#dev rambles

[penvisions]

my body is currently going through it and all i can think about is joel miller being such a good man and helping to ease the cramps with some soothing hands that dip a bit lower each gentle pass over your tummy to gently gently brush against aching, swollen lips. thick fingers massaging and circling just right to swath the pain in feather light tingling pleasure, shushing you over frets of making a mess or grossing him out and he just says “lil bit of blood ain’t never hurt anyone, just wanna make you feel good, darlin’” and then proceeding to make your vision go white and your body slack from the force of your slowly built release and then cradling you against his hot body, whispering sweet nothings and praise of how well you did and how good you were for him as you drift off into sound sleep

ahem, excuse me 😮‍💨

[cool-retro-term-official]

PROGRAMMERS OF ALL KINDS AND SHAPES, PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS

A code that doesn't have comments, even if it's well written, is not always very good code. When you want to optimize your code, you're might have to write ugly stuff sometimes ! Look at what data oriented design can produce for example. When optimization introduces unreadability, even if everything else is amazingly written, you need to add comments.

Anyway, use your cli tools on me plz, im cool, im pretty, look at me, blip bloop, blip bloop ❤️💾

[thedivinereverie]

hey, so i’m gonna be completely transparent here.

i’ve felt myself pulling away from the ppcu fandom for quite some time now. not just the fandom, but pedro himself. i’m really not keeping up on anything he’s doing, i’ve truly lost all motivation to write (at least for his characters) and i’m really just not vibing anymore.

a huge part of me really wants to see things through and finish the series i’ve been working on for over a year just to say i finished it and it’s completed… but i genuinely cannot get myself to write literally any words.

another part of me is contemplating on changing this blog to be multi-fandom whatever the fuck or just leaving it altogether, and strictly only write on ao3.

i know i didn’t need to make this a whole thing but i genuinely just wanted to be completely truthful, especially to those who enjoy what i put on here (and for that i can’t tell each and every one of you how grateful i am that you even interact with my work and seem to genuinely enjoy it).

if i get inspo and am finally able to write, then hell yeah that’s awesome. i just don’t want to keep people waiting for a long time for me to finish something that i’m not currently able to put even half of my heart into.

i hope that’s understandable. thank you to everyone who has given my writing a chance. 🤍

[abra-ca-livebra]

IVE FINALLY finished a Courier Six just for FNV, tho I still love Maisel, I have a new courier. Jack Daniels, or just Jack. He got his name from a bottle of Jack Daniels btw.

Anyway I might draw him later

[recently-retired-game]

littol ebbies.... smol..

[unluckycat111]

Lil' Update

I know I have been missing from Tumbr for months. I have lurked here and there, but life was too overwhelming to put energy into much outside my responsibilities. My grandfather's health had been declining for about a year. His name is Thomas, so the Peaky Blinders/Cillian fandom was hard to be a part of as it felt like a reminder of the stress going on. He passed away last week, which has been very difficult to process. But I am also glad he is at peace. Now it feels like more of a happy reminder of him. I still am a busy beaver, but I do think I am back. Maybe at a low level of interaction for a bit, but I want to be more active as my schedule frees up (if it ever does).

Missed all my mutuals and all the lovely creators on here! Excited to catch up on months away!

[beykhabarr]

I don't wear my heart on my sleeve unless I'm standing infront of my father, infront of him I feel like a child standing with my arms outstretched reaching out for an embrace I know is unattainable, he has a habit of walking all over my heart, and I have a habit of picking it up and tucking it back again in case he ever changes his mind.

[stubbedt0e]

Holy shit thank you all who supported kalopsia in just one night. I greatly appreciate it. Yes I am the dev of Kalopsia lmao. Your support makes me get going HAHA. I will try my best to work on this project. Just give me some time TvT I have uni and i am doing all the work myself. But i promise you all the best experience <3