An Essay on how the movie fucked up connor and why no, he's not like the movie shows him as.
"The movie showed connor's bad side but that's what he was like"
No. That is not what he was like, that's not what the original Connor Murphy was like at all.
Now I'm gonna tell you a story and about a man named Mike Faist, the original actor for Connor Murphy.
The suicide attempt of one woman inspired how connor was played in the musical.
Mike Faist talks with the founder of Live Through This
"I decided to try and research more about people like Connor, the troubled character I play in the musical." -Mike Faist
What the movie pretends to be is a "troubled" teenage boy, comes off as a raging psychopath with anger issues who's abusive. Not troubled and mostly just deranged.
Take this scene, the original, connor freaks out because he thinks Evan is laughing at him because of what jared said. He says "you think I'm a freak??" Because he's also panicking and put of impulse he pushes Evan
"I'm not the freak, you're the fucking freak!" Connor is panicking because he assumed and felt insecure and at the moment he just reacted. You can hear it in his voice that he sounds hurt. He runs after pushing him because he's scared.
Now in the movie, nothing like that happens. He yells at Evan and tells him to stop laughing. No emotion or nothing just anger and rage then he leaves. There is no insecurity, Evan laughed out of nervousness and connor yelled because he was what? Angry?? That's it
Connor casually walks away, like a bully would after intimidating a victim.
Another scene
Is this supposed to be a horrifying? To show that connor is an angry monster who punches holes in the wall??
As my friend said "this makes Cythina sound delusional" and it does! They're setting connor up to look like a fucking mentally ill crazy person when no, deh movie, THAT'S NOT WHO CONNOR IS!!
on the topic of custom too (yes that's important)
See Con Here? Dirty, absolutely not that well groomed, a mess. He's supposed look rough because he's going through it!
Connor here looks like an edgy white boy
That's it
Also
"Teehee connor is such a problem <3"
Fuck you











