#adhd issues

[m1ce-sp1ce]

I... feel bad about having such a strong hyperfixation towards characters (Baal, as a current example) to the point where other people not feeling the same way or other characters getting into conflicts with them, as will happen in a story, still makes me feel angry and resentful and defensive. I know it's not normal, and the issue regarding this happened months ago, so I should be over it... if I was normal.

I don't want to feel this way, I don't like feeling this way, especially if said story character conflict involves other people's characters who I wish I could see the same way before that story line... I feel terrible for feeling like this, like I know I'm being stupid, I'm know I'm being ridiculous for going to bat for a character that doesn't exist and will never know how I feel! And yet I don't know what to do about it.

[sheepwithanafro]

[Coding is so hard sometimes, ughhh, can't even add shit without looking back. Ughhhh]

[thesargasmicgoddess]

🧠🐸 is my new favorite term!🤣🤣

[popcorn-plots]

ADHD: I only got half my to-do list done today because after a few hours of straight working, I lost all of the energy I had and was physically unable to do anything else

Also ADHD: I just moved my bread to a new home behind the toaster because I have a bunch of sandwich makings in the fridge and I will forget that they exist unless I can actively interact with my bread. It wasn't working when I had my bread on top of the microwave so I'm moving it to the toaster, which is right under my food shelves and if I have to throw away another $3 thing of untouched ham because I didn't have the stimulus of bread and the correlation between bread -> sandwich -> ham then SO HELP ME

Also, ALSO ADHD: I didn't get my laundry done today because I was completely unaware of my surroundings while making a presentation on my current fixation

Also, also, ALSO ADHD: I put my cup in my dish drawer so I could wash it later then forgot about until I opened the cupboard looking for a mug four hours later

[cartoonverisimilitude]

I bought a new air fryer recently - and got rid of the old one I got for free off of FB - and the new one is sooooo much better.

My stuff is coming out hot and evenly cooked and I’m more obliged to actually use it. It does require a bit more upkeep than the old one but because it works well - I actually don’t mind it so much. Because I actually want to use it again soon.

So I’m eating at home a bit more. Which is good cause I’m saving money and actually eating what’s in the apartment.

Sometimes just replacing one thing can make a change.

[f4k3lu]

Imposter syndrome is wild because I’ll be taking my highly controlled adhd meds that were prescribed by a psychiatrist who diagnosed me and has continuously been monitoring me but I will be thinking shit like “what if I don’t have adhd and have just been lying to myself and everyone else?”

[maxdibert]

Guys, I need some drama asks bc the office is total chaos today and I have zero concentration units left, I’ve basically given up on the day, so I need a distraction, I need dopamine.