#darkpanik

[darkpanik]

She’s done! My Queen is done! I’m so happy with how she turned out! Now I gotta figure out who I wanna paint next. I’m debating between, Smoke, Ermac, or Tanya. lol

[bihansthot]

Stop it. You fucking matter. Take a deep breath. If there's a voice in your head that says you're not enough, tell it to fuck off. If there are people on Tumblr spewing shit. Tell them to fuck off. If people on discord aren't letting you speak, say "Fuck you, I'm gonna speak about my fucking love for Bi-Han". Don't let garbage people win. Don't let the sadness win. Bi-Han wants you to stay strong. I want you to stay strong. Not for others. For yourself. You. Fucking. Matter.

You’re legit making me ugly sob, not just cry but out right sob. Thank you love, I can’t quite put into words how much I appreciate you reaching out to me right now. The last few weeks have just been awful for me and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just feel so alone. I probably should have just come to you and talked to you in the first place but I just didn’t want to be a burden to anyone, least of all you. You know I have such a love and respect for you and your art and writing that I don’t know I guess I feel like I have no right to talk to you let alone bother you with my personal problems. You’re probably one of the only other people on the planet who can understand it though since I know you love Bi-Han as much as I do. I wish I could just be strong and just say fuck everything but feeling this alone just hurts so fucking badly I just want to give into all the feelings of sorrow and loneliness. I just don’t know what to do anymore. Bi-Han’s way better off with Shiori than he is wasting his time with me anyway.

[bihansthot]

Ohh...ohh!!! What’s your favorite bi-han fanfic EVER that’s not made by you?

Pretty much any and all of the ones @generalasshattery has written especially this absolute masterpiece and can’t forget the fantastically filthy commission she did for me and most definitely @darkpanik’s Twisted Hearts. Both have pretty dark tones, but honestly that fits Bi-Han very well. They both do a great job writing him, better than me in my honest opinion because both are really spectacular at capturing his cold almost cruel nature. I write him a little cockier and a bit more laid back I guess? Either way I HIGHLY recommend both of their stories and pretty much everything they’ve written. So, go check them out I promise you won’t be disappointed well unless you like happy fluffy stories but I can’t imagine that’s the case if you’re asking me for fic recommendations. LOL

[averytiredbitch]

I know I'm not social and I don't talk much, but I just want to say thanks. Thanks for all the love and support. Seeing your likes and reblogs, even if they're not my posts, really help me on some days. Seriously, thank you.

Aww. Darkpanik, thank you! I really love this. And I'm glad my likes and reblogs can help make your day sometimes. You're welcome. You deserve the love and support.

And getting an ask like this makes my day. Your posts and reblogs are a treat to see

[lisoundy]

[dailyclaymore]

(ch149+ spoilers) darkpanik answered your post: Favorite moment in the series ever?

Clare Awakeneing and becomes Teresa. Omg. I freaking cried.

laciebasskerville answered your post: Favorite moment in the series ever?

Definitely when Clare’s awakened form was revealed to be Teresa and Teresa shows up

Clarification: Clare's awakened form isn't Teresa tho. Clare, as a half-awakened (as in one with the flesh of a loved one), is held back from fully awakening bc of that flesh.

What happens in those final chapters is basically the Teresa inside of Clare is woken up. And Clare maintains this transformation via what you could call soul link. More clarification here.

[brandonm-junkblog]

Even Tumblr knows and accepts the joy of Festivus