#dean praying

[watching-spn]

dean praying always hits so hard because he's said multiple times that he hates it, that it feels like begging, and especially with how everything with chuck went down so far. and still he does, because it's the last hope he has. the last hope of getting cas back

[entropic-saudade]

Inspired by the terrifying poster in this post from @according2thelore I saw earlier.

[an-nomaly]

Everything Dean's ever done, the good & the bad, he's done for love so he:

kept Cas' trenchcoat (for love)

made him a mixtape (for love)

stayed a year in Purgatory (for love)

prayed to Cas every night (for love)

apologized to Cas on his knees sobbing (for love).

He loved Cas.

[trenchcoatimpala]

Cas? You got your ears on?

...I’m sorry. 

I’m sorry i didn’t say it back. 

I’m sorry I let you go a second time. 

I’m sorry that you poured out your heart to me and I threw the glass on the ground. 

I’m sorry that you didn’t think we could be something; that’s my fault, really.

I’m sorry that you gave up everything for me; I wasn’t worth that.

I’m sorry that the last thing you said to me was goodbye, when it should have been hello. 

I’m sorry for being so scared to tell you how I felt.

Cas, I’m so sorry. 

Please forgive me. 

I need you, man. 

I need you here, with me.

I need you there when I fall asleep, and I need you there when I wake up.

You’ve been gone for five minutes and I miss you like you’ve been gone for a thousand years. 

I will find a way to get you out of there. 

I promise.

You never gave up on me, and I won’t give up on you. 

You were wrong, Cas. 

Happiness is in the having. 

I’m not like you. I can’t just accept things the way they are.

I have to have you. 

I can’t live without you. 

So I’ll find you. 

I’ll save you.

I’ll raise you from perdition, just like you raised me.

And we can have it, Cas. We can have it all.

... I love you too.

Adding my tag list even though I don’t even know what I just wrote. Please asked to be added or removed.

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[masterofevilmonkeyness-moem]

Don‘t be afraid, Dean Winchester

You are not alone

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Angelform Castiel reaching out to a praying Dean.

He will always come when Dean calls

[kirschkid]

Sam deserved better

You know what?

By saying Sam got the life Dean always wanted for him after Dean died is just another chuck-move. Since when is living a life another person wants for you the same as choosing your own path?!

How can people who love Sam be ok with that? 

Please, feel free to talk to me about it.

[savingpeoplegiffingthings]

6.03 // The Third Man

[littleskrib]

As you see I did some more or less drastic changes. I decided to cover that beautiful skin with some fabrics. After I looked a while at it I just had to admit that  a naked Cas was definitely too distracting and I didn't want the focus to be too much on his skin. I originally did it for a celestrial reason, to make him more pure and "holy" - but it didn't worked as I wanted so I changed it. Took me a little while to do so though, so that as a consequence I didn't get as far as I hoped.  

But now it's better and Dean doesn't lose as much attention as before. And it's still sexy isn't it ? Sometimes less is more.

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Final Version