Nov 23, 2021
Thinking about the time I told the psychiatrist I was suicidal and all she said was "well u don't have a plan so there's nothing to worry about or really do"
Like ok guess I'll just go sit with my thoughts till I snap I guess
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Thinking about the time I told the psychiatrist I was suicidal and all she said was "well u don't have a plan so there's nothing to worry about or really do"
Like ok guess I'll just go sit with my thoughts till I snap I guess
2/17/2020
Its so fucking funny how i can spend all night getting drunk and forgetting about you but when i start getting sober i start bawling over you. I dont want to leave my bed i want you back. I want your random phone calls or how everyone in my family knew about you and already knew i was talking to you without asking. My dad actually asked about you and whyi havent talked about you...and fuck i dont know how to fucking tell him you left me because some other fucking girl can make you 10 times more happier. I have no clue how to explain that.
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Finding someone who completely removes your depression, only to realize they don't deserve the responsibility that comes with being the only cure<<<
No One Tells You
They say it gets better
But if we are really honest
It doesn't
Sure things turn around
For a bit
Or seems to
But no one tells you about
How it is when it's bad again
When it feels worse
That's pain
The repeat downward spiral
The tears
The silent screams that seem louder
The constant loneliness
Then the need for that loneliness
The constant masking
Even more exhaustion
Than before
No one tells you how hard
Staying alive becomes
How the want, to not wake up
Becomes stronger
Each day
Then hours
Then minutes
Then seconds
The will to continue
Dwindles to almost nothing
The will to take just one more breath
Becomes suffocating
The darkness will become darker
Than before
When you are drowning with no relief to come
No one tells you
Hi I just wanted to come on here and talk about depression I recently lost my dad to depression and it's been one of the hardest things I have had to deal with. well I am only 14 I also got diagnosed with depression at the age of 12, I really wish I said some things to him that might have stopped him I don't know. I read a quote about depression it goes like this "Don't make a permanent decision over a temporary situation" I wish my dad knew that anyway Cherish time with your loved ones <3
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