PLEASE READ👇🏾👇🏾 I had a massive falling out with someone. They got me really upset and I shouted at the person. People were there and they said I did what was best. The person had it coming. But I knew that did not end well. I was convicted MASSIVELY. When I wanted to pray, the scene kept playing over and over again. It was sickening. Whenever I saw the person, there a very huge presence of anger I felt. Even if I was smiling I would be sooo angry all of a sudden. Even though I said “I had forgiven the person” (deception). After ALOT OF nudges from the Holy Spirit, I laid down any entitlement I held to myself and I went to apologise to the person. I remember seeing the person and almost got angry. I told someone beside me, I am not this kind of person, I am a child of God. The person smiled and said yes you are, so make restitution. I did and A HUGE weight fell of my shoulder. I was sooo happy and I shared it with someone and the person goes “so he or she could not also apologise?” and I said I didn’t care. I did this not for myself but for whose example I am trying to follow. What I have been learning recently is That There is a “manner of life worthy of the gospel” (Philippians 1:27). We don’t do things so people will reciprocate the same to us. But we do it to be like Jesus. Any sense of entitlement must be laid down to be like Jesus. There is a joy in my heart. I pray that we are able to learn this lesson as believers “IT IS NOT ABOUT YOU, It’s about living like Jesus”❤️ I’ll prefer to be seen as a fool that loves God so much and looks like Jesus rather than a Christian that doesn’t look anything like Jesus. #dailylessons #youwillpassthetest
