How about 22 and/or 35?? I already feel like whatever you write is gonna make me cry T^T -daffodildazaiwrites
35: "Can I have one last kiss?"
Dazai Osamu
You've been in love with Dazai for as long as you can remember. You adored him. Your heart beat for only him.
So you couldn't quite comprehend why you weren't more angry or upset when he told you he found someone else and that he can't be with you anymore.
Was it the way his eyes were focused on you, guilt flashing through them, as he waited for your response?
Was it the way his voice slightly shook as he said he was sorry?
Or was it the way he softly held your hand in his?
A voice in the back of your head tells you the answer. You already expected this to happen.
And so you found yourself smiling and reaching a hand out to touch his cheek.
"It's okay, Dazai. I'm okay."
Dazai furrows his eyebrows, confused.
"We never said this was going to last, remember?" You brush your thumb across his cheek. "I was only temporary."
Yes, Dazai never officially called you his. You two were never in a relationship. But you've done things that surpassed the boundaries of a platonic friendship. And you loved him, that's why you've stayed with him for this long.
But after hearing his confession earlier, you knew your time was up. So you take a step closer to him and hold his face in both your hands.
"I'll be fine," You smile again but it doesn't reach your eyes. "Go and be happy with her."
Dazai didn't know what else to say. He didn't know why you were being so accepting. But maybe it was simply because you truly loved him.
And Dazai didn't want to take advantage of that anymore.
"I'm really sorry, Y/N," Dazai whispers as he presses his forehead against yours.
There's a moment of silence before you gather the courage to say, "Dazai, can I have one last kiss?"
With your voice so sweet and tender, how could he deny you that request?
So he pulls you by the waist and plants his lips softly against yours.
You thought it would be just for a second but then you feel his tears falling on your cheeks and you couldn't pull away anymore.
That night, your tears fell freely as you shared your final kiss.
It was bittersweet but it was permanently engraved in your minds.
Dazai will always be the love of your life.
Even if you weren't his.
