by that she couldn't help but crane her head over her shoulder. An officer pushed a bundle through the gaps, his expression dull and unimpressed.
"The General Mahamatra has sent these blankets," he said. She did not deign to give gratitude. "Hello? Did you hear me?"
"Yes," she replied dryly, "I did."
"So ungrateful," he muttered intentionally loud enough for her to hear. "He must only bother with you because of your pretty face."
Another stupid man to deal with.
"Jealous?" she couldn't stop herself from saying, feeling more than satisfied with herself at the reflection of his disgruntled look. "I'm sure he'll notice you if you do something exceptional."
An insult followed that she didn't care to repeat. It was always the same thing with these men, some useless misogynistic phrase that had been recycled and tired from the beginning of time.
"Heretics like you are why the desert dwellers are so easy to fool. You all believe things with no evidence, and then wonder why you're up to your teeth in debt. Your God isn't coming back." Suddenly, she wished she had a bowl of that porridge just so she could throw it at him. She hardly believed that the Scarlet King was coming back, but she didn't expect him to other her in a favourable way. "You won't be getting out soon, regardless."
Her body was upright in a matter of seconds. He was so painfully smug, the bands of grey in his hair glimmering under the kerosene lamplight. The sash across his body boasted multiple awards, all of which undermined by the triumphant smile across his lips at successfully getting a reaction. "What do you mean by that?"
"You're looking at a minimum of 20 years."
20…?
The tang of iron coated her teeth, gave her that burst of flavour she had been craving. She'd known better than to hope, yet it still struck her as obnoxiously harsh.
"You better pray that you stay pretty," he remarked, just to add salt to the barely scabbed wound, "or the General won't look at you twice again."
She made sure to remember every badge on that sash and the sneer on his face. The lack of name badge mattered little when faced with spite. "You should focus on being pretty, too." Her smile mimicked his like a canine's bared teeth. "Go and apply some mehndi to those white hairs, you old bastard."
At least only Cyno had the keys to her cell because she was sure that he would have brandished that baton attached to his belt with a renewed zest for life if he could get inside. Instead, he could only curse up a storm outside of her cell, all words of which fell on deaf, unbothered ears.)
"Do you know who this woman is?"
The painting he had done of her was rudimentary at best, and childishly crude at worst. Upon her almost violent refusal at taking a picture, and the Akademiya Kamera only capable of subar picturs with a moving subject, Cyno had to unleash his inner artist.
That was to say, he tried his best. His brush strokes could not hope to capture her looks, let alone those eyes that he could recognise from the intensity of her stare alone. Still, he hoped that she was somewhat recognisable to the people who lived around the area.
Most of the people had some idea, telling him that she often came to the markets to sell her wares and would leave by 5pm because her skin was sensitive to the sun. It was a strange thing to hear - that someone from the desert couldn't handle the heat of the golden sun, but he was hardly hung up on this.
"She hasn't come for a few weeks now," Ahmad the vegetable seller remarked, his thick eyebrows furrowing together. "Normally, she takes the stall next to Lubna Auntie and helps her throughout the day. The last time she was absent for this long was because she caught some illness from a Fontainian fish monger."
Cyno nodded solemnly. Foreign illness were nothing to laugh at. "Did she ever sell any canned knowledge?"
He shook his head. "Not that I'm aware of. The girl hates anything to do with the Akasha, and won't sell to anyone who's wearing one." A shrug punctuated the ironic observation; Cyno's Akasha had been quietly processin everything the whole time as a second pair of eyes. "Beggars can't be choosers, if you ask me. What those bastards at the Akademiya say has no use to me."
"Has she always disliked the Akademiya?"
Ahmad raised an eyebrow, looking him up and down in a way that made his skin itch. Shit- did he recognise him?
Then, he smiled, coming in closer with this smile on his lips that meant trouble, his neatly trimmed moustache twitching. "You're asking so many questions about her. If you have an interest, you'll have to talk about something other than the Akademiya, or you'll never get anywhere."
Cyno's mouth hung open. The merchant's smile grew wide until he clapped Cyno on the back, making him stumble forwards despite himself.
"Between you and me," he whispered. "She's a scary lady. I've never seen someone scare off so many trouble making eremites with just a stick, but I'm sure a handsome young man like you can tame the beast. Just say a few sweet words and grovel when you need to."
"Right," Cyno uttered with faltering confidence, "I shall keep that mind." These types of nosy old geezers would never listen if he denied it, and it was a battle he would not win without a loss of pride. "Was she a former student?"
"Definitely not. She said something about being a contractor for the murals in House of Daena, but she'd rather milk a cactus than be a student there."
The rest of his conversations were similar: people recognised her here and there, stated that her dislike for the Akademiya was obvious, and that she wasn't the type to bring trouble to herself for no reason (but not the type to ignore it, he noted). Most did not wish to entertain conversations for too long, and Cyno didn't push his luck.
With the sun starting to set, he approached a few others along the outskirts of the small market area to varying levels of satisfactory response. As his final attempt for the night, he approached the stall of an elderly woman who sold flowers on the verge of wilting despite the syrupy water they were perched in.
The florist whom had turned away less than a second after glancing at the painting, merely grunted.
Of course you have no idea, he thought to himself, people here only care about money.
The paper crumpled between his fingers in sudden horror; the curve of her replica's face scrunched into a further, deeper frown.
What was he thinking? Why was he thinking that?!
He knew he had no right to this woman's time, yet something so uncharacteristically rude had crossed his mind?
The taste in his mouth soured, any semblance of focus disappearing as his Akasha continued to scan the faces of unsuspecting people. Despite having weak access to the main data areas in Sumeru's rain forest hubs, it whirred in his ears as if trying to drown out all rational thought.
Cyno turned it off, a queasiness settling within his stomach that felt like it was inviting bile. His hand fumbled in his pocket before producing a pile of mora, buying the last few bundles of flowers she had for the day and leaving hurriedly after.
Maybe he needed to take some time off.
His eyes burned from the hours of carefully trawling through hundreds of canned knowledge capsules, the dendro energy staining his fingers a luminescent green. They piled up around him, translated into his akasha with information that he knew to be false - yet couldn't help but believe - and half truths mixed in with the intentionally underhanded commentary of desert life.
Beside it, a scroll of all the authors was unfurled. Rather than hundreds of names to match the volume of canned knowledge being produced, the same dozen names repeatedly showed up. Concentrating such a vast topic down into the hands of less than 20 people would introduce nothing but bias presented as fact - and the Sages that commissioned them knew this better than anyone else.
The inconsistencies made his head swim. 'King Deshret's Mausoleum II' had stated that The Greater Lord Rukkhadevata assisted in building the structures in the desert during their shared reign with the Flower Goddess, while 'Eremite Tacit Knowledge' claimed that the structures in the desert were not crafted until after the death of the Flower Goddess and the remaining two God Kings had split their domain into two. It was abundantly obvious that quality control was non-existent - and had no chance of being vetted when they, and dozen others, had flooded the market within months.
She had been right from the very beginning; he'd didn't know how he might look her in the face.
His Akasha was pushed to the side, the earpiece dull once it had disconnected. Without it, the fog that had seeped into the crevices of his brain began to alleviate, the haze that he hadn't realised was there was gone.
So that was it. The Akasha create dependency after all.
His audit was lengthy, his wrist aching with overuse, but he continued until the entire scroll of parchment was filled with perfect references and a wax seal of the General. However, even as he delivered it directly, he knew this was simply lip service. No crook ever willingly showed their hand.
Ultimately, his hands were tied.
(Another box of sweet, candied nuts lay just within the confines of her cell, pushed past the narrow bars and haphazardly placed. It took no long, nor hard thought to realise who they had come from, and, unlike before, she opened them right away. Only a foolish man wasted his money on a woman who was unperturbed by his efforts, but she'd reap the benefits without complaint.
The carefully wrapped paper was torn into jagged ribbons - tossed into the mess that the Matra had the audacity to call 'pillow filling'. The nuts were triple glazed, shiny to the touch and even tastier on the tongue. Half of her wondered if he might have poisoned it; the other half didn't care.
Under the first tray lay a letter, carefully folded and written on a piece of paper torn from a notebook. A small jackal drawing in the corner confirmed it as his.
Her tongue clicked. She still opened the paper.
'I have verified what you said. Although I cannot clear you of your crimes because there is evidence of it, I am working towards having you acquitted. I understand that you do not trust me, and I do not dare overstep by asking for it, but I hope that you can have some faith that you will not spend much longer in prison.
The state of academic integrity in the Akademiya is in a state I have never seen before; I am ashamed at what the Sages have been approving under my nose. I cannot share too much with you right now, though I can say that many of your theories are right. I wonder if you've had some insider training; Did you take any Akademiya sponsored projects?
I will come by within the week to speak to you. Your verbal response would be much appreciated. Thank you.
Once you have read this letter, please dispose of it carefully. I will send someone to bring you wet towels and a change of clothes. If you have any meal requests, please let the Matra know; I have instructed them to not refuse.
Yours Sincerely, Cyno.'
For a moment, she let herself stare at the perfect, cursive script. It was the kind only a scholar could have, elegant and refined through years of gruelling lectures and essays of above average quality. Then, she tore the letter up, erasing the small smile on her face as fast as it came.)
When Nayab came to him looking rushed off his feet, panting as though he had held his breathe until his lungs could bear not a second longer, Cyno paused his brisk walk to listen.
"General Cyno," he huffed, clutching onto the staff that had began to change colour where the salt of his skin had seeped into the atoms. "The Sages are pushing for execution for the young lady. I've tried to speak to her, but she refuses to say a word."
Where Nayab's fingers pressed against his spear, they only gripped tighter after delivering this news.
"Execution?" Cyno echoed, expecting to hear a crude laugh after this. The death penalty over something so lowly? "Are you mistaken?"
Nayab swallowed, Adam's apple bobbing. "No, General. Even I thought this was too severe but they are pushing for it on the grounds that the knowledge she destroyed can't be recuperated. They said 20 years originally but…" He trailed off, any contradiction pointless in the face of absurdity.
"None of what she has stolen is worth execution. They were low level capsules that are easily replaceable." Yes, he was well aware of knowledge being one of highest forms of capital - second only to mora - but it was not worth a human life. Never. "I will speak to them."
So he did, assigning his routine patrol to a nearby officer as he headed straight for the Grand Sage's office. Azar was not a man who welcomed unprompted visits: Cyno was not a man who cared for propriety.
Nonetheless, when Cyno knocked, he waited until he had heard an 'enter' before coming in to a stony face and a body sat too upright in his seat to be natural. "Cyno, what brings you to my office? Has something happened?"
Yes, he itched under his skin to say, something has happened. You are hiding things from me and expecting me to play the lolling-tongued dog.
Rather, he settled for something more amicable. "I have a few concerns I wish to bring forth."
The man folded his hands together, the illusion of full attention doing little to convince Cyno of his authenticity. "What are they? They must be troubling you if you've come to me firstly without arranging a meeting." The thinly veiled jab was almost laughable. Arrange a meeting so you can destroy evidence beforehand, he scorned.
If Azar thought Cyno cared about that, then the man didn't know who the hell he had hired. "Someone is attempting to override the Matra's ruling and sentence a woman to death over canned knowledge. We both know this is a gross overreaction, but I can't help but wonder why this sudden push."
Grey eyebrows furrowed together, Azar's frown lines only becoming more pronounced. "Is this the woman that stole and destroyed official Akademiya canned knowledge?" Upon Cyno's lack of reply, he leant back in his gaudy seat. "Cyno, Cyno, Cyno. You and I both know it is bordering a sin to destroy knowledge and conceal it, especially when we have taken the time to distribute it to the people of Sumeru. If we're lenient on this, then we have to be lenient on everything."
It took all the strength in his body to not react to the disgustingly condescending tone. "It is bordering, but it's not crossed the boundary. Killing a woman over some low-level capsules is asinine."
"If we don't have some sort of quality control, then why even have the Akademiya? We should let any lowbrow individual do whatever they please, is it?" Azar shook his head, as if reprimanding a child. "It's setting an example, Cyno."
"You don't set examples through murder."
The Grand Sage tsked. "The council can judge her fate. That's what the court system is for. I don't personally make these judgements."
"I am aware," Cyno gritted out. It was always like this. The man talked in circles like he had written his dissertation specifically on worming his way out of difficult conversations. "I am asking that the Sages do not interfere and escalate a sentence unnecessarily."
On the table, the sun shone through the stained glass panels, in smatterings of rainbow. They decorated the bare skin of his thighs, danced over his femoral artery. Cyno noticed Azar shuffling some documents out of his view. "Yes, yes. I'll tell them to keep your words in mind."
"Secondly, I submitted an audit into the academic integrity of what was written in those capsules; I found them to be bloated with half truths and unreferenced claims about Al-ahmar and the people of the desert." Azar avoided his gaze, choosing to shuffle and reshuffle a stack of documents that were similarly full of idle musings. "I haven't heard anything back for a week now, and I personally delivered it to your mailbox."
The man rose to his feet, hands behind his back with inflated importance. "I'm a busy man, Cyno, I can't answer everything within minutes." A week was hardly a minute, especially when he was reprimanded for taking more than three days to fill out and file paperwork. "The Sages personally vet all the canned knowledge before they are distributed. They wouldn't let anything subpar be published."
"Is that so?" Cyno muttered, unimpressed.
"In all honesty, it's better if you turn your attention on more pressing matters. The Sages are the highest level of authority, Cyno, we understand what should and should not be published." His laugh was grating, the kind that had never known any real mirth. "It's not the Matra's job to focus on what we're doing."
At this, Cyno stood up. "Are you suggesting you're above the law?"
Wrinkled hands raised in mock surrender. "I am saying that you are focusing on the wrong things. We are disciples of the Greater Lord and we share her vision for knowledge. We do not need supervision."
Knowledge his ass. He'd heard enough of this nonsense to know where he stood in the eyes of this man. In the end, the sanctity of Ma'at meant little to the Grand Sage that could order as he pleased, and it only sunk further beneath him when the one delivering it was a desert dweller.
"Alright. I will take my leave." Before I lose my patience and draw my weapon instead, he decided against saying.
His back was turned, only the echo of his name keeping him still. "Yes?"
"General Mahamatra, I have noticed that you aren't logging all your actions in the Akasha. I recommend you do not fall short of your duties in the future."
He held himself still - grateful that the tightness of his jaw was invisible to the Grand Sage. "Duly noted. Please excuse me."
The door slammed shut under its own weight.
As if he'd do anything of the sort.
Night had become thick in the Sumerun sky, the crescent moon high in the sky as Cyno headed into the prison. It was not a foreign sight, far from it, really, but it was not common for him to come so late.
The attending night duty staff welcomed him in, left when he dismissed them and said he would be stationed there for the night. They had little reason to doubt the word of the General Mahamatra, especially not with the loftiness of that title.
He only hoped they would face too much trouble when morning light broke.
Her name was soft on his tongue, whispered so softly that it might not have been uttered at all. It repeated, rolled over and stuck to the roof of his mouth, before she finally stirred and turned to him from underneath his gifted blanket.
Despite the finger against his lips, he knew she was dying to say something - anything - especially when the lock clicked loudly in the absence of prison murmurings. 'Don't speak,' he mouthed, his touch deft as he pulled the cloak around her body, the hood shrouding her visage. It was created as a backup, the kind thought of the tailor who had made the original jackal eared clock.
Nothing was taken with her aside from a thinner blanket, the other used to form a vaguely human like shape under the covers. No one would notice until it was too late, and they'd certainly not think to cast the blame on to him.
It wasn't until they were far away from the Akademiya's shroud that she finally let herself speak. The chill of the rainforest night settled against their skin, travelling up the hemp sleeves of their cloaks with every hurried footfall. "Are you letting me go?" she asked, almost afraid to say it too loud in case he changed his mind - dragged her back to that cell in a show of psychological warfare.
"Yes," he confirmed, fingers tightening on the sleeve as he rushed them along the outskirts of the city towards his home. "I have resigned from my position. The Akademiya are trying to cover something up, and I cannot investigate from within anymore. I know the Grand Sage and the Akasha is involved somehow."
"Resigned?" she repeated as if the word itself was completely foreign. Honestly, it was when used in relation to him. Even a month ago, he would have thought it some ill-advised fantasy. "Why?"
Her fingers brushed against his in a light pulse of warmth despite the frigid temperature. "They were using the Akasha to track me." A deep breath. "You were right," he confessed, too sheepish to look her in the eyes just yet. "The Akasha creates dependency. They wanted me to use it and log my actions so I would follow their orders without hesitation." Then, he paused. "I was acting like a traitor - not entirely of my own free will - but it was my actions, nonetheless. Please forgive me."
This once, he allowed himself to be a little avoidant and act as if he couldn't feel the pressing force of her infinite gaze against his profile. He didn't want to tackle what would stare him in the face, and he didn't want to know what beast would bare its teeth: whether it was triumphant or pitying.
"Won't they try to arrest you?" she questioned, derailing what he assumed would be the next line of conversation.
"Perhaps," he said before pausing to reconsider. "Most likely."
"I'm surprised you bothered with freeing me, then," she commented, bemused. "You made yourself a wanted criminal."
It was the complete opposite of everything he had embodied for so long, and he'd certainly only cemented himself as a hypocrite, yet he found that he didn't care at all. "I'm aware," he acknowledged with slight purse of his lips. "However, the law should prevent unnecessary punishment, not be used as a tool against people who are challenging the unjust. If I have to take the fall, I will take it."
A part of him expected something sarcastic, a snarky comment about how he was playing the martyr after being the cause of her troubles.
It didn't come.
"You'll be fine," she reassured, fingers gripping onto the hem of his sleeve. "The truth has a way of coming out no matter what. Grand Prick Azar will get his dues."
"Grand Prick Azar," Cyno uttered, admiring the unabashed disrespect. "You're right. I will bring him to justice."
She shook her head in disbelief. "You have such a one track mind."
His home was warm, a contained wood burner keeping the inside heated in his absence. He had packed just before he left, leaving a bag full of belongings he would take with him into the east of the desert. Beside it lay a smaller, leather pouch filled with mora. "This is for you." He pressed it into her palm, refusing to take it back when she all but threw it at him. "Use it to find somewhere safe to stay, but do not come near Sumeru City, Port Omos or Aaru village. There will be Matra dispatched everywhere. If you need to go home, take your things and leave within the day."
"Where are you going?"
"I cannot tell you."
Her hands were held open in surrender, the pouch dangling from the strings laced between her fingers. "Then you should stay away from anymore ruins, or I won't be there to save you."
"I'll do as you say."
"Hmph."
When silence fell between them, it wasn't as awkward as it was strangely charged. All these weeks he had only seen her clearly during their very first meeting, with the rest of the rest conducted under indirect lighting that cast unnatural shadows over her. Even now, the overhead light was harsher than the sun, drowned out the softer edges of her features save for her piercing gaze. He couldn't meet it for longer than a few seconds, his open palms swiping against the fabric of his shendyt.
"I will say"-she started, breaking the silence-"your sense of justice is very rigid. It can be admirable, but impersonal. The best of us are those who are the best to the less fortunate."
It stung, but it was true. "Justice is best when impartial."
"To a certain extent, yes, but impartiality can remove humanity." She shrugged lightly. The hood fell from her head. "For example, you can criticise the people of the desert for believing in Al-Ahmar's resurrection even when we all know that it is near impossible, however this ignores how the Akademiya are the ones sowing seeds of discord in the first place to create a rift between everyone. Fanaticism doesn't come out of nowhere, right?"
"I agree with you. The Akademiya has always had their prejudices, and I know it first hand, but that doesn't mean everyone in the system is corrupt. I was adopted by a former Sage, and I know with full confidence that the only thing he has been unjust to are his cucumber plants; they've been in a pickle." They both stared at one another without a word until Cyno cleared his throat. "You see, it's a double entendre because 'being in a pickle' means to be in trouble-"
"I got the joke," she interrupted him. "I didn't realise it was on purpose."
"Oh."
She gave a short, incredulous laugh. "Maybe I misjudged you. Only someone crazy could be the General."
"Is that a compliment?"
"It's an observation."
Cyno nodded, his tongue poking his cheek. He'd never felt like more of an aimless buffoon than now-
Then, she reached into her pocket and took his hand. Thin, golden ribbon that had been carefully deconstructed and rewoven into a frail cat was placed into his palm. "I made this with the gift box ribbon. You can have it."
His fingers closed around it, already imagining it within Collei's pouch. "Thank you." A pause. "We should leave soon to get ahead."
"We should," she confirmed. "Will you return to the city?"
"If the circumstances are right, I will."
The door locked behind them. She moved to the left, Cyno to the right. "Then I will come back, too, and I expect a nice meal on your mora."
He certainly wasn't going to oppose that. "Do you have any dietary restrictions?"
"No. It only has to be tasty." Then she added, "and expensive."
Cyno's lips curled into the slightest smile. "Whatever you want."
One year later
His stomach was fit to burst, almost comically round as he tried to hide it under the shawl he had brought along. While it was doubtful anyone would notice, or even care since their own bellies were in a similar, pitiful state, he had an image to maintain - and a glutton wasn't included in frame.
However, Cyno couldn't help but be astonished at how much Paimon could eat. The little fairy ate more than three grown men combined, and still managed to fly without any wings.
"Ahhh," Paimon exclaimed, patting her tummy after a libertine burp, her smile accomplished. It was certainly an achievement to eat two sharing thali's by herself, he thought. "Paimon hadn't eaten this well in a while. It's so nice to relax after everything that's happened."
Murmurs of agreement followed from around the table, faces from the desert and rain-forest alike congregated upon Nilou's invitation. Cyno had initially thought of declining as he'd been inundated with work following the Lesser Lord becoming archon and his rejoining of the Matra; Tighnari's unimpressed sideways glare had him swiftly changing his mind.
For now, he wouldn't think of what mess lay in wait. A good celebration was deserved after the hell that everyone had endured for the last few months - with the goodness coming in the form of endless food.
He stood up once he heard drunken hiccuping and the announcement of another round of toasts. His stomach couldn't take anymore, and the sight of him groaning in overfed agony was not pretty.
Outside of the Grand Bazaar, the night was young. Stars twinkled above, the stickiness of a crowded space melting away with the breeze. The faint tang of sand and ouid was carried along it.
"Oh! Cyno!" The door opened and Paimon floated through towards him. "Traveller asked me to give you this." From almost thin air, Paimon brandished a sizeable box, her little face scrunching from having to hold it. "Take it quickly, it's heavy!"
He took it quickly. There was no sender. "Who gave it?"
"I don't know. She just said that it was from a shady woman in a jackal cloak, you know, like your hat." Paimon tapped her chin in thought. "Open it. It might be a trap."
He knew exactly who had given it, and he honestly couldn't rule out that it might be something unsavoury - even if the chance was slim. "Thank you," he said, giving her a grateful nod of his head before undoing the tape keeping the box together. Inside lay a limited edition Raiden Shogun TCG card, one he'd been chasing down for the better part of 6 months, and thick, decadent fudges from Fontaine. At the very bottom was a box of candied nuts.
"Do you know where the woman who gave this went?" Cyno asked, stomach churning with something sickening, something between hope and relief.
"Um, Traveller said she was near Katheryne. Maybe she's still there?"
"I see. Tell Traveller I said thank you." Paimon had barely lifted her little hand to wave before he was gone, leaving her baffled and muttering to herself about how he seemed eager.
It had to have been a few hours since she'd given the gift to the Traveller and the chances of her staying around were slim. Even so, he hurried over with the speed of a man possessed, the box clutched to his chest like he could push it into his heart and cradle it within him.
"Are you still here?" he called out into the still air. Even Katheryne had left for the night, the area devoid of anyone aside from the call of cicadas. "Where could you have gone?" Cyno murmured under his breath, only to hear giggling.
"Who are you calling for?" A shockingly familiar voice came from above him, his eyes catching sight of her leaning against the window sill of the nearby inn. Golden light lavished her from behind, shrouding her face in darkness. Cyno knew there was a smile on her face. "It's rude to be so noisy at night."
"Forgive me," he said, not meaning it at all. "It's good to see you again."
"I can't hear you from up here, say it again."
"It is good to see you again."
"One more time!"
Cyno suppressed an eye-roll. "Then meet me down here if you cannot hear."
Unsurprisingly, she heard that loud and clear since she appeared a few moments later. "You know, news travels fast. I knew the Akademiya was untrustworthy, but trying to instate a false god is beyond my imagination."
"Yours and mine," he agreed. "Azar and his minions were banished to Avidya Forest, so they are of no concern."
Her eyebrow raised. "Who decided that punishment? I'm sentenced to three weeks in a deplorable cell and they get a forest retreat?"
He shook his head. "I'd hardly call it a retreat, but it was the Dendro Archon's decision." A moment passed. "She is more benevolent than I am."
"What is the archon like?" she asked, eyes roving over his face so slowly that he felt self-conscious.
"She is kind and understanding," Cyno summerised, thinking that an abridged version would suffice for now. "She is certainly more open to change than the Sages. I cannot comment on a God's understanding, but I think she will adapt quickly to the needs of Sumeruns."
She listened dutifully, and he wondered what she might be thinking. If he might guess, it would be on how the relationship between the Akademiya and the desert would change. There was still a mountain to climb, and the summit was edging on the planes of Heaven, but Cyno had faith that Nahida might be the one to lead that expedition. "High praise," she said, finally.
He shuffled, fingers brushing against the tacky tape. "How did you know I wanted this card?"
"A birdy told me you're a TCG lover."
"Who tweeted?"
She chuckled at the - admittedly - terrible joke. "I asked the Chief Officer of the Forest Rangers. I heard he is close to you."
Huh. And Tighnari hadn't said a word to him. He would ask about that.
"Where did you find it?"
"I took a trip to Inazuma. Nice country, but I think the person I went with was a little… too much." She shook her head and sighed heavily. "It was a young man from Fontaine, and he was strangely obsessed with Inazuman women and light novels: called them exotic and innocent. I'd recommend going alone."
It was his turn to look disconcerted. "Sounds harrowing," Cyno sympathised, "if you wish, I can accompany you next time."
The moment he said that, he wanted to turn into a beetle and hide in the cracks of the stone beneath their feet. That stare of hers was no light punishment.
"As long as you don't moan when you eat a stick of dango, feel free."
"Rest assured, I wont." Cyno felt stilted, like the things he wanted to say were inconvenient yet consuming. Would she be annoyed with all his questioning? He had wondered how she was doing, if she was well. His worry had been for nought, not that he expected otherwise. "Will you be staying in the city now that you've been pardoned?"
"Why? You want to arrest me again?"
Heat blossomed along his neck. Cyno was suddenly grateful that his skin didn't blush. "No. In fact, I think you would make a great Matra. You have the tenacity and drive."
"I think I'll pass on your generous offer," she said, "I prefer my pottery and mural work, but let me know if there's any commissions you need doing."
"I'll keep you in mind." Some areas were in need of rework. "You didn't answer if you're staying in the city."
"For this month, yes."
Perfect. He could make some time in his schedule. "Then let's have dinner sometime soon - as expensive as you want."
Her smile was bright, eager. "Are you free tomorrow?"