All For You 3
Bts! Seokjin ®
Sick twisted story…. A one sided love
Talks of killing, actual killing. Graphic language and details.
Kinda graphic …… I didn’t edit this so excuse the mistakes
Part 1 < Part 2 < Part 3
Author’s note: Don’t ask me why lol. I don’t even know why this idea popped into my head. Maybe listening to Monster by Exo ??? Don’t judge me lol ^_^
This time was different from other times. The air was thin and thick layers of anxiety formed into my stomach making my body sweat more than I should. They should’ve been back by now.. did I calculate wrong? Did something happen? I felt a soft hand skim my shoulder and I breathed in the relief of the familiar touch.
“It’s okay. Try to relax” he cooed in my ear.
I heard tires scraping the ground and police sirens roaring through the air following behind. My heart stopped for a second as Seokjin called me, it sounded faint and echoed through my mind but I was distracted.
Everything was moving so fast but slow and I felt it. The anxiety before something bad happened, the moment you feel the air tense up and everything starts going into slow motion but your body stays still.. that feeling was me.
The car had dents and bullet marks which made me question if it was even safe to get in.
The lights became so bright as they approached at a fast speed and I used my arm to cover myself.
“Move.”
The sounds of gun shots that ringed through the air getting closer with every second made my body shake and tremble in shock.
“Y/N!”
I fell back in shock but really Seokjin grabbed me back landing ontop of me. His hand held me tightly in his arms as he examined my face then eyes.
He didn’t say anything…. But his body felt warmer than usual. Bright yellow lights twinkled around the area we landed at and the voices became clearer as they got closer.
“We have to go. Let’s go.”
Yoongi..
He quickly grabbed Jin off me and Jin pulled me with him. He looked at me then pulled my hand as we started to run.
I could hear the annoying sounds of the sirens and gunshots in the distance.. they were still trying to get the cops off so we had to hide and run or we’ll be next.
I started feeling tired and weak.. my legs started to slow down and Seokjin noticed as he pulled us behind a random car and sat me down. I wasn’t use to this much running nor this much adrenaline.
“Are you okay? You’re bleeding”.
“I’m not bleeding. It’s not my blood.”
“Y/n”
My vision felt blurry and I looked up at him semi smiling.. my eyes feeling low. I lifted my hand up, drenched in blood which stained my jeans.
The blood felt so slimy and thick, my jacket was drenched and I could feel the blood running down the rest of my body.
I guess this what dying feels like. I could hear faint voices echoing next to me. Jin calling my name in the distance but everytime I closed my eyes I could see white. Bright white.
It felt cold here.. I didn’t even noticed I got hit, a small chirped laugh escaped my lips as I thought of me, me getting shot.
Where was the bullet even?
“We have to go now”.
“Y/N.”
~
Was I dead?
My body felt still but relaxed. I tried my hardest to open my eyes but they only opened slow.
When they finally opened I saw Jin, standing next to the window just looking out with his hands in his pockets. I skimmed him, examining why he was dressed so formal, his grey vest and a pink long sleeve button up with grey slacks.
How long was I asleep?
“A week.”
I panicked internally, was he reading my mind? How?
Then I realized I was thinking aloud.
“You were sleep for a week.. I stayed here all day, at least tried my hardest,”
“You probably are wondering why I’m dressed like this… I had to bury a good friend.” Jin finished as he looked at me
His face was blank, his eyes were dark and I had never seen him like this before. My heart sunk because I knew who was there that night, I remember the plan and I remember who was in the car…
“J-Jin…. I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.. I-“
“No. We knew the risks. You didn’t shoot him or do… No. Just try not to mention him. We don’t do good with grief like that.”
Who was it ?
Jin please..
My heart melted into my chest.. the sadness of losing someone had washed over me and I started crying. This pain hurt so much and I just…
He just looked at me and walked out.
That’s it ? What the fuck??
It hurt to move.. man it hurt so bad but my hands held my face as tears soaked through my skin and onto my gown.
I wanted to disappear… I just felt like it was my fault. Maybe if I didn’t go…
I winced trying to get up to use the bathroom then I stopped as I heard light mumbling in the hallway.
“After we get her, We have to leave. We can’t stay here they will raid it.”
“Fuck.. where are the guns at? Did you?”
“Yes. Boss I made sure everything is good.”
That voice..
I walked closer to the door peeking out trying to hold my balance.. that face looked familiar.
Oh my..
I have to warn Jin.
The floor began to creak where I stood and I saw their heads turn in my direction in instant. I panicked and ran back into the room and tried to hide in the closet but was grabbed from behind.
I felt a cold piece of metal touch my cheek and I whimpered. Backing up slowly, the door opened and the two men came in aiming guns at me.
My eyes widened in shock.. his face had speckles of dried blood and his white shirt was dirty… he definitely was killing and recently too.
“Nosy toy.” He laughed, “I know you’re gonna talk. Actually thought you weren’t gonna wake up but guess I didn’t hit you deep enough.”
I started silently sobbing, the salty tears rolling down my hot cheeks. I was scared, extremely terrified. I was going to die but this time it was going to hurt.
What was even going on. I had no words just silent fear.
“I never liked you. You dumb therapist bitch. Thinking you know me. Diagnosing me and sending me away. But you have no idea who I am. What I’m capable of” he laughed.
I couldn’t speak or move… I felt stuck and helpless. A gun was to my head and one was aimed at me and it was no way I could escape this room with 3 armed men.
Where did Jin go and why’d he leave me here. I closed my eyes bracing myself for what is next to come.
“Any last diagnosis Dr?” He chuckled as he cocked the gun.
I swallowed shaking my head no.
POW
POW
POW
A few seconds later, I didn’t feel anything.. I opened my eyes, startled, my eyes widened and apart of me was relieved
Jin was standing there and the thin smoke from the bullets faded in the air. I didn’t know what to say but I was happy he was there, to save me.
But something in his eyes looked different. He pulled me by my wrist towards him, forcing me out the door then slammed me against the wall. His hand was firm on my wrist as he pinned them to my throat.
His grip was stronger and unexpected. He wasn’t playing.. he truly wanted to hurt me. I tried to remove his hands from around my neck but he squeezed tighter.
My body felt hot and my face burned feeling like I was on fire. I knew he wasn’t going to let me go so I kneed him as hard as I could in his crotch which loosened his grip and allowed me to escape.
I began to run, not turning around or slowing down but running as far as I can away from that house even if I had to hide.
The air felt thick and I felt so sick to my stomach. It felt like death was approaching me and I was struggling to survive.
I cried, the wind hitting my wet tears creating goosebumps all over my body. This hurt so bad. How could he do that to me. Why was he even doing this. Was he behind that all along? Did he bring me along to kill me ?
“Get in the car.”
I slowed down from the unexpected voice and turned to my left to see who it was.
Oh no.
I felt my body being grabbed and forced into a hard dark atmosphere. I tried to fight but something wet and smelly covered my face instantly making me see black.
“We got her.”
~
He was so cold to me almost as if we never shared those moments together. The way he looked at me, his words, they cut me so deep. I almost forgot I had fallen in love with a monster.
He was a monster when I first met him so I didn’t know why things would be different now, I only accepted him because I loved him but it didn’t change who he really was inside.
“I hate you.” I spat at him
But I didn’t mean it, I actually loved him. I loved him so much that it hurt and him telling me he never loved me hurt.
“Jimin and Jungkook will escort you out” Jin spoke softly continuing to pack my suitcase.
He allowed me to keep all the beautiful clothes and jewels he bought me but he made it clear I was free. Free to leave , I was free to go.
“I thought you wanted me to stay.. Now I’m a stranger to you.” I looked up at him as he uncuffed my wrist.
He didn’t say anything, instead he let me have my phone back. Not the wired one he provided for me when he first kidnapped me but my phone.
I immediately turned it on in shock that it was still in mint condition. My messages and notifications began to ding repeatedly updating from the past 4 months of being away.
“Hyung.” Jungkook said.
I looked up to see them both standing at the middle of the doorway waiting. They weren’t making eye contact with me, actually since I've been back they all have been looking at me kinda stand offish.
What did I do?
I just proceeded to get up, I left the necklace Jin bought me on the table stand, grabbed my bags and followed the boys out. My heart felt empty as I walked out, it felt unreal. Like you have to evacuate your home out of force and you don’t want to go, but I had to go.
They even had a cab paid for and waiting out front for me. This was truly good bye..
Good Bye Seokjin.
~
3 Months Later
My return was huge, my job allowed me to start but recommend therapy for 4 times a week for 3 months. My parents felt safer if I had moved back in but in all honesty, I felt safer away from them. I agreed to stay for a few weeks just in case but it just didn’t feel safe to me to be back in they're house.
Nothing felt safe but being in Seokjins arms but he made it clear he didn’t want anything to do with me. The first 2 weeks of being home, police kept asking me to give a statement but I kept lying saying I didn’t know anything and had no information about the people who kidnapped me.
I knew they didn’t believe me but they decided not to keep harassing me and left it as it was. I wondered if Jin thought about me, missed me, was proud of me.
My mind was crowded as I walked home from work, I needed the air to think so it didn’t bother me. I sat down on the park bench staring into the dark mist of the park. The trees danced to the shallow breeze of the night and it felt extremely comfortable and relaxing.
Maybe it was because I wasn’t use to seeing city life since i’ve been gone but I didn’t mind.
“Can I sit next to you.”
“Yeah sure-.”
The voice was rapsy and deep, but I knew it very well. When my mind registered who it could be, I had no choice but to just endure what was about to come.
“Taehyung what do you want.” I shivered in fear, not wanting to look at him.
“Seokjin asked me to come get you and if you don’t want to come back, he’ll come get you instead.”
The nerve of that man. He made it pretty clear he was done with me and now he wants me to come back. I laughed at Taehyungs words, was this a dream? A prank ? Cause no way would I want to be around that monster again.
“He figured you’d have that reaction. Thats fine. I’ll see you soon Y/N.” Taehyung laughed disappearing into the night.
I got up immediately, running home, adding new locks to the doors. I shut all the windows and put up the backup locks my dad gave me for protection. Seokjin was going to have to just be okay without me cause there was no way I was going back with him.
I watched my surrounding carefully as I went to and from work the next few days, I was anxious with every sudden move but it felt like a normal day, nothing felt differently.
But I was wrong.
How could I miss it..
The day that felt the best to me, the perfect day was ruined. Seokjin must’ve wanted me to hate his guts because he definitely got his wish. If I would’ve know he was plotting to do something this heinous , I would’ve went willingly.
It was like he was studying my every move and waited for me to be most vulnerable and I truly hated him for it.
~
The day was calm and the air was sweet. It was around noon when the day just starts to warm up and the sun is dangling across the skies giving life a sense of warmth.
Kids were playing outside and I could hear the distance of them in the summer day where nothing else matter cause school was out. I could hear the sounds of laughter, peace and excitement giving me a rush of what if my life had stayed like this, even for the moment.
I held the tray of cherry pie I made for my dads birthday cook out in my hand as I locked the car doors behind me. I could hear the music and the laughter coming from the backyard as I approached.
Apart of me was nervous but I felt safe, I wasn’t in Hanesville anymore, I had taken the weekend off to celebrate my dads birthday and it was far away from that city. We had an emergency vacation home outside of state just in case we needed a break and it was well needed.
“Y/N!”
Everyone was happy to see me and I hugged everyone as I placed the platter on the table next to the other meals.
As the moments when on, beers were passed around and old memories from high school and college, it was truly a good time.
“Y/N, can you run to the store and grab some more beers?” my dad asked me smiling and I nodded,
I was only gone for 10 minutes..
The beers fell on the floor, glass shattering everywhere in slow motion adding another substance to the mess.
Everything felt unreal. My body trembling with every step, tears struggling to stop streaming down my cheeks.
“W-What....What D-Did... What did y-you do?” my voice jittering as I spoke,
walking towards the bodies that were sitting perfectly dead in the chairs. Music still playing in the background but no one dancing but the carved hearts hanging on the banner.
Everyone was dead, blood was everywhere. My white shoes sticking to the bloody concrete. How could he.. How could he.
I fell to the floor my pink floral dress soaking up the blood as my knees slid on the concrete. I crawled towards my parents, in tears holding there now cold bodies.
“M-Mom... D-Dad?” I sobbed hugging them tightly.
I didn’t care about the blood staining my favorite dress, I just cared about them being gone. I couldn’t stop the crying.
“Maam please back up.”
Someone had called the cops...
They were pulling me off the corpses but they wouldn’t find anything. A knife was used and I know who done it. They wrapped me in a blanket escorting me away as everyone rushed in to take pictures and collect samples.
I just kept staring blankly at the banner, realizing the hearts were sending me a message,
You can’t escape me.
