#depressing words

[writersparrow]

When the sun was up, I'm the best version of myself—happy and contented. But when the darkness starts creeping in, the dark thoughts that reside at the dark corner of my head would start to slither out and poke on wall I put myself in.

—M.J. Reyes

[ashleymacleanblog]

it’s crazy how one person can make my heart hurt  this much

you

[writersparrow]

[granite-soul]

I wonder who I am at mornings When I am alone without the sun's stare And my pillow grows larger, tighter around my lungs, Ensnaring my airways. And my eyes cannot face the dark. I am more in love with sleep than with life. Who am I? When I am not who I must be? Stumbling in the kitchen Shuttering out morning rays Bitter coffee takes away my urge to cling to this fancy. And I am who I must be. I am more in love with ideas, than with reality People always tell me of how smart I am My smile is slow to come There is only hours of work waiting for me at home And in a sleepy haze, I do not see this gift. Only a desire to sleep. I am more in love with dreams, even when they turn to be nightmares. Then my ear is overwhelmed with blood rushing Proof that I am still living. Then I am gasping for air, and it slides easily into my windpipes, soothing the shafed skin. Then I can smile. I am more in love with my mind than this world. I see just darkness past tomorrow. Each day sets another layer of lacquer on my facade.  But when I press myself to imagine who I am, I can see only rocky cliffs and fearsome winds that will force my lungs to breathe

@granite-soul

[sleepymeowstrophe]

All my good days are left behind me.

When you left this life

You took my heart with you.

There's a burning festering hole where my heart is supposed to be.

[invisibleladyk-blog]

I am only visible to those who seek to do me harm. To everyone else I don’t exist.

Lady K