#depression mess

[pinkxvibez]

I kinda let it get bad again. It’s just so overwhelming. I don’t even know why. Like, I could be cleaning my room right not but instead I’m posting about how hard it is. In what world does that make sense?

[grumpycakes]

Cleaned up my desk and got my new Cricut on it~ (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑ Forgot to take a before, but I did take it for my nail design station off the side of my desk

Just wanted do you some little cleaning since the idea of the whole room is making me fear procrastinate (let me know if you’d want before and afters cause that sometimes helps w motivation)

[whatthehellamidoing]

I found this while cleaning my depression mess. Safe to say it's not that bad. I havent used paint in a while tho...

[notastupidbird]

I didn't time it, but I'm guessing this was about three 20/10s worth of work. The vast majority of the shit in the floor was clothes and trash. I still have so much to sort through, but having the floor clear is such a big help.

[grumpycakes]

Reclaiming my space! It’s actually not too bad since I cleaned a lot earlier in the year

[grumpycakes]

Some room updates!!! Between putting up my piano and a chocolate and dog adventure things got pretty messy. So tonight was clearing most of the mess. Not perfect but much better

I also updated a bookshelf w some contact paper the other day and love it v much

But alas it is bedtime and I need to clean my nose out from the dust lol

[grumpycakes]

Tonight’s accomplishments:

• cleaned off desk/shelves

• moved bookshelf closer to desk

• put fairy lights back

Leaving the chunk of mess in the after pic to show that this isn’t a magical, everything’s clean, deal. I’m chunking through in small parts. And that it’s okay, doable, valid, and a method of cleaning that provides results!!!!!

[grumpycakes]

I Know it’s not perfect. I know it’s not great it got this bad. But I need someone to celebrate my success with me. And maybe I’m only cleaning it so I can get a new mattress in here. But I got it done. Not completely, but done enough. Can that be good enough?

1st pic is from fall 2019, had been too ashamed to do before and afters... seeing as I couldn’t get afters