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I can't tell who wrote this but if this is a TIM this is actually really rapey! TIMs please stop harassing me! But if this is a woman this is actually so sweet!! Thank you!! <333
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i love you
I can't tell who wrote this but if this is a TIM this is actually really rapey! TIMs please stop harassing me! But if this is a woman this is actually so sweet!! Thank you!! <333
When I went on HRT, I underwent a single phone interview with GenderGP to assess me. I told them I wasn't even sure what I identified as, as this was when I was starting to have my gender dysphoria ease as I realized being a woman wasn't this mark of the beast or whatever. after a 30 minute phone call, I was advised testogel. After paying, I got my testogel in two weeks. I got it delivered, and never had to see anyone face to face, or do more than 30 minutes of talking where I was pretty open about being confused about my gender.
I was told that testosterone would improve my energy, after I was open in my application about having disorders that give me chronic fatigue. I was told it would help me lose weight, very alluring as an overweight woman. I was told I would gain muscle. Asked if baldness ran in my family on the men side, I said yes, and the person I was talking with hand waved it and said I wouldn't have to worry.
Never once was I told that it'd affect my fertility. Never once was I told I would start losing hair. I was not told that I would be going through menopause as a fresh adult. I was not told about vaginal atrophy. I was not told about the liver problems, the bone problems, anything. They never assessed whether I could give full consent (I am autistic, disabled, and need caretaking to function day to day)
TRAs will say it's still my fault, that I was an adult and should have known better. I was told I was transgender since I was an ACTUAL CHILD. I was socially transitioned before I even hit puberty. When you spend over a decade like that, of course you're going to go into that as an adult.
AND TRAs will say that getting hormones is not easy. It is a fucking lie. If you have money, you can get hormones. You do not need gender dysphoria, you do not need an actual evaluation. You give them money, and they will tell you it is a miracle drug that will cure what your problems are.
Welcome to my blog! <3 I'm Robin, an opinionated lesbian who enjoys posting my thoughts and opinions on the world. I've had this account for awhile now but never had a reason to create an introduction, but I've decided to become more active as of recently so thought it might be nice to let you know about myself. You'll find all of my thought posts under #robin yaps.
As one of the rapidly growing number of people that socially transitioned and then desisted as a pre teen/teenager within the last 5-10 years, I think a lot of the whole asexual thing becoming so big among kids is that in a lot of spaces it's the only socially acceptable way for exclusively same sex attracted kids to rule out having opposite sex partners
me (circa. 2018) v.s. me (circa. 2025)
At my primary doctor today I stated officially I’m not pursuing gender affirming care because of the risks. I was considering it for a bit prior to peaking even with disability risks that were preventing it. So, it felt good to take it off the table. She did try to convince me but I was like, nope I already had doubts and now thanks to a lot of factors I’m good and actually working on a lot of body acceptance and overall feel better about myself than I have for a while and even had enough energy to do some things I’ve been putting off.
I still struggle with mental health, I still struggle with dysphoria, but I do not need physical health problems on top of everything else. What I need is to dig to the root of things in therapy and continue to take things one day at a time.
a question for any dysphoric/detransitioned women on here, if you are comfortable answering; when you were actively pursuing transition, or were at any point entertaining the thought of it, were your (serious or hypothetical) "transition goals" mostly embodied by:
- males OR
- "sufficiently" transitioned transmasc females;
OR were they less so defined by the body you wish you Had, and more so by the body you wish you Didn't have, with the "escape route" being left vaguer and ultimately less relevant? ty!!
If you don't love me at my he/they, you don't deserve me at my adult human female