do you ever just totally randomly get this overwhelming feeling of sadness and loneliness and you start crying and want to just disappear and don't know why because that's me right now and it sucks

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do you ever just totally randomly get this overwhelming feeling of sadness and loneliness and you start crying and want to just disappear and don't know why because that's me right now and it sucks
i'll never be able to forgive myself for hating who i am this much.
the bad days
Feeling depressed 🥰✌️
I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop. I don’t want to die; I just want the pain to stop.
I love my kid. I love my kid. I love my kid. I love my kid. I love my kid. I love my kid. I love my kid.
This is how I keep myself alive on days like today. 💔 I don’t want to be alive though and the pain would stop if I were not.
The smile on my eyes
If you look closely is a testament to their lies
They tell you they're ok, they say they are having a good day
They want to be the windows to the soul
But the glass is shattered causing nothing but fractured rays,
If they're even they're lucky to get through,
Will i ever be able to fully show you?
You're thinking "why do you make everything seem so blue"
"I'm sorry! But they're actually black?
I promise I'm trying to find my way back!"
I can feel darkness seeping in, trying to consume my eternal glow. It will not win. I am the creator of my own light.
2 a.m. is my enemy. She was beautiful once but now our relationship is old and I am just tired and she is just a bitch.